Best You Tore My Heart Poems
What I Am supposed to do
My tears fill up the ocean blue
Because you tore my heart in two
And you don't have a clue
Try walking a mile in my shoe
Please understand my point of view
I feel so sick like I've got the flu
Now my tears will see my through
My heart was yours,you never knew
Our love story was shared by only a few
Your sweet kisses was like morning dew
And my feelings for you will always be true
Alexis Y.
07-28-16
Inspired by the create a idiom contest
Early October when the bomb went off,
Tearing us apart.
A brother here, a sister there.
Scattered across the globe.
Like the shock had made
Roots suddenly disappear.
Wandering to find them again.
Something to anchor me to life,
And something to pretend
That none of this ever happened.
It was like walking under a tree
Green burning bright
Like a star in the night.
Until it drops its snow
Right down your back
And your spine inverts itself.
The snow no colder than
The snowball fight earlier.
But never expected.
I never expected any of this
I trusted you,
I loved you.
But after you left,
We didn’t talk for months.
You didn’t understand that.
How could you think,
Nothing would change between us?
When you tore my heart right out.
I was a child,
Not a liver,
I’m not that resilient!
Are you stupid?
Or can you just think
That wishfully?
Couldn’t you have thought wishfully,
About her too?
Build her up in your mind.
Something better than she was,
Instead of leaving me all alone with her,
The only boy around.
We were six!
Then just three,
Only boy was me.
Brothers dug for oil,
Money for their toil.
We all got new family.
Pretend it’s normal
This prefix ‘step’ for everybody.
A monosyllabic word for ignorance.
Did you have stinging nettles
In the corners of your mind,
Shrouding your secrets from yourself?
I didn’t know what a man was!
How could I instantly become?
I guess you didn’t know either.
I found a new father,
He’s never let me down.
He’s unshakeable.
Yeah we talk now,
About the weather,
And the price of gas.
But it will never be the same,
I can’t think that wishfully.
I won’t struggle to get as close.
You used to hold me close,
Just to be near me,
I treasure the memory.
It was twelve years ago you left,
Twelve years with a cleft heart.
When you changed the definition of home.
I’m trying to be eloquent now,
But all I can think of,
Is just how much it hurt.
I love you so much my forever love
There is no fancy way to say it
Over the years we grew apart
Because of our differences and our choices
But never for a minute did that love depart
What God placed in the heart is cemented
And our man-made efforts cannot erase it
We have tried many other roads to walk
Searching for that elusive something
All that happened was dross
So we come right back to the start
I thought we did finally make it
That we would be where we should have been
But then you hurt me with lies
You tore my heart apart
And I hated you for this
I lashed out to hurt you as much as you did me
The feelings of hate and spite was ugly
I look back and wish I had done things differently
That I had given you time to make amends
But in my haste to give myself justice
I forgot how deep my love for you is
But not even that hate can take this love away
Because I love you truly from deep within my heart
My dearest dearest only true love
Why can't I hate you,
Like I hate myself?
Why can't I break you?
It didn't even make you flinch,
When you tore my heart into pieces,
Like it was nothing.
Why don't I deserve your love?
Am I not worthy?
How can you sleep at night,
Knowing I am somewhere, lying alone,
Shaking from withdrawals?
I am an addict and you have cut me off...
It all starts off well,
Perfectly like everyone would wish for.
I get afraid of finding out what love is with you.
I dug a whole,
Hoping it will go as deep.
I convince myself to just find out,
Maybe it will have a different ending.
Every time I think of you,
My heart beats faster,
I don’t know whether it’s a warning from above,
I don’t know if it’s the right feeling.
Your touch, so assuring I could fight the world for you.
I begin to let you in,
Deeper I dig every minute we spend together.
Haha! The ways you make me laugh and forget about all my problems,
The way you kiss and take me to another world,
The ways my stomach turns when you look into my eyes.
I swear I knew that was love.
What other thing would it be?
Then reality and its harshness came slapping me.
You had to leave for your country,
I was gonna be left with only memories.
