*Please note:
I'm not in the throes of sadness. Just a write for another poetry site.
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My eyes are half closed for I fear to see
what worry and anxiety have made of me.
All day I've been twisted out of shape,
wincing at my disheveled appearance.
Life has taken a toll with its interference.
My mirrored face is a prism, a color spectrum,
reflections that indicate the paths I've traveled.
It's no wonder I look completely unraveled
and seem to be moving in opposite directions.
I'm an abstract work of art, hastily brushed
with my own hand when I'm feeling rushed.
Blue when sadness tears my world in two,
Cadmium yellow on days when I feel mellow.
When heated anger tints my soul, my cheeks
flush with shades of red and buff. It's been weeks
since I've felt bold enough to paint with oils.
Misfortune leaves me feeling like used tin foil.
I must pull myself back together and gather
my thoughts. Untwist the ropes that tether me.
Too many worries have crisscrossed my face
and spying eyes I've come to intensely despise.
Categories:
cadmium, feelings,
Form: Rhyme
There’s a hell of a lot going on inside my mind
I wish I could tell you everything
The way you
always used to listen.
I wish I could run to you and share all of it
From my tiniest wins to my biggest falls
I’m dying to hear just one line from you:
“Say... I’m listening.”
All these unsaid words
They’re building up inside me
Like a nuclear chain reaction,
Each thought giving birth to a thousand emotions.
I wish you were still my cadmium rod
The one who could calm the storm
Who kept me steady
when everything inside was burning.
Can you imagine how difficult it is
For someone like me,
A heart-on-sleeve kind of soul,
To hold everything?
To pick up the phone
Only to put it right back down
Because I remember
You’re not there to hear it anymore.
Categories:
cadmium, anxiety, loneliness, lonely, longing,
Form: Free verse
october brushed by
in the midst of an october sunrise
bearing splashes of colors beyond description
like a thick acrylic paint mixture
crimson with cadmium yellow
thrown…scattered like seed…by the hand of god
morning unfolds like a delicate rose
light crawls like aching fingers
touching soft lips that moisten the sands,
retreating, sliding like two bodies too close
to be parted, moving slowly, one advancing-
retreating, wave at a time.
the water returns—
–to the water
the sand to the sand
and yet the light to darkness
i’m sinking beneath the surface of my soul
void of color, gray on gray on gray
as a jacket of black smothers me
suffocating me
gripping my heart
until i see evil being squeezed out
jealousy is green, greed is yellow
hatred is black and deceit is red
until at last
god has taken the ugliness of my heart
squeezed my evil
and fashioned a brand new color
for tomorrow’s rainbow
all get one
just one
and you will remember yours
tolbert
Categories:
cadmium, color, god, october,
Form: Free verse
A tsunami of black ash blankets half a world
Trash toadstool hoodoos, wastelandic pillage
and pollutant mucus ravishes lava villages
Draining is the amalgam mass at the end of the spectrum
Stone environs shock, unnatural landscapes
Polyethylene islands flushing the canvas
Carbon contaminant fumes flair in mid drift air
Virtually no place on Earth is free of the polymer fog
Foaming magma cascades over metallic mushroom roots
Spiny shoots sprout tentacles from rubber trees
Mercury and cadmium toxin leeches' groundwater
Above the quicksand are flying objects that pass as vultures
For a million magarican dollars I was greeted by a masked spacebot
Left on moonlit Luna's Lot are my collection of yin-yang art articles
Categories:
cadmium, art, moon,
Form: Ekphrasis
Cadmium yellow
the terrestrial versions
on palette for air painters
birds with bright plumage
not colors straight from the tube
color theory complete
Harmony focus
a great dose of color joy
velvety feelings
sunflower beauty
in a world full of romance
force of attraction
Spin the carousel
exuberant atmosphere
with fascinating backdrops
ride rocking horses
hand painted by the rainbow
allows you to be seduced
Categories:
cadmium, celebrity, color, joy, magic,
Form: Choka
My eyes are half closed for I fear to see
what worry and anxiety have made of me.
All day I have been twisted out of shape,
wincing at my disheveled appearance.
Life has taken a toll with its interference.
My mirrored face is a prism, a color spectrum,
frazzled reflections of the paths I've traveled.
It's no wonder I look completely unraveled
and seem to be moving in opposite directions.
I'm an abstract work of art, hastily brushed
with my own hand when I'm feeling rushed.
Blue when sadness tears my world in two,
Cadmium yellow on days when I feel mellow.
When anger tints darkness on my soul, my cheeks
are flushed with shades of pink. It's been weeks
since I've felt bold enough to paint with oils.
Misfortune leaves me feeling like used tin foil
or memories that should be buried in the soil.
I have need to gather all of my frazzled thoughts
and loosen them from the ropes that tether me.
Too many worries have wrinkled my facial parts
and from spying eyes that I despise, I need to be free.
Categories:
cadmium, anxiety,
Form: Rhyme
In flaxen flight, you soar to amber clouds
like icarus, cadmium wings touch
the helios and steal its golden glow.
Categories:
cadmium, mythology,
Form: Free verse
Sit unflinching in a slumbered pose
each exhaled breath like a moor's mist,
a rhythmic pulse like a metronome
on the thin temples throb
like a snare drum's distant beat
but closer...much closer.
