Happy Now

I cant sleep, knowing your with another guy
Why is this so hard, all I can do is cry

I said i'd wait, and im still Right here waiting
but at this moment of lonelyness im contemplating

Just give in, walk away to others
It's hard knowing you were my first lover

I'll move on, at my own pace
Eventually I'll disapear, not even going to leave a trace

So far away I go
As if you were unknown

That how it needs to be
So I can freely be me

Pain free, heart at sound
Im not going to let you tie me down

Im about to show this world a little bit of Me
I will be everywhere so that everyone can see

Im going to be happy, without worry
Finally my visions are not blurry

This all makes sense, I dont need love
Everyone else is surely enough

Friends, family and spiritual care
Nothing comes close, not a thing can compare

OO it feels good, To scream at the sky
Even better when im flying high

I'm so happy, Im finally me
Like I should of known, thats how is should always be

Copyright © | Year Posted 2010



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Date: 6/18/2010 1:05:00 PM
Hey this is so true to most of us ..i understand where you are coming from in this so well ... !! and that you for reading mine chemistry of two .. nice remarks sarah x going to put you in my fav poet as i really enjoyed this x
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Date: 6/18/2010 2:30:00 AM
nice poem of faith.brought a message, of whatever happens go a head happily with confidence
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