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I wish I could say sorry
I wish my ego would allow me to reach out to you .
So much to say but no voice to say it
I refuse to let you win
I refuse to say sorry
I love you and I forgive you ,words I wish I could say ...sorry
I refuse to let you win
I refuse to say sorry
My heart is sorry that you are not here
I just can't open my mouth to say sorry
I am walking away hoping you would say dont leave
Praying that you could see how much I need you to say sorry
How sorry I am ...I just refuse to say it
I guess we both dont know how to say sorry
It's too hard to say
I am angry at you for leaving me
I dont know how to say sorry
I am too proud to say I am sorry
I love you and need you but I refuse to say sorry
Sorry a word I will not speak
My heart is heavy my tears are real but I refuse to let you win so I will not say sorry .
I walk away in pain
Broken and shattered but I refuse to say sorry.
A word I will not speak
Saying I am sorry is letting you win
Saying I am sorry means I am wrong and you are right
I refuse to say sorry
I refuse to let you win but I am sorry
I just cant say the word and let you win.
Patience of accusations begin to thin
As they toss complaints at me from now til then
If i could summarize my existence that easily i would
But another question is that if i even should
Raised in a household of hulks
Like angry dragons they bulk
Time after time my mind begins to twist
Turning and winding,
Trying to keep my soul from dying
Trapped in purgatory
I question if im still in hell
Was the 3 days just a metaphor for my time?
Or did it just ring with the bell!
I dont know how i came to be...
Seems i was adopted by spirits,
Ones that preserved me for eternities
Oh God! im not ashamed of your help!
Just let me see clearly!
What am i even looking for?
Something or someone i fear
Thats out of my current reach
Waiting, fighting and dying
So something good can be
Maybe il it can?
But i fear i must first put an end to all my enemies
Such is the prophecy of world war 3
No more in the end...will i here blasphemy
Anger departs for now, until it spews upon there ignorant seas.
More than meets the eye
Trapped in my mortal shel
Until the end of mortal time
Form:
The innocent victim's are todays heros
I look up to the hills
Behold was cofusion
In it fullness of verities
As it clouds are so dark
Despite it colours
I realise it hold no future
I look up to the mountains
Behold was an alarming
flames of disaster
Spreading poisonous smokes
Out from it evil vapour
Polluting the air
So i realise how come
Ignorance is invoke today
I look high to the sky
Despite all the cofusion
From the hills
Despite all the pollution
From the mountains
The sky remains
Cloud white below it blue skys
As doe it never cosume
All this flames of fire
Humans pays back
By wars
Here i realise mother nature
Is ever faith full
I look into reality
I saw humans
Born by women
Grow to be grown
By feeding on all what
Nature gaves
Same nature humans
Are destroying when
They grow to be so called
Grown fools
How come fools some ask
When On our own we so called grown adult
Humans cant think any more
Common sense is now
So so expensive everywhere
In africa if you got one
Then you are close to
Six feet
By the men on the hills
On top of the evil mountains
I look into life
I realise life is not base
On the hands of the
Opressor
Either is it determined by
The men on the hills
With all there cofusion
From this hills of power
I realise every mountains
Has an explosion date
for the innocent
Victim of circumstances
To pave way into the future
For at the end
As the flames fade away
So will all our cofusion follow
As the prophecy goes
I dont know exactly
What will be tomorrow
But i know tomorrow
Lives in today
Then if there will be heros
For today
Is all of those we bear
The cost of all calamities today
And that simplifies
The innocent victim's are todays heros
Ive seen the past in the back of my eyes
Ive lived mylife reaching toward the skies
Memories flash by and make me smile
Im looking atthe end that coming in a short while
Ive suffered pain and grief enough for two life times
So I welcome the angels songs and harp chimes
Ill be traveling to heaven here I know I belong
For now Ill be brave and sing you my death song
Ive tasted the finish but now I fear not
God is on my side and I love him alot
I have laughed with the reaper as he told me his grim joke
Were not old friends but strangely now Im his kinfolk
Ive suffered pain and grief enough for two life times
So I welcome the angels songs and harp chimes
Ill be traveling to heaven here I know I belong
For now Ill be brave and sing you my death song
I know fullwell that I cannot escape my demise
Just acceptmy fate is what everyone has cometo advise
For now I exist on the tears of those who weep
They give me love and hope that I can forever in my soul keep
Ive suffered pain and grief enough for two life times
So I welcome the angels songs and harp chimes
Ill be traveling to heaven here I know I belong
For now Ill be brave and sing you my death song
This is for all the people who Ive known and who I dont know that have stared at death and been strong.
Stars and the moon
Stars studied in astronomy
Stars telling your fortune
Stars in astrology
Stars a huge mass
Stars orange, blue, white
Stars little pockets of gas
Stars five points of light
Stars orbit the atmosphere
Stars their is all so many
Stars a serlestrial spear
Stars a distant galaxy
Stars and their formation
Stars where they from
Stars a constalasion
Stars look a shooting one
Updated tied up bit idea 2012 written 2012
This spare of moment idea I wrote a year ago still been wondering wheather to put on here
wanted ito addd to it but s=not sure where to go with it
when I was writing elements of life and mother earth
i dont know much about astrology,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
wanted to add more to this
LOOKING FOR LAST VERSE TO FINISH HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
still couple verses lines not happy with just litle insight on subject
MAYBE SOMEONE COULD HELP
INSPIERD B SOUP POETS AT TIME JAN FEB 2012............................