Memories I thought were gonna bring us back together,
Memories that would stick with us despite the distance,
Was I wrong to think that love will bring us together?
Was I wrong to dig that deep?
They tell me to hold on, it will get better,
Hold on! At least don’t give up yet,
Hold on! Try and understand him.
But who will understand me?
Who won’t give up on me?
Who will believe in me?
You tore my heart,
You raptured my soul and,
Distorted my senses.
Who am I know that, I don’t want to live without you?
I do blame myself coz of believing too much,
I did dig quite deep.
I forgot reality.
I thought we would fight for us together,
But I was in the battlefield alone.
It all comes down to me,
I saw things in a different way than you did,
You saw a friend,
I saw a lover.
You saw a mate,
I saw my soul mate.
Now I’m in this deep hole alone.
Looking for someone to help me out.
Coz I know, you were an angel,
The angel who would save me from my demons.
Why are we parted ?
without saying farewell
moved on and..
left each other..
tears ,sighs everywhere ..
half-broken hearted I'm
half-broken hearted you..may be ..
my days are passing by as quite as your lips
weary nights are all alone..
like a moon lives alone among throbbing stars..
you looked into my soul and one day you promised
that we'll be never apart ..
there was a spell -bound between you and me
unheard ..unspoken
we had to move on together ..forever
but Alas !! we broke all promises
you tore my heart ..
and set it on fire .
why are we parted now?
were we just decepting each-other ?
were our hearts lying my dear ?
Now I ask my heart ..
can I forget the moments ?
we shared together
spent together
laughed together ..
cried together ..
And I find my heart silent
it's just drowning in sorrow day by day
Ask your heart my dear ..
what it whispers to you ?
can you forget all those moments ?
we shared together ..
spent together ..
Can you forget my dear ?
can you forget "ME "my dear ?
just ask your heart !!
just ask your heart !!!
I’m not mad,
I don’t think I ever could be.
Or, at least, I don’t think I could ever be mad at you.
I am angry at myself though.
I’m angry I allowed myself to get so attached.
I’m angry I allowed someone to yet again be in control of my emotions.
I don’t despise you,
I never could.
How could I hate someone who gave me so much to be happy about?
I do hate the way I feel though.
I hate how I used to love waking up at five in the morning even if it meant I only saw you for five minutes the whole day.
I hate how every time someone mentions your name, or I see a picture of you or something that reminds me of you, I feel like I’m getting stabbed with a thousand knives.
I don’t hate you…
I swear.
I’m not going to lie and say I’m not sad,
because it feels like you tore my heart into a million pieces.
I won’t lie and say I didn’t cry,
I don’t think I have ever shed the amount of tears I did the night you ended things.
I’m not going to sit here and say I’m over you,
Because I’m not and I don’t know when I will be.
You gave me a lot to be thankful about.
I don’t think I’ve ever been so happy before.
But then, in a blink of an eye, you took it all away.
And I had no control of the situation or how you feel.
I guess that’s my problem.
I give and I give until I give everything I have to give.
I give and give no matter how much the other person is giving.
I give and give until I’m empty.
And once you’re empty, it’s hard to get full.
I empty it all out to the wrong people,
Just for them to leave.
I don’t hate you
Nor am I mad at you.
It’s my fault anyways,
I gave you the opportunity to learn my secrets, my fears, my interests, my everything.
But you chose that my everything was not everything for you.
I’m sorry I wasn’t everything for you…
As a lad I always wanted what my friends had.
Never could I understand
why I never fit into your plans.
You were there when I was young.
Wish I could remember the fun.
Then you started to fade away..
I can’t remember the memories made
A little girl is all I was
Looking for a mother’s love.
Broken promises were your gifts to me
All I wanted was for you to see
The alcohol was destroying our lives
And you never even thought twice.
Sitting in a bar is where you could be found.
All the drugs that got your love.
Here I was still searching for a mom.
I was 13 and on my own
When you told me you were not coming home.
As the tears filled up in my eyes.
You just kept walking and never turned to see me cry.
I thought my life was over that day.
Until I realized you never wanted to stay.
Always thought I did something wrong.
