Sail

a couple of years have past since it began... another poem to send an amen this one...full of regret and confusion.. when it all began she was part of the story but i blocked her from it. she left me in a wake of mourning the day it happened i always wondered why it began with the whole. romeo and juliet conclusion...and yin yang symbol. took 2 whole years to figure out why. 2! if it wasnt for that angel i would have never remembered her... it was to painful. my eyes fill with tears every time i think about it. she didnt believe i existed...... a spear to the heart. but we had that conversation before i even released my ..destiny i guess. but im on my way. Another try and Hope. Tay....i dont know everything but my Hope is that youl see me as i Am... the White to your Black just as you are my black to my White. a burden il carry. and with its weight i might be buried. but i wont give up on something i cant see....but what i feel and i need you to know...just how real i pray and wheep as i kneel something beacons me and so shall i sail.