Before Its Too Late

Im at the end of my rope.
Every other day its something else.
All you do is lie lie lie, and think of noone but yourself.
And when i call you out on it,
you didnt do anything wrong and im just trying to argue.
I dont know what to do with you. 
Sometimes It seems like we are so in love,
the happiest couple,
so head over heels for each other.
But other times we just fight and fight,
and neither of us gives in.
You do whatever you want,
no matter how it affects other people, even me.
And it turns into fighting.
Which turns into things being my fault,
i just want to argue,
im cheating on you.
I have NEVER given you reason to believe im cheating.
Ive done everything i can to show that im not.
But you still say i am.
Which blows my mind....
because you were CAUGHT cheating,
and if i ever say i dont trust you
you say im never letting the past go.
You are just so one sided,
angry and accusing.
And i really dont know how to deal with it anymore.
But i cant leave.
When you do this stuff,
i get so mad and just want to walk away.
But when i actually think about walking away,
i kno i cant do it.
You are my heart, my soul, my life.
I love you from the bottom of my heart.
All i want is for you to feel the same for me.
You say you do, and sometimes act like it.
But when you do things even though it hurts me,
when you lie, scream, cuss, and accuse,
it shows that you dont.
The way i love you, i could never do anything to hurt you.
I couldnt lie, cheat, or say hurtful things.
But you do it to me. 
That shows more than you think.
It depresses me that im writing more sad poems about us,
then love poems.
We are so perfect together...
when we arent fighting.
I dont want to live without you,
but i dont know how to fix us
when your not willing to step outside your box
and see things from the other point of view.
I can feel the end of us,
coming really fast.
And im praying that youll see the light,
before its too late.

Copyright © Megan Leatherman | Year Posted 2011

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