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Im at the end of my rope.
Every other day its something else.
All you do is lie lie lie, and think of noone but yourself.
And when i call you out on it,
you didnt do anything wrong and im just trying to argue.
I dont know what to do with you.
Sometimes It seems like we are so in love,
the happiest couple,
so head over heels for each other.
But other times we just fight and fight,
and neither of us gives in.
You do whatever you want,
no matter how it affects other people, even me.
And it turns into fighting.
Which turns into things being my fault,
i just want to argue,
im cheating on you.
I have NEVER given you reason to believe im cheating.
Ive done everything i can to show that im not.
But you still say i am.
Which blows my mind....
because you were CAUGHT cheating,
and if i ever say i dont trust you
you say im never letting the past go.
You are just so one sided,
angry and accusing.
And i really dont know how to deal with it anymore.
But i cant leave.
When you do this stuff,
i get so mad and just want to walk away.
But when i actually think about walking away,
i kno i cant do it.
You are my heart, my soul, my life.
I love you from the bottom of my heart.
All i want is for you to feel the same for me.
You say you do, and sometimes act like it.
But when you do things even though it hurts me,
when you lie, scream, cuss, and accuse,
it shows that you dont.
The way i love you, i could never do anything to hurt you.
I couldnt lie, cheat, or say hurtful things.
But you do it to me.
That shows more than you think.
It depresses me that im writing more sad poems about us,
then love poems.
We are so perfect together...
when we arent fighting.
I dont want to live without you,
but i dont know how to fix us
when your not willing to step outside your box
and see things from the other point of view.
I can feel the end of us,
coming really fast.
And im praying that youll see the light,
before its too late.
You do not know this,
but there are nights
I willingly fall to the ground,
knocking the wind out of myself,
staring up into infinity,
wishing someone up there
would send you back to me,
As if I deserve it,
As if you still speak my name,
As if time could be conquered
Yet, I allow myself a fantasy,
A breath held for a memory,
In hopes of feeling innocent again,
For innocence became us in childhood,
Blood was unknown to me
For love flowed through my veins,
Heart pumping the shine of your smile
through my entire being in circulation,
Laughter is heard, as stars are seen,
Each twinkle holds a moment of us,
As time has torn us asunder,
Life has revealed new loves,
new loves inspired anger,
anger ensured your hatred of me,
Thus, I became what all now see,
A child changed to cynic,
A poet who hates emotions,
A man who desires no faith,
For nothing moves me now,
Yet my words still know you,
A million apologies failed,
No sense in repeating failure,
No reason to cry more tears
if none will show you my humanity,
My pain now motivates my attitude
Thus, my soul is forever lost,
Despite the aforementioned change,
I still miss you daily, in misery,
with regret that lasts an eternity,
Hope for us, is my hope for heaven,
A paradise I have experienced before,
As I embrace the magic of the moment,
I briefly disregard my own logic,
hoping for an answer from nowhere,
For a chance to desire to change,
to see again, to trust again,
Praying to a god I no longer believe in,
to protect you and never melt your wings,
for I could not recognize you any other way,
I repeat,
You did not know this,
Yet this lets me know,
Heaven or hell,
Life or death,
Angel or human,
God or no god,
I have my opinions,
Yet two truths are proven,
You are an angel to me,
and... I Love You.
Would if I told you, You'd never see me again
Would if I told you, My life was about to end
Would if I told you, My final plea goodbye
There would be no more interruptions, no more discussions
And no more lies
Would if I told you, There's no way to live without you
Would if I told you, I never meant to overcrowd you
Would if I could hold you and make your troubles go away
Would if we could make love, Each and everyday
Would if I could sing you a beautiful love song
Would if we could just talk, And not argue who's right or wrong
Would if I wrote you, A passionate love letter
Would if I could snap my fingers, And make everything go better
Would if I was able, To massage your inner thoughts
Would you stop pretending you were perfect and had no faults
Would if I forgot , About you completely
Would if I forgave, All the ways you deceived me
Would if I made the effort , To change my attitude
Would if I told you, Your whole attire needs to improve
Would if we made a pact, To forget about the past
Can you tell me how long you honestly think that will last
Would if we tried hard , To make things work
Could we let go of the pain, All the suffering and the hurt
Would if I just walked out of your life
Would you ever acknowledge you even had a wife
Would if I decided, To take that drink with you
Take a sip right out the bottle, But what will it prove
Would if we started all over again
Would you be willing to try, For the sake of our kid
What would be the cost of a new beginning
Would all the pain be lost, Along with good memories
Is it really worth the price, Trying to find each other
To discover what we lost, Should have never be uncovered
Maybe it's time to wash away our tears
And remember all the golden moments
You and I shared.