Yet watch the candle flame's heat,
curving and caressing the air
like a finch's cadmium wings
morphing in shadow
beating silently at midnight's
last cloaking at day's close,
Is it a temptation
reflections of loss
like a moth who is inveigled
into the fatal scorching flames,
slowly seduced by beauty's fantasy
whose warmth bathes our aching limbs.
As time slows to tacky treacle,
oozing minutes into hours
when the fire freezes the moment.
But with love,
the flame is wrath-furnaced,
dissolves like ice cubes.
Then symphonies are syncronised
as a phoenix sets its spiralled flight
that corkscrews the singing stars... regenerated.
Categories:
cadmium, allusion,
Form: Free verse
The lights lower.
The invisible conductor
raises
his magic wand.
Sounds swell. All musicians
in the cicada orchestra
play the tymbal.
Bats dance
to the firefly light show
against a backdrop
of cadmium blue.
Night drops the curtain.
Tireless,
the players continue –
music until dawn.
July 12, 2018
N/A July Premiere (Brian Strand), judged 7/13
Categories:
cadmium, nature, night,
Form: Free verse
CONTAMINATED
Contaminated
Don’t understand it
Fell in sewer, can’t stand it;
Live and dead rats raccoons;
Walkin, floatin
Dirty, polluted waters
Manure other unspeakable sources
Don’t understand it
Contaminated
Harmful bacteria on food
Food poisoning
With bacteria, viruses
Chemicals or poisonous metals
Such as lead or cadmium.
Contaminated
Something unpleasant
Is harmful if spreaded on
Ends up in food, in our lungs
Land dirt, grasses
Air, animal/human skin
Even breathe in can happen in one of three ways
Physical spiritual condemnation
Contaminated
When items such as hair, glass, plasters, dirt, insects
Other foreign bodies are present in food.
Usually visible,
Contaminated
Most time hard to live with
Variety of mechanisms.
Inadequate hand washing
Mouth to mouth
Touch to touch
Body to body, yuk!
Body to inanimate objects
Contaminated?
4/2/18
Categories:
cadmium, abuse, betrayal, community, corruption,
Form: Dramatic Monologue
oh ...
Gustav, how you pique the senses
captured passion's plural tenses
lovers twined in percale folds
caught supine with spattered golds
porcelain dolls in fetal slumbers
brushed sublime in tans and umbers
bold, the bleeds of Burnt Sienna
stippling scapes of fair Vienna
Yellow Ochre, Prussian Green
Cadmium Yellow, Blue Indanthrene
trees like soldiers, lilting boughs
abstractions spun of silken vows
ceilings meant to thus adorn
gilded graces - Heaven-borne
waters, tranquil - tresses, bare
a world composing textures, rare
you struggled long to e'er refine
your critics and uncommon line
subjects some then found appalling
yet, remained, your faithful calling
imbibing absinthe, sans a chaser
life you sketched with no eraser
and while we mortals can but dream
you left the world your gauzy gleam
so death would not define the worth
of genius meant to shake ...
the earth.
~ 2nd Place ~ in the "Klimt" Poetry Contest, Anthony Slausen, Judge & Sponsor.
Categories:
cadmium, art, beauty, history, humanity,
Form: Ekphrasis
God Painted the Heavens
"Divine Masterpiece"
The sky was shrouded dark and spiritless
God thereupon painted the heavens
Mixing and blending amber and lemon hues
with the brightest bright,
flickering fire behind the waves of clouds
then,
drawing a straight line on the horizon harmonizing color.
Blending thalo and cadmium red for its darkest tone
separating the clouds from the ocean giving it motion
Blending and feathering
contrasting colors
for a mirrored look,
as the sun gives a glaze finish
coming alive with His divine breath
10/10/2016
Categories:
cadmium, art, god, imagery, inspiration,
Form: Free verse
i was dreaming of
colors inside
my lonely Soul of
Cobalt violet
and viridian skies
Inside keeping my
heart so cadmium yellow;
Claude Monet's lilies
keeps me alive.
Imagine cobalt blue,
a peace upon the canvas
lead white kissing
with French ultramarine skies
and we hold hands
-- where we leave grief
and misunderstanding
behind. Kissing beneath
the sun i say, "Cadmium
Orange hugging Vermilion"
And the world murmurs
"That's so very true."
:: 03212016 ::
Categories:
cadmium, poems, poetry, poets,
Form: Free verse
Cadmium yellow belles
Cymbals clash pale orange specks
Sun bathes in praise
Categories:
cadmium, beautiful, pride, sun,
Form: Haiku
Concrete Idea
Metal falls from the sky without sound
Bluish white cadmium and nickel
Trees follow in their shadow
Disintegrate on contact
A simple thermometer reads common thoughts
When in a dream of water
But this is an element of surprise
Coming to life in our real world while awake
Science rises to the occasion of simple speculation
Something caused the event near by the lake
Trees just don’t disappear….disintegrate
An asteroid made of metals could have done it
Or something similar comes to mind
The September 10, 2013 meteorite discovery
The 6 tailed asteroid P/2013 P5 made of rocks could be the culprit
Or one of its cousins caused the blaze and ultimate find
Perhaps gneiss, schist; slate or even marble metamorphic rocks
Determined the destruction at the site
It must have been an asteroid of some sort….There’re sure
But nothing concrete from science is found in this tale
Except the Hubble discovery of a 6 tailed meteor called P/2013 P5
And that’s the only solid idea and concrete thought to share
Categories:
cadmium, creation, history, imagination, mystery,
Form: Didactic
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