Some moments I hold onto
They are locked inside of my heart
Under lock and key they show my life
Love and lost love discovered there place
A memory which is strong
There is love so many different types
Mother to child, child to mother
The moment my babies were placed in my arms
I will carry to my end of day
The sweetness of purity I still remember
Then a darkness of thought the loss of my rock
Her wisdom that taught me life
Her passions for laughter
Her smile not lost just enclosed within my smile
My past holds her passing
Hearts stolen by thieves
When love is used in a mental tease
I hide the pain from the past reign
Love so confused when damaged in such games
Moments of these are deeper than deep
My first kiss with my soulmate
The first touch from his hand
The whispers of I love you
All those times wrapped in my hearts warmth
For my myself I have many of thoughts
Thoughts that only I share with my dreams
They carry me to where my future now leads
For my past has hurt but now my future now reigns
A life ahead holds my loved ones close
A kiss that protects with love that is .....
lost dogs still lookin for a master...love and life or death and disaster
lost dogs...thrown out like garbage...once babies now bastards
lost dogs born to ramble and bound to roam...nowhere is their home
lost dogs not so cute and cuddly...rabid revenge cuts deep and disturbing
lost dogs stay lost and never found...wearing crooked crowns and furious frowns
lost dogs fueled by anger and aggression...gonna find the worthless pigs that left them all abandoned
lost dogs once disbanded...now unite with might and strength to take the nation
lost dogs rule the day and reign throughout the night...they bring the plague of paranoia to those princes of perversion
lost dogs...riding with rage on dragons of destruction...shooting arrows made of anger into killer kings and soldiers
lost dogs...please take one home today...cause that lost dog that you see may rip the world apart with rabies
raise your babies into mighty men and wealthy women...don't just forget about the fun and where you spread your semen
lost dogs...not demons just lacking light and love...some chose the beast that's down below...some chose the master up above
somewhere deep between the darkness and the light
I lost my way in the evening's twilight
I can't remember when I've been this cold
across this valley where it was all foretold
I shield my eyes, with both of my hands
reach across this desert where there's nothing but sand
I look across the borders searching far and wide
across this valley to the inside of my mind
I can see the light that's breaking through the leaves
and the harder it gets, the more I believe
over the barricades and trenches I climb
across this valley to the inside of my decline
the things I've lost there somewhere in time
I’ve stared down honor, saw its surprise
the reasons and the rhymes I still deny
across this valley where my soul wanders blind
chaos reigns when all the order gets tossed
and my only crime is the time I've lost
the distance is there but no limits do I reach
across this valley where my heart was breached
When you're tired pray for the weary
For their strength to carry on
If you're lost and your path's uncertain
Pray the lonely will find their way home
If you love this world more than God
Then pray for the addict who's bound
And when you feel that God's far away
Pray for the lost to be found
When suppertime comes before you pray
Remember the hungry need fed
And when you're tired remember those
With no place to lay their head
God loves a cheerful giver
So don't forget to care
Always think of others
With this unselfish prayer
there is a sweet whisper
blowing through mesquite
singing your name
my long lost friend
and I miss those days
when the shadows stretch long
before the darkness falls
I think of you my long lost friend
wondering where you went
just before I sleep
before I start to dream
I say a prayer for us my friend
praying you return to me
Part 2
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The serpent or illusion, is the the mind’s imagination, that led us away from our
Agape fact. Into a fictitious world of the wildernesses of our minds. This wilderness was
invented by the imagination of the mind.
We are unconscious of our Agape fact, unaware by our lower mind’s logic, lost in the
reasoning of fictitious imaginations of the mind’s invention. We are for the most part,
unconscious of our paranormal heritage, lost in an invented consciousness of mind’s
logic.This lower consciousness of mind’s logic, is incapable of the higher logic of the
paranormal essence, being on the level of only the natural manifestation. We are, for the
most part, paranormally unconscious, if you will, lost from the paranormal, conscious only of
the natural. We are living from our mind’s illusion, and not from our Agape fact. We need to
be fully conscious of the paranormal and subconscious of the natural so as to regain our
cosmic(spiritual) minds. For the Agape mind, of which I speak, is well able to govern natural
minds. For the nature is Agape, freedom and fairness on a level for all concerned!!!!!
Today my spirit sags.
I am lost in disrepair.
This melancholy mood hangs thick,
I taste it in the air.
All hopes I had seem lost and gone,
No future left for me.
My false demise is imminent-
Mere mediocrity.
My potential proved betrayer.
These talents were for naught.
All dreams I once possessed,
Are now but distant thought.
And yet tomorrow rises,
A new day clear and bright,
In which I hope to find my voice.
And so persists my fight.
& here comes the jester with his funny clothes
With his loud laugh, hilarious deeds & jokes
The great funny jester that we love in all stories
seems a little bit different …seems to be lost along the roads
I've watched him washing away his makeup & putting down his tools
As he noticed that he's not only the jester of the show
But also one of the greatest fools
Living behind his fake smile
That he forgot what's a real smile & who the real "he" is
But... he didn’t give the true "he" a try
& also got lost in a blink of an eye
There are so many other characters in the show
But those were all I could introduce to you
I just don’t know how it feels
To be the one behind the scenes
There is always something left for u to figure out
Something that u should know alone that may fill u with doubt
Just follow your sense; no one can hide behind that fairy tale forever
Reveal the truth from behind those curtains in front of you
Try to understand what happened to those characters of the show
So take a look behind the scenes
Or do you like the things the way it seems …
Let me introduce the characters of the show
The real ones & who they try to be
U can choose who you'd like to know
& who u will forget by the end of the day
Can u see that girl who's supposed to be flying?
The one who took the fairy witch role
I watched her breaking down, crying
She didn't try to fight just let her self to fall
For some reason she didn't give her wings a try
But all I've seen that she was lost …in a blink of an eye
& can u see that man out there
The hanged one from the strings
The puppet, was the only role he could dare
& accept it for whatever pain it brings
I watched him as he realized
That the person out there is not him
When he felt he could never live undisguised
Feeling misery for the "puppet" man he had been
Again …he didn't give his strength a try
To let go of these strings
& he was also lost in a blink of an eye
& can u see that young man
I think he's the knight
With his great sword & his horse
Always ready for the battle to fight
Tonight I dreamed a dream,
I was lost in a mighty gail;
My ship was torn to pieces,
I lost both my masts and sails
.
I knew my life was over,
surly at sea I would die;
To my family I was lost forever,
oh the tears that fell from my eyes.
So I knelt down on the deck,
as the waves crashed over the rails;
And began to say a little prayer,
Lord I know your word wont fail.
I'm asking you for some peace,
as I am about to die;
Please let my end be quick,
on me please keep your eye.
To my surprise as I arose,
the storm that quickly came,
Had diapered into the night,
my ship and I remained.
Then I woke up in a sweat,
covered from head to toe;
My heart was pounding like a hammer,
my mind racing to and fro.
Then I knelt and said thank you,
for reminding that you care;
Help me not to wait for a disaster,
to talk with you in prayer.