I know I don't have millions
To leave you in my will
But what I have for each of you
Is something greater still
I have a few possessions
For each of you to keep
Photographs and memories
I know will make you weep
All my sad sad poems
Written through my tears
All the journals of my life
I wrote throughout the years
My jewellery and diamonds
For Sydnie, Brooke and Bree
And every time you wear them
I know you’ll think of me
Jewellery and diamonds
For George and Paulie too
To give them to your little girls
With love from me and you
I know you that you will treasure
All of the above
But something far more greater
I leave you... is my love
It brought you all into this world
And helped you all to grow
With each and every step
I’ve loved you more than you will know
Each of you is different
You all have your own ways
From when you all were babies
And through your childhood days
Naughty things you said and did
The secrets you would hide
But even through your teenage years
I watched you grow with pride
The closeness that you share
Between a sister and a brother
The love I know is there
Has made me proud to be your mother
Now you’re all grown up
And having children of your own
And you will share with them
The love and laughter you have known
Keep with you your memories
Your thoughts, your special song
No one else can take
To only you, they do belong
Don't feel lost or lonely
Or afraid of what to do
Just follow your heart..knowing
I'm always there with you
Keep with you the knowledge
That even from above
Nothing in this world
Is greater than a mothers love
Never change for no one
Just be always who you are
And I’ll be right beside you
Your forever guiding star...
By Raina Hutchins
Form:
In love I was lost
I plunged headlong
Oblivious of the consequences
For she was fair to behold
E’en fairer than the lily of the garden
She took me by my hand
And together we strolled
We explored the new frontiers of love
My company she greatly adored
Until she couldn’t break free
From the spell of love
Cast on her by fate
Uhm! It’s amazing what love can do
Damning the consequences
I forged ahead with my newfound love
Paradise was unraveled before me
An adventure of some sort it seemed
“Give it a try,” I urged myself
Shutting my mind deliberately to the odds
For if she had known
Then she wouldn’t have allowed me
Entry into her life
But her actions defies all explanation
Void envelopes her being in my absence
What had suddenly come over her?
In so short a while
When she laughed, I laughed
When I cried, she cried as well
The blissful times we shared were dear
Held close to my heart like a testament
“Could anything be this cherished?” I thought
Life definitely seemed very good
She withdrew at certain times
Not because she was through with me, nay!
But she remembers her Man-the Man
“You cannot understand,” she tells me
“You cannot understand,” she affirms
I am another Man’s wife
Like a thief in the night
Her man came
The show he stole
For he had cut short his journey
Unannounced he strolled into the scene
After all he owned the show
He assumes his manly duties once again
Giving her love and succor as it were
He was the man, I was a villain
I was soon relegated to the rear
Despondency and dejection became my theme song
Jealousy I spat out like bile
No one would empathize my shattered heart
For I was warned before hand
Not to fall in love with
Another Man’s wife.
Here is my miserable, apathetic story.
I cannot describe to you,
The pain,
I had to go through, to keep it,
A secret . . .
I fell in love,
With a spirit that haunted me--
Our connection was as fragile as a mirror.
Divided physically by indestructible matter.
Yet I made a dreadful mistake.
My thoughts spiraled towards Satan's sway, "Kill yourself and you can be with him
physically."
A pool, frozen at night, to fall in and drown. Tempted me.
The cars on the highway, my heart racing, to crash into. Tempted me.
I believed that if I’d kill myself, I’d be with the spirit that haunted me.
He and I knew I have gone much too far in this situation
We separated and now all I hear are echoes in my head.
My mind has collapsed without you.
I never feel safe or comforted anymore.
You were my guardian angel.
Each day I feel either artificial happiness or appalled solitude.
No one to confide with anymore.
You said, “You are capable of surviving without me.”
True— I can survive. But can I live life?
Will I ever feel loved again?
Deteriorating without the eerie whisper of your voice, the shadow of your presence,
our coexistence.
You said, “I will always remember the kindness you taught me.”
What about now? Permanent damage done to my heart.
You said, “Before you, I would be radically biased, I’d still be dead and hallow inside.”
My eyes are dead and hallow from restless sleep thinking only about you.
You said, “And I will love you without end, even when we are departed.”
I know I’ve been forgotten—I hope you’re happy.
I wouldn't want you to be in a hardship.
My love cannot be erased.
I wish you could hear my last farewell.
Farewell angel.
'Dear One, I love you
And want you to know
I'm here to support you
Through thick, high and low.
Fear not your mistakes.
They'll help you to grow.
When shame melts away,
Your wisdom will show.
Oh Beautiful Child,
So close to my heart,
Be not angry or shamed
By this crafty world's art.
So many are snagged
By that same piercing dart.
Be assured, in your growth,
This will play a part.
My Loved One, I thank you
For trusting in me.
Admitting your ere
I know isn't easy.
Through this difficult task
Your strength I can see.
If I could then I would
From your pain set you free.
I hate that you hurt.
I weep like the rain.
But without ere and trial
There would be no gain.
Perfection's ideal,
But it's scars we retain.
Successes come not
Without aches, bumps and pain.
