Best Itll Poems
Everything used to be so simple.
Get up in the morning grab something black to wear.
Grab the phone and make some plans with my friends.
But now I don't know who's my enemy and who's my friend.
I'm not sure of where my future will take me or when itll end.
All i know is the past is my bed, and the memories; my pillow.
The morning my quilt and the night my party.
Friends to pick me up and drag me all over town.
Meet new people and just wander.
But now where do i go, what have i done.
This life is full of regrets, reminds me of the smoke from a cigarette.
The future that is, its wispy and can always change.
If you drag your hand through the smoke, your destiny is always changing.
Everything was so simple.
a fire breaks out in his pants
whenever she walks into the room
but she just laughs
at how quaint he is
she has eyes only for the old man at
the end of the bar
his beat era leather socks are just up her alley
his pocket protector lifestyle is just
the thing for her wedding plans
she could always see herself
with his type of narrow shoe smart fella
he leaves her and her lover
at the dark bar
and wanders the lobster cages
looking to trap the feelings
that made him feel like
unconquerable king john
with his magna carta series pen
but this night is too full of babe sweet
and her pocket protector cowboy
so he goes home
to lay on his bed on imaginary nails
and suffer all the trials that good men should
wants to be worthy for the pay off
wants to be in line for the pearly gates
babe sweet and her man
live up the coast now
they own a bed an breakfast catering to the insane
who write great novels
on the walls in crayon
and spend their nights
hanging out on the roof singing ballads
to babe sweet
and her cowboy who lasso's the moon
its a wonderful life plays on the tv
every night year round
cause thats the dream they are sellin
that if you work hard
someday itll pay off
jerry garcia's picture hangs
in the lobby
he looks out at the changed world
with the shocked expression
of how did all these people miss the point
as the just go on beating eachother up
and crashing the gates
he is in the back room of babe sweets place
hiding from all the gretchens
and trying to redraw the lines of reality
we all got lost out there
gotta reinvent yourself
before the gretchens and the hangers on tear it all down
gotta bend the road before it bends you
just like unconquerable king john
Cpt. kirks future predictions- Food tubes {supplimitarium A B C D E}
Universal united nations {u.u.n} tying all the galactic species in celestial socialism
Robotic republicans & dimensionless democrats
All humanities races will melt together into a weird orangey color
The soviets will turn Cruthnie into a super secret nuclear facility
All drugs will be trans-dermal
Gluttony will be glorified
Itll be illegal to naturally procreate "pick up a kid or pet at the genetic clinic
Garbage will be used as fuel
Itll be cool to be mindless
In my visions i see sky cities and underground dwellings segregating classes
73 eyes on the beasts back and 96 paratoidals to an orbital octant... end transmission
Nobody wants to be lonely, hurt, burned, pushed,
No, It breaks you, crushes your soul
It takes the life force, right from your breathe,
Crushes your spirit,
Hunts you down, crucifies your soul,
Rips the feeling right from your veins,
My soul entirely left alone, Abandoned to the cursing screeching windmill of crushed dreams,
The harder you fall, the deeper the ruin, the more scars get embedded inside,
I dont wanna see the fiends lurking underneath my cracked feet,
Hoping that the light in the distance is salvation,
But nothing can hold a promise to these MAYBES my emotions keep exude,
Maybe tommorw Itll be over, Maybe tommorow itll be OK,
Maybe, Maybe,...
Its bound to break, my mind keeps trying to fight the truth,
But the ghostly sound of fear, emanating from deep within,
Extinguished the little light I had left,
And my conscience lost.
I got thrown into a darkened room, the heartless fiends I feared the most,
came galloping towards me,
Every demon tatooed by my fears,
Their loud banging echoing inside my head,
Its not safe, Its not safe, Im not safe.
I. AM. NOT. SAFE.
Geniuskin
#RightWhereTheHeartIs
If you didnt know , its about to be a long hard road,
If only you had listened, your future a way you wouldnt be pissing ,
But to the hard way here we go, lets just just hope you learn before the devil takes your soul, because this world the ones who rule, keep control by keeping you a fool,
Use you as their tool, build you up make you think your cool,
Dont even have a clue, that all you do,
Is to build anothers wealth,
Guess you couldnt see through their stealth,
But i promise in the back they watch and they laugh
Get joy.out.of watching you go down the wrong path,,
Just put the numbers together truth is in the math,
Everything you get from unlawful persuit you dont even get to keep half,
In the end they bleed you until your tapped,
Hope itll be seen before its too late
No longer your destiny you may live your fate
I learned to accept good with the
bad.. The ugly ruined everything we
ever had, realizing u were
everything I ever had. said u didnt
rly care & thats what makes me mad
dnt kno if its a lie or if a fact..
Regardless shouldve been there for
u cus I still see my futur in ur
hands.. Whether or not & thats what
makes it sad.. If need be ill let go its
all part of the plan itll be hard cus ur
like my bestfriend& my right hand.