WRITTEN BY MYSELF DAVIDCOTT ,,,,,, 2012>>>>>
written jan 2012
San Woo Where Did You Go
It looks like you packed up your bags
and skipped town
why
it doesn't make sense
my little tulip
you're following the same path as aqua marine
to clarify
both of you ...
or is it both of you puppets
would lavish me with genuine comments ...
I thought ...
you would boost my spirits
adding sugar to my day
... and now
and now poof ...
you are gone
it doesn't make sense
there's no rhyme or reason
I'm devastated
you two were the only two friends
I had here
it was just a few weeks you were laughing
laughing at my poems ...
I thought it was genuine
and now you're gone
I don't know what to think anymore
maybe it was all a facade
It's weird
I'm in a bubble
a big bubble of mice and men, here
is one of you nurses going to bring my psyche meds?
help, help
please
let me see past this aberration
is somebody out to hurt me?
wheres the good light
getting back to woo
one of her contest that i entered
double trouble, as i look back at it now
i didn't smell one blade of grass in the placing
and that comes on the heels of receiving at least 7 sevens
from readers comments
i thought that was weird, too
or was that another stab in my back to hurt me
my dear little tulip?
like what i said i dont know what to think anymore
esp. receiving any of the readers comments to my poems ..
in the future
i can think of it as being one of her puppets
playing with me ... like austin, her cat, does to a piece of shrimp
one step she be
probir probably be next to exit stage
i can see that playing out
i cans see all her barbies in a frenzy, laughing, as i write
nice picture
cry and bare the black bear, i guess.
connie pachecho
1/27/17
Raised to believe many things
One which a guy from up high
Comes flying out that sky that we all see
It had to be literally
Did i believe it?
Without a doubt i did,
Because the one who trained me
told me nothing was hid
I grew and trained and meditated on this as a kid
Was lead to believe this era was far from kingdom come
How far from the truth was this.
Now it beats on me like a drum
The day i became self aware i was delivered from the dragons liar
Enraged he was that i began growing out my hair
Becoming his end, a vicious truth with a cold stare
Freshly crafted nunchucks marked by sevens
3 days later
I can only tell you an angel put it there
Truth is ....it is true
but my trainer missed the vitual tools
Parables connect us from what we do
Poetry and emotion are not apart
And we are not damn robots
I chose it just as it chose me
But....it answered my question to an extreme
I was the only one in this existence
that can deem myself eternally
My other self sealed this deal
By blood sweat and tears did he feel
Seems tho that hasnt changed as the end is near
But maybe this time...
I feel i need someone else to help me see
I dont know why but its what has always driven me
To put an end to your enemy is to see as they see
And at the end....choose whats truly honorably
And so to my blood family
I become ronin
Because i am me
To Rise, conquer,
and in truth ...find honor
Until the end of my journey sets me free
Through those times of madness
When I've no more energy to fight
When I've that feeling of emptiness
You bring me up to the hieist height
When ever I'm drowning in loneliness
And every day is just black and white
When ever I'm in time's of sadness
You make every day shine so bright
But you always belie din happiness
Every one feeing happy, feeling all right
Was that perhaps your thoughtfulness
A visionary who always had great insight
But you always had such an awareness
The memory of you here day and night
Like when ever I'm in time's of darkness
And I can't see, you are my guiding light
I dont know where I was going with this write the words guiding light
Took from a poem I wrote called someone back in 2004
This was also inspierd by an old song we we sang at school
Trying to keep pattern as did with others such as WONDERER ,KALIDOSCOPE,SORROW,ECT
this poem guiding light is a tribute to a friend I lost tragicly back in september 1993
someone like no other she was GUIDING LIGHT iM REFERING TO HER SPIRIT THAT LVES ON
AND GETS ME THROUGH THE DAY ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,written by myself DAVID SCOTT JUNE JULY 2012
note did tweek a little switching words verses round but still same
just thought in better context,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Mornings are starting to be the telling time the ending bell
The time in the day when realization strikes and to fate you want to yell.
This morning like many throughout my past.
I awake to feel happiness slip that **** never lasts.
I believe we bring about our own hated misery.
This morning an empty bed and I dont even want to try to figure it out, so weary.
I believe that happiness is a very evasive fool
Never staying long enough to grasp, so not cool.
I awake this morning feeling more alone than I've ever been..
I sit here and wonder if I can even begin again
And if so to what end?
Again in life i find myself at this same dam bend.
What to do where to invest
Loneliness or unsettled emotion which is best
This morning I figured I'd awaken with his arms once more around me
But I awoke alone this dumbfounds me.
Maybe I'm just not enough
Maybe my life won't be happy just lonlily and rough..
So hard set I dont know that I would even have the patience.
To hell with relations.
Emptiness comes to dwell with in
No patience to begin again.
Tonight she packed her bags and left
I cant express the pain I feel
It's too heavy on my chest
This is not how I planned it
Not how I pictured it out in my head
I tried to explain myself to you
But your mind was already set
I feel so empty I feel so dead
I'd do anything to have you back in my bed
The silence is loud the sheets are cold
Ive been calling you for hours
I've got no one here to hold
I dont know what I'm apologising for
Cuz I've been trying my best
But everything seems to offend you
And I'm like what the heck
I wish I could go back in time one week to right my wrongs
My heart is broken into a million pieces without you I'm no one