My guidance to you,
Own up to your act.
Blame nothing and no one.
No integrity lack.
The storm will then clear.
On course you'll be back.
A little life's lesson
To keep you on track.'
These words he could've said
And shown wisdom in grace.
Instead he worried
For his own precious face.
He fretted that I
His image might debase.
And that, he determined,
Could not be the case.
He'd held me so long
As his golden prize.
Proud that I glittered
In our world's watching eyes.
But gold changed to rust
And stained his cursed pride.
Forgive me that I
To that view could not rise.
Daddy, I hope that one day
I'll look past all you said.
That I won't be afraid
To let you in my head.
I know that you're trying
To mend what was shred.
Forever I'll love you,
But the old bond is dead.
Form:
This next part, is far from finished.
You broke my heart, for our so called love diminished.
Close your eyes, this isn't going to be pretty.
Our fire dies, who now deserves the pity?
Let your mind escape, for here comes sorrow.
Your soul I'll rape, oh you'll feel it tomorrow.
I know you're afraid, but so am I.
Your acts to be repaid, now I laugh as you die.
Mark this voice, you'll never hear the end.
You made your choice, my beloved friend.
You better run faster, I've almost caught you.
I'm now your puppet master, you'll soon be through.
If you think you'll be forgiven, you're quite wrong.
This rage has driven, me to your last song.
I rise above, and laugh at your demise.
I killed the love, anger now burns in my eyes.
You've heard this story, a thousand times and more.
You'll accept my animosity, and leave here sore.
You hear my laughter, in this red and dying night.
What'll you say after, will you accept what's right?
I thought you said forever, we would be together.
The roses I gave to you, crumble in your dying hand.
Now the love's through, could you possibly stand?
Cries escape your sweet voice, as I kiss you a last time.
Now's my choice, for you've to pay for your crimes.
Regret is waiting, to be your beloved bride.
Are you asphyxiating, no need to hide...
A most profound quiet, chills the night skies.
You've lost your inner riot, now your heart dies.
Why couldn't you and I, just learn to love?
Now we die, the way I dreamnt of.
Can you honestly look into my eyes, and tell me our love is gone?
As your excuse dies, I forever laugh and move on.
this looks like heaven but feels like hell...a purgatory prison in a frozen cell
smiles are wide and teeth white as full moons
if this is a blessing it looks more like a curse
straight lines and perfection...digital nazis pushing buttons and pulling erections
dark detective of a false facade
a mad masquerade full of wannabe slobs...twist the knob cause i wanna go home
an iron door opens and three doors close...
white walls, florescent lights illuminating neverending halls...looking for a phone to make a
long distance call
answering machine beeps...i hear jokers and jackals...they're all laughing at me
i start to run but i fall on my face...leather and lace in nine inch heels
standing over me with a whip in her hand and a mask on her face
lift the skirt to put in the work...cause sex is not just a job...it's a sport
damn that hurts!
acid squirts from every socket...now i'm running like a rocket
mangled now by a million mannequins...hard artificial limbs they strangle me
i join their ranks like a prisoner of pain...o God send your acid rain
i see strangers walk past the window...keep walking don't stop or go slow
there's always room for one more in this cosmetic creepshow
i see friends and i see foes...they laugh they point...drinking liquor and smoking joints
suspended animation still my soul gets stabbed like an exclamation point...
i see a girl i used to love back when love was real...before my fate got sealed
tears start to flow from this counterfeit clown
this plastic paradise is just a soul graveyard
anthony_beesley@yahoo.com
I dream about you, and the secrets we do.
I thought my love through, but I now think anew.
Roses in your hand, beckoning to me.
I have to take my own stand, now I see.
The lying and bleeding, was tearing me apart.
You were so needing, so I gave you my heart.
I tried to survive, fighting through these lies.
Into darkness I dive, for my love forever dies.
I grasped her voice, and her joyful song.
Fate chose my choice, yet I've done nothing wrong.
Anger and agony, are better than misery.
I know what you think, but I don't care.
I'll throw you a coy wink, as you hatefully stare.
So much rage, has built up inside.
Yet I'm still in your cage, now that my love has died.
I can't escape this hell, no matter what.
There's no way to tell, who has the killing cut.
I'm trapped in this nightmare, I cannot awake.
I've taken all I cane bare, yet you're still fake.
Lets start a riot, I'll show them all.
You can't keep quiet, as I begin my fall.
Will this flood behind me, put out my fire?
Feel this calamity, for the end's so dire.
We had so much love, in our eyes.
This fairy tale we dreamt of, ended with your cries.
It's not fair, when I get the blame.
My heart began it's tear, have you no shame?
I just want to leave, and never say goodbye.
There's nothing to believe, as you left me to die.
These walls surround me, with our life story.
Prepare for all to see, as this gets gory.
I've left you this letter, for now we're not together.
I feel so much better, now that you're gone forever.