Long Disillusions Poems

There was a noble sadness hiding in her eyes.
She wears a smile, though elements of insecurities
Trembled in its corners...
Dignity and suffering, combating
for the control of her expression.
Hiding the battle scars of her life; 
Intending to...

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The force of the righteous is full of the misguided, a forsaken realm to which we're never invited.  
The gullible minds of weakness, led by their own obliqueness.
"Take your children (Psalms)  and thrash...

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1 Corinthians 13:13 KJV - And now abideth faith, hope, charity, these three; but the greatest of these is charity.

Promises were made by hearts never stolen,
Promises of love, joy and devotion.
Time felt like it stood...

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Hook:
(One step left to complete your doom
Go through the door to complete my gain
Have you trapped in one of my mentality tombs
Turn around puttin' your pain in the fast lane
Metaphorically enough rain to drive a...

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When I failed Him – I couldn’t tell Him
How dark the dread was, how painful the doubt,
How the color black fell over my feelings
And even in the light I couldn’t see the gentleness
Through the clouds,...

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It’s long been a tradition of mine
to welcome January with a few resolutions. 
But the played-out “New Year, New Me” nonsense
has my head filled with endless disillusions. 

I’ll admit that I am a repeat offender
when...

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In these long nights
 I welcome sleep, yet I am
 deprived of dreaming’s please, hindered
 by hot thoughts and lack of comfort
 strong drink and companionship; this eludes me
 crystal goblets stained with palm prints
...

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My Chocolate Knight on a black stallion…
Riding into my desolate
Darken heart 
Decay

Galloping toward my disillusions, heartaches…
Radiating a hope of
Brighter
Days

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I wait 
Breathlessly
Hearing the pounding of his presence...

Desiring
The reality of his nearness
Sensing the soothing comfort of his...

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Life 

Sometime I feel as if the weight of the world is on my shoulders. I cry for people I do not 
know, I pray for friends who could careless about me. Sometimes I give...

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The force of the righteous is full of the misguided, a forsaken realm to which we're never invited. The gullible minds of weakness, led by their own obliqueness. "Take your children (Psalms)  and thrash...

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Misplaced love’s disillusions
Has long found it’s justification
In my heart’s diminished expectations

The lesson was worth it all
Paid the price for my pains standing tall
Creating a desire to construct indestructable walls

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But
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I found
Contentment in 'my today'
Dissipating couldhavebeen thoughts...

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I met a Hippie walking down the street.
She had long hair, big eyes.
Wide-bottomed trousers, orange-red,
Covered in an intricate pattern
Of strange designs, flapped round her feet
And from her shoulders over a flowered blouse
Hung a black satin...

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And the cemetery was the final rest place for the souls 
                       ...

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At the behest of the druid
Camped in my vicinity
I analyse and sanitise the fluid
Whose viscosity flatters the dignity and sanity

Whose circumference and impedance
Exceeds the threshold
I set for the reactance and insistence
Meant to withhold

Uncontrolled leakage of...

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Chairs stare at me, judging,
lights dim in exasperated gloom;
They saw this coming, right?
Told the borders of the room
to shrink around us tonight.
To shoot disillusions.
Ceiling somehow mirrors
the sting from your love bite.
Each thrust a thrill, a...

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Letting Go
 
I released my problems with exhausted breathlessness
as if helium was the magic ingredient.
A secret whisper with years of frustrations entering
each colored balloon.
Up they go one by one with a wisp of my breath...

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Am I a body? Am I a mind? Or bundle of both?
Does blood, as though ordered, only through single channel flow?
Is heart seat of mind? Does mind to dwell-in heart take an oath?
Do veins, like...

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To understand these feelings I have is to hurt,
It tears at me like a knife of an enemy.
The wanting of your heart since my eyes glanced upon you first,
This is not how it is supposed...

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Can you hear the whisper
This 'psst' of love emitting from my heart
Listen very intimately for faint is the pulsation
Afraid of reopening the wound so skillfully concealed

Can you hear the whisper
Of my soul resounding from your...

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Caress my heart with love’s embrace
and show me the way to my first kiss
Let our transcending souls elope
through portals of time
My racing heartbeat shall set the pace,
hear and follow the pulse to eternity
Heavens light up...

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The thought of losing someone is hard to bear,
But holding on only brings more despair.
Hopes and dreams turn into disillusions,
Bringing on deep depression, along with seclusion.
Despite the pain, the heart fights to stay alive,
Because the...

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Bus stop was the place where the intrigued eyes met
Romancing the atmosphere without uttering a single word
Enacting a introduction to two lonely strangers that feels
A calid embrace without touching any part of their skins 
Taking...

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The fading ancient sun casts long shadows before me,
as I shuffle slowly and sluggishly down asymmetrical lanes.
How age mellows me like ripe watermelon, squeezing me
until all my ambrosial juices run acidulously dry as dust.
 
Unsatisfied...

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O hell! O hell! I see you will not repent
To say against me for my descent;

If you were civilised and knew the truth
You would wipe out your wisdom tooth.

Can you not hate me enough without...

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The shadows of doubt 
          May cover our thoughts; 
          Cover our sights; 
   ...

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