Know me better than myself u truly
understand.. Im truly sorry& I hope
that u understand accept the fact
that im really sorry.. Hope ur
around for life maybe make me ur
wife.. From writting ur name In sand
til forever id want u to b my man.. A
lil daughter or a son holdin both our
hands. I might be in dreamland cus
the dreams weve had.. Know I fkd
up
but papi can we stick to the plan?
Though ur gone ur the only 1 that
has me hanging on.. Even if it takes
forever ill never do u wrong.. U
dissed me I dissed u baby we both
were wrong. Im still here cus our
bond is so strong correct me if u
think im wrong but since 16 u kno
dat I been on.
Without pride this time.,still I loved
u for so long.. Im stuck prayin hopin
that u aint moved on. I look up to u
know I believe in u id prolly die for
u always ride for u..
why did this have to be me
(my life)
a perfect mother by day
but an escort by night
i live in the biggest home
have the best cars
and i wear the prettiest clothes....
but only because my mother
(is a hoe)
different men....
more then one in a night
she says she doesnt have sex
(with all of them)
but sex is not why i cry
sex is not what its all about
shes the talk of the town
and the rumor at my high school
she pays it no mind
swaring its just a job
but i see no time cards
and she cashes no checks
all the men keep telling me is
(your next) (im next)
but itll be a cold day in hell
before i follow in my mothers
(footsteps)
why couldnt my mother
be a normal one...
or why couldnt i just be....
from another home
...she kept her heart on a chain
never let it run mad like it was born to do
she kept her head in a box
never let it see the light of day
she has keepsakes for a heart
and romance novels on shelves
little dragons decorate her hallway
with little knights to slay them
natural and homespun as can be
she lives in her books
and lives for the day prince charming will come her way
she knits and tinkers her days away
always busy never stops
she is a model prisoner in her homemade jail
ever ready to pardon the thief for a kiss
ever ready to take the burden from the beast
she thinks someday will come tomorrow
and itll be better than promised
itll be sunshine cakes and sweet wine
and she will be done doing time for being a lover not a sinner
she kept her heart on a chain
and her head in a box
and never gave chase to the wild boys
now grown and old
I got drunk by my self last night
There was just nothing else to do
I told myself that itll be alright
If I could just get that memory out of sight
My eyes are half closed
From staring down the sun
I’ve been down in the dumps
I’ve had a lot of intoxicating fun
And I’m here to tell you
That life goes on
No matter what happens
No matter how much you hurt come dawn
Remember that hangovers are only temporary
No matter how much they hurt
Sometimes you won’t be able
To have memories of which you revert
The fun is what
Drinking is all about
Remember that yourself
You should never doubt
Instead of drinking in sorrow
And self pity
Get drunk with some girls
Who are kind of pretty
If the good looking ones won’t accompany
In your quest for intoxication
There are always the desperate
In this great nation
Sex is a symbol
Which has made America fine
Naked bodies
So sensually entwined
We are a country
Now based on rules
Created by the greed
Of those political fools
Our rights shall be taken
With the swiftness of the wind
We will not even know
For our perception has thinned
We no longer appreciate
Our gift to be free
And our forefathers
Would most likely agree
We need to stop and rewind
What has our country came to
I think alteration
Is far overdue
We need to remember
What the armed forces died for
Now
More and more
Disgracefully we are becoming
More concerned about police force
What has our country came to?
Shouldn’t we feel at least some remorse?
Pay attention to the news
And you shall see
That this proud country
Is not what it used to be
What have we done?
Is there any way to defend our rights?
There is
You’ve just got to fight
For you must make a stand
This is our home land
We mustn’t have empathy
About this subject at hand
Those who have the power to take action
Have the responsibility to do so
Meaning the tyranny on the horizon
We must overthrow
If we wait too long
We shall face monarchy
Yet rules must be made
For we need not anarchy
Remember what life
Is all about
Freedom is something
We must now bail out
So stand up
Be proud
And in unity
Say aloud
We will not fade into the night
We will not
Be taken without a fight
We’ve done it before
We must do it again
Once more our freedom
Calls for our duty to defend
The piano is so beautiful tonight.
Im in peace yet feel happy , these last few
minutes.
Its not a rush its truth, in these last few moments.
I don't have the interest because im happy.
Beautiful pianos, you bear no soul tonight
You make this all possible.
Key ohh keys open brookl doors
For both roc and twist.
Ohh keys, save those in need.
Its hard to please, because im no longer
and change isnt home.
I guess passed me lays a force,
Maybe one day itll be worth it.
Ohh keys im not there yet.
I know, well we all know.
flows pass from people to people
So when i, i see one, which is all of u .
Music please ,
Ill give it to you.
I need a kiss, because im speaking with keys.
I have a dead mans dream,how can u see me.
RIP, to those.
I know i wonder, will i fall.
Trading a soul for wisdom.
Illuminated but not fealt,
I must be the change,
everyman deserves a second change,
even though you brought me here.
I must allow some relief for this pain.
I wish i was another man, maybe not.
But dam, i give up . never.
why dont you go eat Sardines?
