Best Lonelyness Poems
Im under again, It got me once more,
Im to far down this time,
The thoughts in my head, The gun on my bed,
calling me to come closer.
How do I resist it?
Where are my restraints?
ive dealt with to much pain,
I hear it in my brian.
I want to end it now,
But I dont know how.
I trusted you, I fell for you,
Then you go and grab another.
I lowerd my shield, but you didnt yeild,
You went and blew my cover.
I Let you, and tried to begin what would have been heaven,
You didnt care, said "Life's not fair"
And tore my heart to pieces.
Now i sit atop my bed of lonelyness and misery,
Thinking about the sweet relief of death,
Not knowing which way to take, and end this life of pity,
Ive thought it over, made my plans, but know its time to act
should i take a knife and hack my viens again?
Should i take a gun and blow my brains?
Should i hang myself with those leather reigns?
Or should i continue on this endless, pointless, trip we call life?
You be the judge cause i dont care, Ive lived this life of pain and despair,
Tell me what to do and how,
Cause i really need it now
~~~~GO ON... SON~~~~
At the edge of your nail
dancing of success
requesting for time and effort
from you, to have a grasp
I needs must sweat
to have endless acquire
What one acquires with one's sweat
goes endless years
My son, what sweat you've shed
to say it is enough
next steps that lies forth you
maybe the key to success
So relax not
in pursuing your dream.
~~~~ROSE~~~~
At the coastline of a stream
stood a beautiful rose
I wondered, had she a mermaid
but fresh from head to toe
without a fish tail
A thoughtless wind
tossing to and fro her attire
as a swaying kite
I moved to her
within her angelic eyes
A chime of lonelyness
Like a ringing-bell
My heart danced
singing song of infatuation
I wanted to say HI girl
Suddenly, I heard humming
Of a speedboat from afar
She smiled; is it for me?
Is the smile for me?
I thought
She moved toward the guy
and then into the boat
Anger smiled within me
the surf burst into laughing
I watched them
as they begin to go
till they vanished within empty space.
I am broken in my soul, i have suffered the dispare,
of this corrupt world, the price is too much, in sorrow and pain.
I push my sadness away from my soul, my cries are of
my hearts emptiness, somehow i have lost my way.
What I would give for forgiveness, please God, raise me up,
to serve your will, and breathe in me your breath of love.
I say farwell to the lonelyness, your spirit is with me,
even when I am lost, use me lord, though I dont have much.
Dont let me fall or be broken, I believe in you and in your son,
you are the alpha and omega, the begining and the End.
My Darling
I could not stand the thought of your touch to another
I have missed you like the summer misses the rain on the hotest day
My heart has the sadness of lonelyness
I can't confess enough I miss your tenderous kiss
I wait and I wait for the mail man to arrive
Its like the holding of life I can not breathe without your lines
I long for that embrace my dearest you talk of
I love you with all my praying you will return safe
I still see your smile as you left our gate
I will be waiting for your loving return my darling man
Keep my kiss close by seeing my eyes in the starslit skies
Tonight I will lay upon your letter beside my pillow
Just the words and your loving scent on the paper you wrote on
My Darling I must go now but Know I love with all my heart and soul
Just for you
My darling
Cover my eyes
Ive seen to much.
Tell me storys
because I dont want to hear the truth.
Keep me hidden
I cant be exposed.
Help me I cant sleep.
I can still smell you on my pillow.
My bed is so cold
how did I let your warm heart go?
As I sleepwalk to lonelyness
I can still feel your breathe on my neck.
I wake up in a nightmare because youre not there.
Majestic monarch, how pretty are your wings,
Majestic Monarch, how special is your soul,
Majestic Monarch, how lovely have you touched our souls,
Majestic Monarch, I seek to feel your presence to wipe away my ever flowing tears,
Majestic Monarch, please land on me, to help me get rid of my ever present fears.
Monarch butterflies, fluttering around me with ever softly sound,
I know you have come to say goodbye to my friends on earth,
to take me with you into the wide open skies, up to heaven,
For my time on earth has come to an end, I am ready to be free.
Majestic Monarch butterfly, please whisper softly in my ear,
Tell me to stay here and seek out your wisdom, for how to survive,
My fears, my anxiety, is eating me alive, My lonelyness is too much,
Majestic Monarch butterfly, your beauty is briging me to tears,
My presence is overbearing, surround me with your love,
Lift me up, I am being taken away by the wind,
GOODBYE..
