Gently gritting my front teeth on my index fingernail.
Secretly fantasizing all about my latest male.
Hopelessly craving for more passionate nights in this new love tale.
Categories:
hopelessly, boyfriend, desire, lust, passion,
Form: Sijo
It's as if this love for her is an infectious disease
But I am still stubborn
To my heart's troublesome manners
Liquid bliss to my taste buds
I can only decay from the leak of her
I immerse myself daily in the thought of her
She is disgusted by my rage-full desires
Diligently I preserve my soul for her
I can only wish for her thoughts
And dream of her love's embrace
Countless hours of tears
As it rains upon my pillow
I swear, if it wasn't for this hopeless desire for her
I am hopelessly lost without her
Categories:
hopelessly, heartbroken, lost love,
Form: Free verse
When you meet that someone, you know in an instant
It's the one you've been waiting for
Not a bit of hesitation, you can call it intuition
You've been waiting a lifetime or more
They're saying all the things you've been longing to hear
Since the day you discovered love
Those tender sweet love words that turn you to mush
And give your old ticker a shove
No second guessing, it pokes you in the heart
Suddenly you can't function anymore
All you can think of are those tender sweet moments
With this angel you've been waiting for
At first you ask yourself, “is this the real thing”
Or is it just wishful thinking at play
Then this vision says something that turns you to mush
Any doubts you might have had goes away
An age old question, “how d'you know if it's real”
Well there's very subtle signs to look for
If you can't remember the last names of your parents
Then you're hopelessly addicted for sure
Categories:
hopelessly, love,
Form: Rhyme
Truth, is I don't know if i'm honestly ready for this
I want to let you in,
Though what are your intentions?
Am I just someone easy for you at the moment?
Do you want something more?
Just what is your intentions?
This feels like I'm just conveniently there
That you are looking for one thing
I'm bad at reading the situation
So, confused
A part of me wants to trust you,
That part is afraid I will only get hurt
I feel like I'm getting mixed signals which makes this all worse
It's easy to not put your heart out there,
Or that is what I had thought,
Could it be I was wrong?
Could it be you like me for more than just something to do?
Maybe I'm honestly just stupid
Falling for anyone that gives me attention,
Though honestly i don't think I'm falling for you
More like trying to push you away,
Though it's failing effortlessly
Gives up...
Categories:
hopelessly, confusion, emotions,
Form: Free verse
The heart broken/b> handles hurtfully hopelessly~
4/27/21
Written words by James Edward Lee Sr © 2021
Categories:
hopelessly, analogy, depression, heartbroken,
Form: Alliteration
In the clarity
of your tempting eyes,
I realized...
Love
was completely blind ...
oh ! indigent blindness of love
of mine ... !
Categories:
hopelessly, allegory, allusion, emotions, extended
Form: Romanticism
Far
So far away
Whenever I need you
You’re not around
I think of you
Dreaming we would find a way
To get back together again
And that you would stay
I love
Everything about you, if you didn’t know
I love the way you hold me close
I love the way you whisper to my ear
There’s nothing I won’t say or do
To have you, back into my arms
Loving me the way
The way only you can do
I love
Love to dance with you
I love to feel
Your heart beat next to mine
As we move across the floor
The music takes us away
And we’re hopelessly in love
The way I pray we'd stay
If you were only here
but you're so far away
I'm still hopelessly, in love with you
Categories:
hopelessly, i miss you, lost
Form: Lyric
The day my life went comotose..!!
I walked and walked and walked..
amidst the vehicles,
forgetting myself,lost in thoughts,
manipulating my mind,
immersing my whole body into heated dust
that was breezing around me..And,
suddenly my heart felt the pain, began
to shudder hopelessly and felt
as though "I am going to collapse"
due to extreme fatigue..
~DEEPA~
Placed as Honorable Mention
In BRIAN'S CHOICE 8,any form,any theme
Poetry contest.
Categories:
hopelessly, anxiety, death, feelings, sick,
Form: Narrative
by Parizo Van Thulare
What is the use of imploring whilst the sky is dark ?
What is the use of waiting when those that lead care less of us ?
We the poor are always criticized
Those in the 1st class carriage are on the safest side
What is the use of hoping whilst my heart is red of weeping pains ?
What is the use of counting stars whilst the rest are covered by these selfish clouds ?
What is the use of praying whilst those that I get play dices with me ?