Stupid coupe, Cupid poop
dandalion wine, hmmm...
century's past
AProved uh by uh me
Hidden, Stricken, Chicken, Picken
my el camino..., blast OFF!
Sad And blue
bruiser
chosen by Lester (AKA The melester)
whats the deal with carnivores and gonads? (like Seinfeld)
Partionally everything
Feeler's And Grinders
The Quick And Deadly
Almost like an Alien
check the perimeter
Nothing ma'am.
They wanna be like Shotgun holders and shiiitt
girl, that's right.
what is Project implant zero? (like jeopardy)
Die living
Single Parent, Apparently Single
weight Watchers
introducing Air
you coulda guessed it
Romance with you, Grander than the heavens
my outlook is my Disease
Disaster Relief
ill teach you lines and colors
Kurt Cobain
smoke bombs and tazers
Run around in circles till you puke ( NO WAY )
what i say is Gone
Laying down all night thinking.
Jingle in
yeah, big Air
intruding fools ( i was one of them)
u no who im talkn bout miss thaang
if your reading this your eyes are open
123Floor
456Seven
8910Friend
it happend once, itll never happen again.
wierd timing
however ODD, it ws Shortly lived.
feel your heart race
like a busy dreamer caught up in
such a perfectly beautiful dream
like a soul boxer making his last stand
throwing fruitful punches at the star strewn skies
watch as the brightest stars fall
watch as the words you labored so hard to write
are taken from their context
poor boy don't you know words serve
whatever mouth willin' to speak them
and to that end you can sucker punch the dawn
but itll hit back with blue skies and summer breeze
feel your heart race
keep pace with your wildest dreams
falling like the brightest stars
A mother in the kitchen sweating to the bone .billy put your toys away.maya dont mark up the table with your favorite marker daddy will have a fit.she feels a kick and smiles and you little one she rubs her stomach dont kick.daddy walks in unstable and drunk.hey baby give me a kiss his tounge touches her cheeck roughly and she pushes away .one slap causes a mother to grab her cheek and the kids to turn to tears.brave maya says stop it daddy.billy begins to pinch himself hard enough to leave marks autistic kids dont feel pain but billy cries each time he does it.im sorry billy says there father ill stop it. A neighbor nearby has her own troubles and woes doctors say shes paranoid delusional and one even remarked a bit slow in his notes the voices tell her that shes ugly they tell her shes no good and tonight there telling her to stop looking out that window you aint got no time for them folks. She closes her windows and sighs okay. She fumbles with the top to the medicine bottle but tonight it wont open no matter how hard she twist and struggles. Stupid safety locks and she begins to cry till she falls asleep crying a fire broke out a woman was in the house paramedics say smoke inhalation and itll be a miracle if she makes it .a pregnant woman runs through the crowd thats my sister and yells stop it jenny come back and stop it.the woman hears in her dream as she stands before a woman known as mother you know you got to stop it jenny says mother and she says okay but her sister hears it then they are looking at one another and jenny says ill stop it for you
my life is turnd inside out
i cant take much more thats no doubt
i cut my wrists just to feel the pain
even tho i have nothing good to gain
this hopless life of misery
will surly be the end of me
i breath but im not truly alive
the noise in my head like a buzzing bee hive
i walk and talk but im dead inside
its just like internal suicide
i toss and turn but i cannot sleep
my blackend souls getting harder to keep
the smile you see on my face
is just a fake look to hide disgrace
im broken and hurt but no one cares
its like im being ripped apart by bears
so i sit and write here on my wrist
with a razor blade and a bloody twist
hoping one day itll help you see
how much pain is inside of me
when i say im ok just go away
i want you to say no i want to stay
well its to late now my wrist are slit
so here i am alone i sit
and wait for death to take me to
im sorry love for iv failed you
I drink this wine
Remeber the good times weve had
In good times and health
Sometimed the bad
Look back at the memories
I wonder where they have gone
Life sometimes gets in the way
Of what we started upon
Bridge
Baby dont you hesitate
Tell me you love me tonight
Ill do what ever it takes
I promise itll be alright
Chorus
Ill show u love show you heart
Show you everything
Ill hold you close hold you tight
With my everything
Youve got my eyes got my ears
My everything
Tonight, its you and me
And the workweek is gone
And i am happy to be home
All the noise and bustle
I have come to love
You go one way
Ill go another today
With any luck
We will meet somewhere
Along the way
Bridge
Baby dont you hesitate
Tell me you love me tonight
Ill do what ever it takes
I promise itll be alright
Chorus
Ill show u love show you heart
Show you everything
Ill hold you close hold you tight
With my everything
Youve got my eyes got my ears
My everything
Tonight, its you and me
Im falling for you
All over agian
Its quite easy
Looking back at where weve been
I know its harder
Sometimes than we would like
Every day every night
I promise to try
Bridge
Baby dont you hesitate
Tell me you love me tonight
Ill do what ever it takes
I promise itll be alright
Chorus
Ill show u love show you heart
Show you everything
Ill hold you close hold you tight
With my everything
Youve got my eyes got my ears
My everything
Tonight, its you and me