Best Tendencies Poems

I 
do 
have a 
Message for
one Harry Manback
it does regard his long Lost Keys
don't Blame Hoffman for his Disposition, you Jerk Off!
You Lied when you said you didn't hold The Grudge as a Reflection of Intolerance
Makes me so Disgustipated, you should Crawl Away
you're a Hooker...

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Word paint this uncanny illusion,
fluid in state of mass confusion

Product line of numb minded sheep,
in fear of difference, 
holding doubt in reverence.
Minds and feet now anchored deep,
having slid the slippery slope steep
unto worn road of indifference.

Like sweeping sand with
silicon grains seen as dunes
in desolation deserts
one...

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Within us, there is a lost device,
An ancient form of thinking,
An invisible heirloom passed down to entice,
For comprehension of our being.

Vastly unknown to the populous,
Widely used by the intellect and the aware,
Insistent and tenacious,
A device, attainable but rare.

Should it appear, soak in it,
Revel in the...

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I'm tired, yet still wide awake 
Thinking about how all we had was dull and fake 
I stood there and saw you kissing her 
everything has become a heavy blur 
I could tell in your eyes that's all it took
she got your heart with just...

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I have the tendency to fall for people like raindrops
on a stormy afternoon 

And I refuse to watch the news
It's the nonchalant route that I choose

No forecasts or predictions

because love isn't predictable now is it?

I'll remember that when I get hurt 
and want to throw...

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Death,
So misunderstood,
So misjudged,
It’s a final rest to all chaos,
It’s a backdoor to a final escape.
Death,
It’s got kind of a peaceful sound to it,
A way to leave all of the hectic incarcerations of life behind you,
No one really knows what lies beyond when you close your...

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I don'l live in the US
I don't know anything about that debate
Ah, well, of course I DO, apparently the rest of the world can't escape this 'royal'  feat (oh, irony)

The digital TV set sends out a football match
The analog TV sends out a football...

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trust turns to tradgety 
and you lie to me faithfully
you love me lustfully 
and abuse me forcefully
if love is a lock
then lust is the key
for love is not what all see
your face must be pretty
even though your heart is ugly
fare warning this is a humanic...

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Courtesy Gretchen Rubin's four tendencies...

Yours truly classified as rebel
after accessing https://quiz.gretchenrubin.com/.

I thank Renée J. Cardone
affiliated with Spring Ford, Pennsylvania
telehealth services mental health therapist
courtesy doxy.me web portal
not quite twenty four hours ago 
February eighth, 2021
informing me about above link.

After completing the questionnaire
the results revealed my tendency
as...

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Despise my beliefs of sanity.
Contrast my thoughts of desire.
Forsake your own ambitions.
Give in to wants my needs.
Forgive my distrust of honesty.
I am only flesh that speaks.
We will always wither in happiness.
Wake in my souls inabilities.
Thrive in my breathless life....

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TENDENCIES
too perfect
  flawless
virtuousness
   in thrall
 to the moribund
superlative
to reinvigorate
   the enfeebled

concept of genius
 this exemplar
    of grace and harmony
 conceived
& inspired
since antiquity.

a tapestry
of shimmering threads
a satisfying
 breathing space
   thought-through
 immaculate
finished
intimate
 & sublime
subtle &
   restrained
tender
   as an embrace

THIS IS AN OPEN(organic) FORM VERSE without grammatical symbols the ' open' relies upon 'the one breath limitation' & so inherently requires the 'reader' (reciter) to input and respond thus making the form a two way interplay and often a unique interpretation by the enigma...

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That voice in your ear

It's mostly fear

Starts as a whisper

Faintly and gently 

Eases you towards that rope and chair

It will take away the pain you feel so deeply

Maybe I should

They all keep leaving me

A knife in the back

A bullet in the brain

Theyre one in the...

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My self-destructive tendencies
are finally catching up with me
The sleepless nights
and endless days,
all lost within an exhausted haze,
and all are making me slowly fade away
I can feel my strength dissipating
Right now everything is just too frustrating
as I feel my health slowly slipping into disease
When does life...

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The last time you felt good, you played along with them, and they were fooled
The feeling inside was blue and you always considered the suicide rendezvous
It’s when you can’t laugh or cry, and feel it’s all over, it’s a sick dry
Place one tries to avoid,...

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Suicide ideation is painful ~ I am not here to judge you

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