I chose to live for tomorrow not today,
I chose to patch myself up,
Get up, be productive,
I chose to prove you wrong.
I chose to fight,
I chose to fight for me,
My heart, my happiness.
I chose to be happy.
I chose to let go,
I chose to hold on to what gives me strength.
I chose you,
I chose what makes me whole,
I chose what makes me smile,
I chose to not give up.
At the end of the day,
I CHOSE ME.
Me like a speck in the gizzard of mother earth,
Sitting coldly, my short time, waiting to be grind,
Didn't I wear any power? embracing odd of all unpleasant kind,
My faith like dry pumpkin, hanging on top of grandma's hearth.
I watch the cloud go crazy, but can't scold,
For, am already drenched more than a Hippo in the sea,
The sun stings like bee,
For, it has been tortured, upon me to grow cold.
Jokey dance of wilful whirlwind,
My fearless heart, before me zoomed away,
Maybe declared in this garden, to be king only " in the castle of my mind"
For, builders of earth now the cruellest aliens fighting my kingly way.
Whether, am only a lusty dust, waiting for soil tribute, to pay,
Jehovah himself has the final say.
Look at me
And tell me what you see
I'm more than just a girl
It goes deeper then sexuality
My blonde hair cant stop me
From putting on that foot ball helmet.
And my manicure cant stop me
from using a baseball glove.
My pedicure can't stop me
from putting on those cleats
And my "fragile" body
Can't stop me from doing karate.
So, the impossible,
well, that just got upgraded to the I'm possible.
I bare more pain then you can.
Yet I live by more natural joy then you can.
I am just as good as you are
Just because I am a girl doesn't mean my successes are mediocre.
Put me in the corner
See how long I stand
I will not be a mourner
I know I'm meant for
something grand
The stars above me
They speak to my soul
Shining with glee
Leading me to my goal
As I get confused in society's
values
I grasp onto the things that
feel true
Looking for a clue in all these
issues
The key to a meaningful world
view
I know I am but only one
person
Never can I be completely
perfect
But I refuse to worsen
Or to lose my self respect.
To reach the answer is not
easy
It takes a lot a scars and
bruises
At times it's a fair bit wheezy
I cannot fall back on excuses
With all the trials and
tribulations
I become more reasserted
A cherished desire of
aspirations
With sorrows being averted
I reach out to you my friend
Letting go of my petty woes
To help you grow and see you
ascend
It's how we must transpose
Put me in the corner
See how long I stand
I will not be a mourner
I know I'm meant for
something grand
The stars above me
They speak to my soul
Shining with glee
Leading me to my goal
As I get confused in society's
values
I grasp onto the things that
feel true
Looking for a clue in all these
issues
The key to a meaningful world
view
I know I am but only one
person
Never can I be completely
perfect
But I refuse to worsen
Or to lose my self respect.
To reach the answer is not
easy
It takes a lot a scars and
bruises
At times it's a fair bit wheezy
I cannot fall back on excuses
With all the trials and
tribulations
I become more reasserted
A cherished desire of
aspirations
With sorrows being averted
I reach out to you my friend
Letting go of my petty woes
To help you grow and see you
ascend
It's how we must transpose
The time of the setting sun,
brought clouds of thunder.
With anger from the skie,
It caused people below to run.
The weeping-blood dried and still.
Shadows-casting death,
from a cross on a hill.
Men on a blanket,
playing their games of chance.
Others quietly staring with not a sound,
as though they are in a trance.
A mother-destined to see her son die.
Spirits-floating in the clouds.
Awaiting-for a special man to fly.
Sadness crosses a humble face,
as a single tear trickles,
dropped from his eye.
Waiting, suffering, knowing,
it is his turn to die.
A price paid to set man free.
The sins washed away for you and me.
A soul wings its way to heaven,
to sit on his fathers throne.
My God! My God!
Come take me home.
And then-there is me,
to show how much I care.
Jesus shared life and death with me.
I was on the cross next to him.
as he set me free.
Because in his spirit-I was there.
Dear God,
It's been a long time since I spoke of your name.
I learned your Word but still treated lyfe like a game.
But yet, by my side you remained...
reality hit me and I didn't know how to talk to you.
I got on my knee's but couldn't pull my hands together.
I went to church but was shame to go into your temple.
I sleep with the Good Book by my pillow but quit opening to read
The pastor say, "all you have to do is open your heart and speak."
But I don't feel my words are worth listening to.
So I decided to do what I have been blessed with a gift to do.
That's to write a letter to you.
But where do I begin.
I have done every crime worst then sin.
Shame your name even dishonored mines.
Your Word say, you forgive those who ask.
But i feel my chances are gone.
Even though my guardian angel said I'm your choicen one.
That a special gift is in me and that one day I'll see it.
After every wrong I've done...
God, can I still be?
THERE IS SOMETHING THAT IS IN MY BONES CALLING TO ME OUT IN THE DUST.
A PRESENCE SPEAKS TO MY SPIRIT SAYING COME TO ME A GENUINE LOVE THAT IS
UNCONDITIONAL.
IT CRIES OUT TO ME IN EVERYTHING THAT IS SO REAL AND SO TRUTHFUL.