Why else would a mom walk out?
Years have passed by and I survived.
Now you’re back wanting in my life
You tore my heart out and kicked it around.
Im not sure I can forgive you now.
The flame in my heart has gone out.
No longer do I search for your love.
Because I know you won’t love me back.
Every day it gets progressively worse
You always find a new way to make me hurt
My anger fills my mind and leaves my pores
All I can do is release it on a door
My heart is cold and fingers are aching
You can see and feel my heart breaking
Just love me the way I love you
You and I both know that you do
But you are scared and you are blind
Realization is what you must find
You lie to me as if I don't matter
Every lie you tell just makes me shatter
This time you tore my heart
And you threw it to the floor
If you hate me so much
Then I will be there no more...
Whispers in the dark
Thoughts of you.
a meeting at the park,
A memory, a flash
Surrounded by pin-drop silence.
The saddest thing in the world,
I have lost all meanings of life.
My mind overflows with memories
Of those few green and fair days.
How do I mend my broken heart ?
I hate this idea of my heart
That you are the one thing,
Whom I want the most but can't have.
You tore my heart into two,
One part has lost all and
The other still thinking for you.
I hate this feeling of pain,
I'm not gonna let you say.....
The sobbing wont subside
Tears streaming down my face
You say its because you're
young
Because i'm in a different place
Always telling me you love me
Secret whispers I believe
Telling me all about our future
Our happy little family
I know i'm far away
Oh how much I regret
You told me you cheated
I pray I soon forget
The pain is to strong
I feel so alone
The only person I truly trusted
Found a new home
I want to give you another
chance
To tell me you will stay true
But you tell me you will do it
again
Because she is now close to
you
The sobbing gets louder
As I fall apart
Laying here wondering
Why I gave you my heart
I love you much
I wish you could see
But you are convinced
You never made me happy
Just the thought of you
Lit up my day
Now I lay her wondering
If you should stay
My entire future was with you
Promises written in your eyes
Now I look towards the same
way
All I can read are lies
Did you ever truly love me
Or was this all just a game
You tore my heart to pieces
again
We will never be the same
I give you one last chance
To say you will be with me
You slowly deny and me
My tears flow freely
Here I lay my soul to rest
in life I fought to pass the test
In the end I failed you not
but your love was for another and cheaply bought
so many wrongs i righted with my sword
its edge dulled upon your word
my shield broke when you tore my heart
but i stayed and played my part
no armor or buckler made so strong
could ever right your unfaithful wrong
of that i lay here as proof
a fallen fool under love's deceiving hoof
Darkness enfolds me as I go to sleep,
My escape from the obnoxious you!
As I drift off to sleep forever;
I think of what has been;
What could have been?
Could I have done it any different?
I’ve tried and tried till my heart just died.
It was laid to rest with the rest of my life!
Gone from you, gone out of your life!
There will no tear be shed over the gone me;
I suppose your heart will be filled with glee!
I really truly loved you!
But got nothing in return;
A cold shoulder, a stare and a glare…
You left my soul feeling just bare!
You tore my heart in a million pieces;
Leaving me lonely, desolate and lost!
But me, I am now going to sleep;
I am leaving you behind!
I have found peace in my heart;
Said my goodbyes and I’m drifting off to sleep.
Sleep enfold me, please just set me free
I have been oushed to the edge
Done with everything
I leap from the ledge
Still thinking of you
You tore my heart in two
I cry as I fall
From the sky
Getting closer to the ground
I know I will die
You never knew
You never cared
Blinded by you being scared
Screaming out loud my lungs start bleeding
I hit the ground, no more feeling...
You are my unquenched thirst,
that can be fulfilled with love.
You're like a shooting star,
That meteors burst.
You weren't supposed to mean this much to me,
and I wasn't supposed to fall in love.
But, I don't wanna let go of this feeling now,
as it's a blessing from Above.
It wasn't with knives you tore my heart,
but with words.
And only if I could tell you,
how much that hurts.
But you're going to a distant land,
beyond my reach.
for now, I'm done with life,
and with everything it had to teach.
-Keyur Rawal