Long Suicidally Poems

Could what a political scientist would call
deeply held belief
also be what a psychologist could identify as a
feeling of affinity or aversion,
trust or distrust,
confluent familiarity or cognitive-affective dissonance?

"I deeply believe Tasteless Trump
is the logical conclusion
so richly...

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I have let myself down
I made progress in this town
Then, I have lost it all
With this heart so emotional

I need some sort of outlet
To let go of my regret
I can’t hold on to this pain...

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Peter was able to see some of the ant-like Macy's Thanksgiving parade by leaning suicidally over the 50th floor balcony. I go into fight-or-flight panic if I get anywhere near the railing. The parade passes...

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In the secret garden of memory, where echoes of silence ceaselessly blossom,
I chain my breath to the roots of the heart, now desolate, now unveiled.
Moon flowers arise from the depths of the thirsty wound, dressed...

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Mirror, mirror on the wall
Who's the most mentally flawed of them all? 
That title belongs to me
The thing is, I no longer care when they judge what's wrong with me

Bullied, made fun of and ridiculed
Forgotten,...

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The silky searing touch of sappy loving blood is all too much,

Milky stars melting into my murky mind as my body's red mud burns to the touch.

Make my hole riddled skin into astronomy,

Chart something pretty...

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That phobia shall never turn on someone's innocence suicidally
So continually identify our so unaware eternity
And his mountain should torment my venom 
So you kill Satan's fate — I am apparent
But her unwanted venom should fear...

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The heartbreak would forgive God's fire darkly
Suicidally they shatter her heart: I am spiritual
Darkly destroy my all too dark wings
Your conscious chains would rise up against our mind rhythmically
So mystically you remember that fire: I...

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They burst forth and charge downwards
Matching uniforms shiny against the grey sky
Their only desire to smash suicidally upon our ranks
We hear the thunder of them coming, and carefully prepare
The vanguard already lie smashed upon the...

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I'm suffering, suffering, suffering
from constant buffering, buffering, buffering.
All I want to do
is to simply view
a funny or interesting Internet video or two,
but every time I attempt to
it's always the same old thing.
Buffering,..Buffering,..Buffering,..
One day I'm going...

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