The greatest gift that GOD could ever give
One of the reasons why we should be born and live
In a world of deceit and lies
To be there for us to open our eyes
Many "GIFTS" in this world are glittering and new
You have to realise which is just for you
While no person may be equal to the task
You will see finding a friend is not too much to ask
One who cannot part with you till the end
I think you are the one I can call "MY FRIEND"
If I could hold only you know
Still as the night when you cried alone
Solitary as the day you sat on that stone
And still be your king without a throne
If I could only recover love unknown
If I could hold only you now
If I could see only you now
Knocking on my door once again
Singing with me through sunshine and rain
Kneeling with me amidst the sugarcane
If memory did not make it more vain
If I could see only you now
All I believe have turned to dust
Cocoon and butterflies change and change
Time moves forward on life's backward range
Sorrow is a heart broken and strange
How love our world can so disarrange
All I believe have turned to dust
We long in wind and rain have learned nothing still
Not what we know, but what we believe we are
And nothing like is told by seers or star
Expectations make the truth strange as far
While we pine like a surf to cross the bar
We long in wind and rain have learned nothing still
If I could hold you now
Once again beside the lime tree still
And undo the errors of our will
Keep the world with jasmines fill
If I could you again over the hill
If I could hold you now
A whole world away
Yet they have lots to say
They make each other laugh
They make each other smile
And it makes their lives worthwhile
Someone to talk to
And have things to do
And it all feels true
Even when they're blue
They have lots to talk, to
Their lives are different
Which they know isn't insuffient
A whole world away
Makes them look forward to each day
You think your gods gift
You’re so precious
So emotional
No one is suppose to upset you
God for bid someone tells you the truth
You pretend to be heaven sent
You suppose to be perfect
Well guess what...
I am the one that is going to tear you down
I know who you really are
You a snake,
A liar,
Back stabber,
And your faker than the jewelry I wear
Ever time I see you I get sick to my suck
I can see threw you
I know who you really are
You can't live with yourself so you try and ruin everyone else
I will tell you straight to the point
I am not going to hold it back
Sorry I am not you
I am better than you
I know who I truly am
Live in your little fake fantasy world
I will bring you down
I will make you hate yourself even more
I will let everyone know who you really are
The horrible person you are
I will keep on moving threw life knowing who you are
You can keep pretending
Someday your world will come crashing down
I will sit back and laugh
And just be like
I told you so with a huge smirk on my face
Take your mask off
And show the world who you really are
Because I know the real you!
A whole world away
Yet they have lots to say
They make each other laugh
They make each other smile
And it makes their lives worthwhile
Someone to talk to
And have things to do
And it all feels true
Even when they're blue
They have lots to talk, to
Their lives are different
Which they know isn't insuffient
A whole world away
Makes them look forward to each day
I came to this new world with no expectations;
Nothing to look forward to,
Just darkness all around..!!
Not a glimmer of happiness could I see;
Tired of ma old life, I searched for a reason to smile,
But soon did I realize it’s a life based on denial..!!
Life is never what you want it to be..;
It makes you cry when you wanna smile..,
And forces you to smile, when you wanna cry..!!
This world seemed so unfair,
And then she came..!!
The glimmer of hope in this barren life..;
She came with a smile utterly sublime..!!
So pure her aura was that I was scared..;
Lost in the thought if she was a mortal..,
Or an angel from up above..!!
With time the smile was back on ma face..;
Though I was never with her no matter how hard I tried..!!
But I am glad I met this enigmatic soul..;
Who is bound to do magic, just needs to be told..!!
I came to this new world with no expectations;
Nothing to look forward to,
Just darkness all around..!!
But glad I did as I found her over here,
And that cherish that fact as long as I am around..!!
REMEMBER WHEN
Remember when you sent me that message saying that you really miss the way things used to be.
Back when the world didnt matter and it was just you and me.
Do you remember when I asked you if you thought that we would be friends forever.
Do you remember when life just couldnt get any better.
All the memories will always be in my heart.
Sometimes it seems like we are growing further and further apart.
Remember when we were little and nothing in the world really mattered at all.
Now everything in life feels so wrong.
And im trying my best to stay strong.
And i know that one day you will be gone.
My visage of bliss is disappearing
the rampaging world and the bitter harvests of disappointments
threaten to tear down the solitude I have built around myself
they tear at the very fiber of my soul until,
shredded and flailing in the wind,
I look once again towards you and your quiet strength,
emanating peace and love,
with the twinkle of life in your sky blue eyes
I see you standing tall and proud and I know that I can lean on you
and you will help me through the hard times, as well as share the good
You are in my heart always, and I carry your goodness till the end
for your blood courses in my veins, and gives me strength when I no longer have any to give
And even though you have passed from this earthly life, you remain a steadfast
visage of sweet bliss in a tired world gone awry
where I can feed my soul on your strength and gather the energy to carry on one more day.
dedicated to my father who passed from this life 1-1-98