Best Asphyxiate Poems
The orb calls to me, beckons breast beat,
blood in veins permeates, face red with heat,
as I asphyxiate, am dominated, reach climax.
Each time lustful, more powerful, sensual.
I crave this fix, my only reason to exist,
addicted to what only it can give, aahhhh.
Run my hands across thy frame, caress bits,
bite lip, if it wants blood, blood darling dear gets.
Prowl the street cloaked temptress,
lady in the tattered azure dress,
lioness disguised broke innocent.
Stranger approaches flashes bill,
curl thy onyx lipstick, teeth glint,
looks like mama found her kill.
Lustfully signal follow, his pants out fill,
puppy panting as we arrive at house on hill.
Velvet lips embrace his, sinker hook and reel,
downstairs feet flutter, horn dog on my heels.
Stair steps slow when he sees my dark caster,
honey’s veins slither the man spins, foot patter.
Tentacles wrap, bind, whiplash backwards,
shrieks elevate, laced crackle of my laughter.
Appendages worm in orally, lurch, teeth shatter,
man’s skin sinks, bled, swiftly made gray plaster.
Husk flung, tentacles grant thy trophy, fly thigh,
moaning peels into the pale moonlit nigh sky.
Heaving, baby craves more, yes, I too my lovely,
scarlet I will bring you every night, to daylight,
just vow you will pleasure me, my crimson king.
beneath the gnarled b r a n c h e s,
a photo rests within my clutch.
time d
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like h o n e y e d amber;
i long for vanished visions,
saudade, a muffled heartache.
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moonlight streaks through tangled trees; h
a silken s i l h o u e t t e shrouds my aura. t
a gentle caress grazes my shoulder, o
memories of her touch f l u t t e r like m
the past entangles with the present;
the scent of f a d e d jasmine lingers.
as the night drones on softly,
cold air wraps around my wistful longing.
poison ivy clings to crumbling cemetery walls.
i look to the heavens for answers,
as the sky weeps and squalls in erupting solar storms.
her scattered ashes settle like snowflakes,
softly blanketing the remnants of forgotten joys,
cradling memories like delicate g l a s s.
the red thread of family ties is now seve /
/ red;
the roots asphyxiate on generational sorrow.
if the olive trees knew what
became of hands that planted them,
their oil would become t
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time’s relentless hand ticks on,
while decaying hearts beat like distant d r u m s,
resounding in the silence of cursed solitude.
Psycho
So,
The Devil got inside again
Charmed, i want to laugh and SIn
I just want All- That's All of HIM
Spreads His wings
I'm Christened in
And now you LOOK AT ME my friend
I'm stabbing stabbing all of them
It's just that way "We Win We Win!!!"
I'll be so charmed to Crown with HIm
Psycho Bates Motel
Don't Scream!!!??!!?
Ah Ha
Ha Ha
La Tí Da-
For "Mother"
Stabbed and dR0wnEd
"Come iN"
Catatonic
D0wN
"LISTEN"
Cackle sPit
SweeT Licking lips
Dripping Bleeding Finger Tips
"Now who's laughing? LET ME IN!!!!•v"
Filthy Pleasures turning TrIcKs
Stabbing Stabbing little FiX
Masturbate THIS crucifix
WatCh me c0unTing
Count to Three
Silky Leather
And
Asphyxed
So,
- Are y0u laughing
N0w with Me???
If not
Don't close your eyes
YoU'll sEE
Watching stabbing pull my string
Ah Ha
Ha Ha
La tí Da-
Oh My G0d!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's liKe a dReam
Stabbed her in the ShoWeR sceNe
Choking Choking Master Bates
Cumming Inn
Asphyxiate
So!!!
--- Dear Mr. Stabby Friend,
We'll set the trap
We'll lay in wait
Oh!!!
This tickles my FaNcy
And when they come
We'll have a look and see
Close my eyes
The count of Three
Beethoven hears this Symphony
So.
