Long Knowingness Poems

Believing my brain, can be used for learning from higher, 
                       as I...

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SAMADHI

I am the Void
                   and THE ALL
I am the pen
       ...

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GLIMPSE 

My heart a pouch of rich wine overlays yours
A drop of blood spilled over an arum lily
It waits with longing intense, retains no tears
As it remembers its cringes of final fear when it
Jumped into...

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Before my mid-life realization
My life was like
Sitting naked 
In an empty bathtub

With my knees 
To my chin
My arms wrapped tightly 
Around my thighs
A blank expression 
Upon my face

My skin 
Dry and shriveling 
From lack 
Of...

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PEACE LILY

         Three o’clock morning 
 a solitary hour of bliss
            I gaze at a dark...

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The Gift of Forgiveness

I don’t remember going to sleep that night 
But I remember waking up 
To the awful racket going on inside my head. 
Bad thoughts and feelings raged 
As I twisted and turned,...

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The Missing Season
27/07/2020 

Whiffs of summery air grow startlingly unfresh
Dying like a withering dream yet almost deathless
Ruffled by an impasse of a senescent, uncrossable viaduct 
that goes beyond my knowingness, beyond my conception
Of an unknown...

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Ever wondered in how many ways I might have killed you?
The beads of beautiful eyes and string of satin wrapped around slender legs
Thought they beguiled you for centuries?
Hah! It is the unexpected and disenchanted
That will...

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As you complete your daily chores,
                             ...

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What if I
Loved you first
With this I love
First your faults
They  fault me, daught me
What If I 
I celebrate  your sinfulness 
In knowingness 
I know your not sinless
For who is
I acknowledge I shall not...

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Absent Night
storm-of-sadness

On an absent night
The stars don’t seem to care
They flicker in my mind like godforsaken candles.

I await your return
Dreading the waves of despair
Trying to melt my distressing thoughts with the
Blackness
Of time
But it is an...

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UNSPOKEN CONFESSION


“Is there something you want to tell me?”
the words echoed violently in my ears.

I heard the grinding of the gears,
releasing the latches on the trap door
on which I was standing……

the machinations of interrogation -
and...

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In the hollow of my heart is a girl who's unafraid
Buried deep inside is a girl not gone away 
I can still hear her you see
A faint whisper of who I use to be 
Your...

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Ethereal gypsy queen, reader of the stars
Astrological genius, seeing much in yonder crystal ball
Gifted with clairvoyance, and the gift of prophecy,
Women of my dreams, keeper of the cosmos truth,
Someone who trusts just like me, 
Who...

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My heart is like a piece of stained glass 
too murky to quite see through, yet
so easy to shatter 
sending colourful shades all over the 
floor 

Bleed, bleed 
through my tears
through my fears 

Slow and...

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