Happy Now

I cant sleep, knowing your with another guy Why is this so hard, all I can do is cry I said i'd wait, and im still Right here waiting but at this moment of lonelyness im contemplating Just give in, walk away to others It's hard knowing you were my first lover I'll move on, at my own pace Eventually I'll disapear, not even going to leave a trace So far away I go As if you were unknown That how it needs to be So I can freely be me Pain free, heart at sound Im not going to let you tie me down Im about to show this world a little bit of Me I will be everywhere so that everyone can see Im going to be happy, without worry Finally my visions are not blurry This all makes sense, I dont need love Everyone else is surely enough Friends, family and spiritual care Nothing comes close, not a thing can compare OO it feels good, To scream at the sky Even better when im flying high I'm so happy, Im finally me Like I should of known, thats how is should always be