A time of joy
a time of piece
is not the only side
of this multifaceted world
turn the mirror
to see the pain
the tears, the fears
the lonelyness and depression
the sickness the dakness
light and dark
two warring sides
on one earth
what is dark and what is light?
hunger, war, DEATH
love, joy LIFE
the mirror relfects the light
leaving the darkness behind
see what you want to see
not what is needed
needed to be known
the mirror moves back
to the side of the light
leaving the dark behind
say merry christmas world
maybe someday the time will come
when the mirror
doesn't need to hide the darkness
when it will reflect the light into the dark
and warm every corner of the world
our diamond in the rough
that will be polished one day
to become a glorious sun
obliterating darkness
leaving only light
a day when we can say
and mean it
Merry Christmas World
Once i was but a whisper on the wind, the rain falling from the sky, in the darkness of night.
once i was a breathy sigh, not audible in the closing croud of superstars. once i was a silent
cry, invisible even in the light, to everyone; but no more.
how can you see me, when i am no more, nothing was left but you glued me back together.
you sang the song of my soul, how did you even know. you wiped away the drops of dew
that glittered on my face, lifted me up on your pedistul.
once i was an addict to my own pain, the lonelyness driving me insane. lost on my own path
that i had drawn, killing myself. self destructive i had forsaken life, not knowing that love
existed truly.
you breath art into my lips, life into my lungs, filling me with sunshine. you took me from the
crouds, pulling me into your arms for a starlit dance. you taught me graceful motion, and
self preservation, you showed me love.
once i was alone, a child in the night, waiting for companionship. once i was a drowning, a
flower limp from rampaging emotions. i was a no one, the tiny star that was so dim, barely
impacting the great sky. once i was; but no more.
you took my heart, and placed it in a rose garden, beneath the silver moonlight, you kissed
me. you left me not alone, weaving your love into my soul. you saw me when i saw not even
myself. you saved me when i was lost, and gone to the dark.
once i was hurt, but now i am being healed. once i was torn down, but you rebuild me. once i
was nothing, but now i am something. once i was screaming but now i am sighing. once i was
dieing but i now am living. once i was alone but i have thee. i was invisible, till you saw me.
-lonely times- from what i see.
i sit and wonder why the happiness was short lived
i see people smile and ask no one in particular
is it me that is sad alone or is it just what i see?..
what if what i see is not a mistake
just the truth brought by some mistakes i did
mistakes i cant really tell, they'll kill me; from what i see..
then my soul will rest i suppose, rest from this void
this empty world that doesn't need me
rest from this world that everything dies from- eventually.
ill take the first place in the graveyard, perhaps after Romeo..
but wait she died along with him..
but she kills my soul; sole, from what i see
she kills without the heart of reckon
she stubs even harder when i try to understand why
she doesn't want to explain it from what i see
she just want to be gone, go far away with another man
gone from these lonely times
times that she was all could i see
stay with me now, i need you, in these times of lonelyness
stay with me my inborn friend, hold together my stand
stay with me my poetry i hold you feel you more than i can see
I sit here on the beach today
trying to sort my frazzled brain
watching the tide come and go
thinking of tomorrow as never more
I sit here on the rocks
thinking things through
Trying to decide in life
what the heck should I do
Sorting out my issues
My problems in views
Wondering how did I end up
With someone as special as you
You see, Ive been hurt
For as long as I can remember
I've been beatened and bruised
Strangled and raped, all types of weather
I see myself in a wall of lonelyness
I see myself closed up within
Trying to decide what to do
Trying to accept the love from you
But then you came to me
With that smile ever so bright
You came to me
With love mightier then mine
You wrapped your arms around me
wrapped them ever so tight
Promising me that you'll never
Let me out of your sight
I feel my wall shaking
My feelings rush through me in ripples
My wall begins to brake
From love pure and simple
Tears begin to flow down my face
You wipe them away
with the stroke of your hand
While holding me in warm embrace
I look out into the ocean
sitting on this beach
feeling love not hate
come deep within me
I tighten your embrace
with my arms wrapped around you
I see it in your eyes
Your love is pure and true
I fall for you deeply
We've known it all along
We were ment to be together
Love conquors all
I cant sleep, knowing your with another guy
Why is this so hard, all I can do is cry
I said i'd wait, and im still Right here waiting
but at this moment of lonelyness im contemplating
Just give in, walk away to others
It's hard knowing you were my first lover
I'll move on, at my own pace
Eventually I'll disapear, not even going to leave a trace
So far away I go
As if you were unknown
That how it needs to be
So I can freely be me
Pain free, heart at sound
Im not going to let you tie me down
Im about to show this world a little bit of Me
I will be everywhere so that everyone can see
Im going to be happy, without worry
Finally my visions are not blurry
This all makes sense, I dont need love
Everyone else is surely enough
Friends, family and spiritual care
Nothing comes close, not a thing can compare
OO it feels good, To scream at the sky
Even better when im flying high
I'm so happy, Im finally me
Like I should of known, thats how is should always be
If i didn`t have you, I wouldn`t know what to do
maybe being dead would be the next best thing
in rough times i have bad thoughts...
