My sorrow, is overwhelming my 'entire' soul
for my jaded life, my dear "Nath"
would be the next breath taken away
Why does God continue taking those
who play the most critical rolls
my life will never come to see
any hint of ease
Heart heavy loss and pain
all consuming me again
God, I plea with you
leave me those that I love for just a day
It's become that time of the year
my Nathan was taken with the swine's curse
tears flood my entire being, why do you always insist I live entirely 'alone'
Sorrow just in this year now at 'half point' has finally taken the 'full' toll
I no longer see, any thing as my destiny that I shall 'exude'
When, will it 'ever' be my turn, I wait..to become the next called to heaven
am" I not worthy, of your abundant grace?
You, seem to take 'everyone' I 'entrust' to a faraway land
Nathan Reide' these are my tears containing, the 'most sorrow' I've ever let fall
But, every memory of you and me, stop all of the pain
just, another pain and despair to add to my life's endurance 'till'
I long, for peace, joy and 'any' kind of life would do me,
at this point of my life, I can not take anymore, seriously, lighten up on me!
I fear in new friends, how long..before you conclude they too will end
You bless me with a loving husband, mother, father, niece
When do you think you might, 'let' me see them... this is my plea
returning me back into church, I am in need off being blessed
How 'come' you did take that away from me?
faith in me stayed 'strong' you alone know the extent
I need to move 'now' I have stayed still, and achieved what I think I was to become a poet
I assume that was 'my reason' why you kept here
With that now in full swing
can you now spread my wings
You are 'overpowering' my soul, and I now do as I am told
patience never was my best strength, have I 'not' proved to you
I'm completely at your mercy, you are the entity that drives the heart of me
with all that, I need a break between all these sorrowful times, may I now move
This is the deepest of despair, I have ever endured, please see me through
I am more than 'positive' I WILL NOT make it through, another emotional trial
Not to be left here, still bleeding the way I still am...
darkness has taking more of my light I'm loosing all sight, of who is me
My heart full of anguish and grief, depression takes her advantage, of the ease
I have nothing worth finding joy or enlightenment anyway, she will have me
I don't have any strength to even consider the thought of even trying this time
in defending myself against her this time
She only win's by default...
Copyright © Denise Hopkins | Year Posted 2013
(BIOGRAPHY OF MISS ALIZA KASHMALA KIRAN).
Fields are won By Those Who Believe in Winning.
MITA DEY APNI HASTI KO AGER KUCH MARTABA CHAHYE.
KAY DANA KHAK MAIN MILKAR GUL O GULZAR HOTA HAI.
Miss Aliza Mukhtiar Khan(22nd November 1982) starts writing poetry with Nick Name “Aliza Kashmala Kiran”.She is Famous decent,out standing,down to earth English Voluntary Poetess of Pakistan.she is Author of many Islamic books as well as Medical science articles too.Her poetry reflect every aspect of life from Romanticism to character based poetry.she likes nature too much.she remain positive towards life.she completed her education from high profile institutions of Pakistan.Beside all these,she is best house keeping girl .she is government employ also.MashAllah.
Islamic Books :
She writes Three Islamic book on voluntary basis to clear the wrong concept of people about our true religion islam.And many short articles about medical sciences.
Her first book name is
1.How to Perform Salah
2. A True guide about Death And Graves.
Her books are available free on social media.
Brief introduction of her family:
Her father was Late and Retired Squadron Leader in Pakistan Air Force.He was Aeronautical Engineer in Mechanical Field plus science graduate(B.sc). The College of Aeronautical Engineering or CAE is located at the Pakistan Air Force Academy, Risalpur, Khyber Pakhtunkhwa, Pakistan, and is affiliated with the Nust.He was good father,best husband,nice brother and obedient son also.so he left Paf early,& joined NED university of Engineering & Technology as Professor of Mechanical Department.Her father died on 15th Feb'1999.Her mom Alive Allhamduillah and she is also well educated and family oriented woman(House Wife).she is M.A & B.A Economics from university of Karachi.
Aliza have one brother and 2 sisters including her.Elder brother is Graduate in Mass communication,married,with one daughter and his wife.Then Elder sister Professional degree holder Electrical Engineer,married with MBBS, Doctor Hubby MashAllah.
Then youngest one is the Aliza Kashmala Kiran,her self,she is never married (officially single)girl.she have Done M.sc & B.sc (hons) in Biochemistry from university of Karachi in first class first division.she belongs to noble,well qualified,Yousaf zai khan urdu speaking Family.she is Alahadis Muslim By her belief of Islam.
We want a future best success for her future life.Ameen .
Copyright © Aliza Kashmala Kiran | Year Posted 2017