Suicide Perspective Poems

Why did I have to silence my brain
Thinking it would alleviate the pain,
If only that hair trigger had paused
... Now look at all the troubles...

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You haunt me,
the past it wants me,
I feel you,
you are right here.

I'm staying awake,
I feel you'll come soon,
I wont sleep,
I feel I might go tonight.

Try...

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thank you to the ones who carried me here
the ones that became my parents when my parents couldn’t hear me
the ones who took in that...

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I feel I am lost
I feel that everything I know has been stripped away
I tried to tell them, I tried to warn them
But they never...

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When trauma lurks
with upper hand,
To fear death
is to know loss.

When therapy
lends Her feminist sway
to know
and co-invest in life
is to predict
and cherish love.

For both these reasons,
we...

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I walked knowingly into the trap
as a boat sails over Charybdis.
Afraid of showing tell-tale marks
up and down my arms.
I gave in to the lesser evil,
went...

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different chocolates, mixes, spices 
we all come in different sizes
society puppeteered our strings and lied
thought it was up to them to decide
not realising it caused...

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Alone in this world
Alone in this society
Alone in love
Alone in life
Alone in fatherhood
Alone in my time of need
Nobody to help me
Nobody to care about what...

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Something inside me is calling
Some things are caught on thorny thoughts 
Sometimes I radiate and deviate as thoughts linger

I bleed icy dreams
Dark as ink, silent...

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My mind is laid bare its components 
& functions are under your razor's gaze

To compare…

My aged bones are yours to dig into…
My past, like my...

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Pushing past fear
Pushing past obligatory oblivion
Pushing past this pain's sphere

Trying to feel things never felt before 
Never know or seen in darkness desires 
Trying to...

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Along a quiet river to nowhere were styx lean like broken crosses. The wind is gentle with a sent of quite decay or is that...

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I can feel this heartbeat, gentle rhythm deep 
under my feet, I can feel the blood seep… 

I keep it clean, I can feel the...

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Hot the lost lovers rage 
Walk within pantheons of gilded brigades
The passions roar as idolized lost sages
Of some immense meaning 
In supernatural things 
Without rhythms...

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Everyday Math 

Milk, bread, eggs... 
the necessities we need, 
to feed those we love 
every day. 

They are getting harder to buy, 
and they are...

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