sometimes i think of all the things i could do if i didn`t have you
but the realization of never seeing that beautiful face again
i cant imagine not seeing you smile or cry
i cant imagine not being able to watch you sleep so peaceful
i cant imagine not having a tea party without you
i cant imagine not hearing the best sound in the would..
"i love you mammy"
i say to myself i can be better i can do more
as a mother i feel like im slacking
but you will never have to doubt my love for you i owe you my life
you saved me once
i cant feel that lonelyness again
that pain in my heart that nothing fix
i drowned my sorrows in drugs and alcohol
atleast that way i didn`t feel anything
you dug me out that whole i couldn`t escape
you helped me grow the biggest heart
you make me want to be a better person, have a better life and future for you
but if i didn`t have you i would be like a turtle on its back in the heat
just hoping and praying for it all to end for the suffering to stop
just the words "if i didn`t have you" feels like a stab to my chest
my stomach burns like i swallowed the sun
my heart cries so laud i cant think
truth is even when i need a break from you i miss you
but i know that you will come back to me and i can hold you again
i will hug you so tight and make sure i will never lose you
because "if i didn`t have you" is the end of me
lookin for that feeling of hope that use to see thur my eyes
trying to rember how to love how to enjoy life like i did befoe
woundering if i can find myself in this dark room where i lay slowly losing it
wanting to escaeping the pain of lonelyness getting away from this black cloud that
sroundes and attcactes my soul
no one knows me no one understands me or the hell that wont stop calling me in
all i want is to free my mind of this to go far away from this
the tears are dropin the hate bruewing time is ending
waiting for that one chance praying for that one chance
cant find a shoulder to lean on no one ever comes they just watch the piaces fall
all alone so down feeling afried leting my misery drown me distroying who i was
now it seem like it time to give up to fall down and not get up
tapping on the windows for help banging on the door for help still no anwser
closing my eyes sceaming as loud as i can why me take me now dont want to go on
not wanting a another day
thought i was sad thought i was mad but now i know this is how it feels when wrold
has stopped and im dieing inside
the feeling that the end is here its now no going back no second chance just the end
TEARS
My tears have become my best friend.
I’ll cry them until the very end.
Sorrow has filled my life with pain.
Your death is making me feel insane.
Being alone without you everyday.
I ask myself is this the only way.
I wonder if my life will ever change.
Mabee if it would I’d quit feeling so strange.
No one knows about lonelyness until you’ve lost your only love.
I prayer every night for blessing from our Lord above.
I would give my all to have you back.
Mabee then my life would get back on track.
No one knows how lonely and sad I feel.
Your death made everything so unreal.
The kids are fighting and I can’t make it right.
I need you to hold me just for one night.
We’ll be together again someday.
Soon I pray.
Teresa Skyles 07/12/16
Lonelyness consuming you while your all alone inside. Begging for something new while life resides the same on the
outside. Are you really alive? Or merely dead? Because when others are around, company fills that head. And you
allow them to drown you away in the trenches. You constantly "speak your mind". Yet not a word from YOU is
mentioned. Because your lips are sewn shut by your image. Childhood is almost over and so far your losing at real
lifes scrimmage. Not one inning has been played up to standards so far. Because the quarterbacks keep running
away with peices of who you really are. Then the others leave and that company throws an after party in your brain.
They get messed up and fill up those trenches with vomit rain. Sinking you deeper and deeper until you can no
longer breath. Oxygen you need. You just want to scream. And then you cannot see. Blind to lies and hate. You have
now lost control of your fate. Until the company becomes sober and cleans up the mess while you begin to feel a
relief in your chest. Fixing yourself up, your reputation is no longer on the line and you begin to the think that
everything is going to be fine. Until the others once again come around and the company breaks back in. Restarting
the cycle. That prison just like everytime before. Making you go insane. Almost as if to beg you to ask for more.