For how long have I been saying grace
Whilst I lose those that I love ?
For how long shall I keep on starring at the hands of the law ?
Whilst my mates run with bachelors
It's either bribe or you remain behind
With no connection there is none to find
Was I praying for such badluck ?
Or when I pray I make a face of a duck ?
I've been taken for granted is fine
I've been suffering with benignity
yet I draw the line
My journey to being holy stops here
That face of frowny stays here
I will pick one on my way up
Categories:
hopelessly, corruption, heartbreak, life, lost,
Form: Rhyme
The mouth tingles with every drag,
While weary eyes mournfully sag.
Thoughts of you escape my grasp,
But I never feel memories lapse.
Everything that comes to mind,
Is thoughts of you, of my world behind.
Looking forward I have thoughts and dreams.
Looking presently I’m haunted by silent screams.
A song plays on the radio, always reminding,
Never needed anyone before, but your presence is binding.
No matter how hard I’ve tried,
Or how long I’ve cried,
It’s always a circling thought of you.
What should I do?
I’ve tried distracting myself so many times,
I’m left scribbling and pushing rhymes.
The wind blows harder while the mind chimes,
Should I doubt myself because of past crimes?
I see you so free and beautiful like always,
I’m left longing for the better days.
I’m optimistic about the future, I’m trying.
I’m hopelessly hopeful, but my soul’s dying.
Could you be bothered to even send a glance?
Could it even be bothered to give us another chance?
Categories:
hopelessly, depression, dream, heart, hope,
Form: Rhyme
BROKEN HOPELESSLY HEAL--
I come before you broken;
Where is my healer
Where are those hands,that molded me;
Broken hopelessly heal
It's hard for me feel
That there's a creator that will leave me broken
So in my feeble mind I find
That I'm hopelessly heal
Can't believe how I feel
Where's my happiness
I'm embarrass
Sadness has me by my heels
Broken and sad feeble minded
I was broken some how now I'm
Hopelessly heal
2/1/19
written by James Edward Lee Sr.2019©
Categories:
hopelessly, anxiety, assonance, betrayal, depression,
Form: Light Verse
I am smiling
but I hide
All my sadness
deep inside
I am searching
but I can't find
Any peace
of mind
I am lost
but on track
To finding
my way back
I am trying
but I regress
Even though
I try my best
I am hopeful
but afraid
That I will always
feel this way
I am changing
but the same
Core parts of me
remain
I am progressing
but I know
I still have a
long way to go
Categories:
hopelessly, emotions, growth, hope, how
Form: Rhyme
My love, you saunter in my heart of golden sand
touching the waves of heaven that ebb and band
emerald in the balm teasing light on my palm of my hand.
With a breath beneath the sun and sky my soul you command.
2/13/2018
Categories:
hopelessly, love,
Form: Rhyme
We strive to fill this bottomless pit,
To once again feel that undying acceptance,
Along with hope comes commorodory,
But we only find ourselves more alone than ever,
When we’re no longer useful to the cause,
We’re handed a red Solo cup of destiny,
Represented as a part of history,
Only to be lost in time over and over,
These events elevate minds,
Generation to generation,
We create an Everlong of déjà vu,
We’ve already done this,
A linear timeline of universe,
Mind induced inception,
Unwilling to accept our fate,
We turn a cheek,
Our search for meaning came up short,
We are left with the real reason for life,
Like a conscious robot,
We are dying to feel alive,
But we’ve been abandoned,
And left behind by master,
What’s your’s is mine,
And I’ll make you bleed for it,
A whirlwind of darkness takes us,
Possessed by the story of me,
And killing anything in the name of pleasure,
You and I are the same,
Temporary tyrants,
Pursuing the darkest of evils,
Understood as a behavior,
And tolerated because it's in our nature.
M.Stefano 2017
Categories:
hopelessly, absence, abuse, adventure, anger,
Form: Free verse
Pretty girl dressed in white now stained with blood.
Handsome boy dressed in black cries from above.
Lovely girl dressed in blue lost her loving two.
Gentle boy dressed in green tried to stop the tragic scene.
Bubbly girl dressed in pink ran out of ink.
Lonely boy dressed in red stopped the thoughts at the sink.
Now two are left behind to bury those who were blind.
Categories:
hopelessly, bullying, depression, loneliness, suicide,
Form: I do not know?
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