I can't function.
Can't think.
Can barely breathe.
I'm so tired, but sleep is gone.
It comes, and I am haunted by phantoms and specters.
Useless
Unimportant
Guilty
Blameful
Sinful
Small
Restless.
We're obsessive, compulsive, good looking, repulsive..
Ever blameful with our faultless sight..
We're passive aggressive..
We're manic depressive..
We're even bipolar, that's right..
We're psychotic, neurotic..
Free wheeling, robotic..
From the day into the night..
Wars, famine and pestilences.
Death comes with a pension.
Poor people in this country.
Poverty all over, feeling empty.
Diseases spreading all over the globe.
Some mutated, some foretold.
Global warming sends a warning.
No one listens, it keeps on moaning.
Clean water becoming undrinkable.
Poisoning into the unthinkable.
Beauty that the world once held.
Destroyed by only a single shell.
Threats of war, they will come due.
A price to pay, because we are cruel.
Extinction presages as our future.
If we don’t all heed the bigger picture.
Terrorism is the world's axis of evil.
World in court, everyone is blameful.
We must be meaningful and do our part.
It's never to late to have a change of heart.
All Screwed Up
I am all screwed up in the head..
Dangerous emotions; thoughts misled.
My will to live has died..
Trials and tribulations coincide..
Heart bleeds, the throes of battle.
Last breath, turmoil blameful.
Alone and lost in this present domain..
Can't escape the past to which I am chained..
Living a lie, tear stained face..
Feeling dejected, out of place..
Harsh words, degrading submission..
Soul depleted, now a vixen.
Petty and ephemeral is the addict
lost in inner space and
devoid of rationality.
A cognitive aberration with listless core;
A captive to lifeless substance.
A begging petitioner of undeserved pity;
wholly blameful for a schism with
all who matter.
A renegade from normality; woefully
ignominious - a trite revulsion.
A perpetual thief to even kin is this
slug of slight substance.
A ruinous parasite to all, including self.
Such is the essence, the very soul of the addict
unless he rejuvenate and change.