BUT IT IS REPEATED SO MANY TIMES TO WHERE I CAN'T LET IT GO.
IT KEEPS ON COMING MY WAY SO I GO TO THE CREATOR AND ASK HIM WHY IS ALL OF THIS
HAPPENING.
WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO TELL ME IS THERE SOMETHING YOU NEED ME TO KNOW?
HE SAID TO ME IT IS ONLY A TEST TO SEE WHERE YOU PUT YOUR FAITH IN ME HOW YOU
HANDLE A SITUATION.
WHO WILL YOU CALL ON AND WHO WILL YOU GO TO.
MY VISION FOR YOU IS SOMETHING THAT IS SPECIAL AND SACRED ONLY FOR YOU AND ONLY
YOU.
I AM NEED YOU TO GO OUT AND DO MY MISSION, MY WILL AND MY WAY.
I WILL NEVER LEAVE JUST KEEP MY VISIONS CLOSE AND YOU WILL NEVER GO WRONG.
Take these broken hands
Rise me up again
To the angels of paradise
To fight for courage
Heal these broken hands
Heal these broken minds
Please!
Take these broken minds
Heal them once again
Heal me once again
So I can fly once again
Like those sweet 16 days
Flyyyyy!
Heal me once again!
Till the end of my life!
Heal those minds
Flyyyy!
Till until end of my life!
Tears drip!
Heal me once again!
So I can flyyyyyyy!
When I got saved
Jesus saved me all the way
when He came into my heart
that fine day
The Holy spirit
came in my soul to stay
when Jesus saved me
he saved me all the way
I can stand right on my feet
and shout out loud
I don't care if its in front of a sinner crowd
I'm excited in my soul
and excited is how I'll stay
when Jesus saved me
He saved me all the way
CLIMBING MOUNTAINS
IT SEEMS THAT WE’RE ALWAYS CLIMBING MOUNTAINS
STRUGGLING TO GET TO THE TOP
THEY CAN BE SO OVERWHELMING
BUT WE KNOW WE CANNOT STOP
EVERY PATH WE CHOOSE IS RUGGED
WE FALL MANY TIMES ALONG OUR WAY
WE FEAR THAT OUR HEARTS’ MAY HARDEN
SO WE FALL TO OUR KNEES AND PRAY
OH LORD PLEASE HELP ME!
THIS IS TOO MUCH FOR ME TO BEAR!
IT’S ONE PROBLEM AFTER ANOTHER
AND NO ONE SEEMS TO CARE
THE WORLD SEEMS SO WICKED
AND IT’S GETTING HARDER TO LAUGH
WE SEARCH FOR SOMETHING GOOD
BUT WE CAN’T EVEN FIND A PATH
WE’RE ALWAYS CLIMBING MOUNTAINS
UP AND DOWN WE GO
THRY ARE JAGGED AND ROCKY
SO WE HAVE TO TAKE IT SLOW
THEY WERE ONCE JUST HILLS
HILLS WE SAW AND TURNED AWAY
WE SHOULD HAVE CLIMBED THEM THEN
BECAUSE THEY ARE STILL HERE TODAY
BUT THEY ARE BIGGER AND STRONGER
THEY TOWER SO HIGH IN THE SKY
AND TO GET TO THE TOP
WE MUST SPREAD OUR WINGS AND FLY
IT IS SO DRAINING
CLIMBING DAY AFTER DAY
OH LORD SEND ME AN ANGEL
TO HELP SHOW THE WAY
HAVE FAITH
Lord you are everything to me
you don't harm me
you know how to bring peace & joy to my life
you help me stand stron with belief
you don't make me cry
you make me happy
you give me talent
you gave me a good heart
you know me better and understand me than anyone else that is out in the world
that is willing to hurt me in so many ways
I'm thankful that you are so much more to me than someone in the world that will
never be like you kind,gentle & loving
Lord you are everything to me always in my heart
love your daughter and creation shawna t.
i am always me i do my best in everything i do
i got a b+ on my quiz so my teacher pulls me
aside and tells me i know you can do better so
don't give up kid because I've seen your
personal best .
and it is fantastic so show these people what your made of
so i put on my game face and when I'm in the zone I'm
like a cheetah chasing their prey .
Because I'm unstoppable and
impossible to brake .
Make Me, or Break Me
People come in and out of my life,
So why put up a fight
I can’t change the fact
That there it isn’t no turning back.
People are like trees fall like the leaves, realize what they had and try to grow back.
This is my story I made mistake that didn’t make me or break me or break me.
Still moving on, and some people hate to see me.
Yes I have my flaws, but I still get applause.
You can’t stop me not even with your claws.
Some people are like seasons, they’re only around for one reason.
Some are like roots, start growing and regroup.
Some are like the stomp, very hard to bump.
Others are around for a lifetime, and when I'm gone I hope they still singing the same rhyme.
The past is history.
The future is a mystery.
I’m here right now, it don’t matter if you agree.
Job Well Done
WLM
Wildncrazy555
June 27, 2011
Got my job done
Now sitting in the sun
Tried a computer to pawn
Treated me as the devil’s spawn
Met a man
It was so grand
I looked and I spied
Ronnie gave me a ride
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