Laughing laughing
One
Two
Three
It's just this way I'm losing me
I'm losing tO my soul, old friend
In Love
My Loving Stabby Friend
"NoW Clear That Dust And Listen In!!!"
I've got my madness to defend
All this darkness
Remember WhEn?
Remember WhEn we fell ol' friend?
Holding hands And Stabbing Them
My mind is a definitive twist
I see me who you see I am
I am I am
I am The Man
I am The Man with the Golden Plan
A Master Plan so understand
We're all inside my boX again
Are th3se secrets scaring you
Little trinkets - Scary t00?
Are they Burning Burning YoU?
Let them burn "I DARE Y0U T0"
So,
Dear Mr. Stabby Friend,
Stab me at my face and grin
Stabbed into my back again
I'm seeing who you see I am
So,
My filthy pleasure's GreAtest DreAm
Stabbed her in the Shower Scene -
Surrender the soul you hold so dear,
To a Goddess of mischief at first sight.
Get lost in her shadows, learn to fear,
The inevitable incarnation of your plight!
Asphyxiate, in this void you entered,
Disintegrate in the world you now center.
Fragmentation of fallen stars you gathered,
To confront your lustful tormentor.
Yet, your eyes are deceived once again,
Your heart, a marionette, to her whim.
Your soul bound by shackles and chains,
Depression could never be its synonym.
Alas! Dear lad, your will to strive has yet to fade,
As your soul ever longs to see a joyous fate.
You are a new world to me
One that I have never seen
Your face fills me with intrigue
Your mind tantalises to tease
I have written you words,
Sentences, notes and letters
In my mind each and every day
My mind and my thoughts
Deep in thought - talking
Your eyes have seen beyond
Minds that could never ever be
Prepared to comprehend
What you have seen
Holding yourself back, control
You feel intensely - Wildly
Too much too often
Ever present - you wait
Until it's your time
That you know will come
It's simple
There is no tip toeing
Around the words unsaid
They speak volumes
We understand the language
That exists in the silences
We share in the subtext
That sits amongst the space
Between all the lines
You - A whole new world
That you invited me to live in
I want to be trapped by you
In to something wonderful
You could never asphyxiate me
I'm in a place I want to be
floundering branches
asphyxiate in silence -
nature's casualties
I died in my sleep last night
Too tired to put up a fight
But you know how the story goes
Won't you give my love to Rose
And if I had a wishing well
To my death I wish I fell
But this cat just lost his tail
Still got eight lives to pay my bail
And sometimes I just wish you would
Tell me what it was that you know good
But all I hear is that quiet smile
Of which I ain't seen in quite a while
You confuse crows with that Crooked Smile
Trying to fly that country mile
I want to die laughing in my sleep
Don't want death to take with no slow creep
So I have learned to live real fast
Every new day dies in the past
I broke the mold but the cast was kept
"Don't throw it away" all the angles wept
That swinging sword took my right ear
I got seven lives I've got no fear
And sometimes I just wish you would
Tell me what it was that you know good
But all I hear is that quiet smile
Of which I ain't seen in quite a while
You confuse crows with that Crooked Smile
Trying to fly that country mile
At the Pearly Gates I met St Pete
He put me in line to clean God's feet
Eternity turned till my turn fell
My God his souls were dirtier than hell
"Why are we made of water dirt and blood"
He said "I love dancing in red mud"
Trampled by love I'll asphyxiate
My death six felt just like eight
And sometimes I just wish you would
Tell me what it was that you know good
But all I hear is that quiet smile
Of which I ain't seen in quite a while
You confuse crows with that Crooked Smile
Trying to fly that country mile
If my blood stains have ruined your new sheets
When I kill myself again I'll be more discreet
Falling from the sky the injured Angel sang
Words written in red with the shotgun BANG
Those words in red, they rang real clear
When I needed you the most you'd disappear
And I will try not to lose life five
But nowadays I'm dying trying to stay alive
And sometimes I just wish you would
Tell me what it was that you know good
But all I get is that crooked ass smile
What's all this fuss about
Haven't I furnished all your dreams
Wildest and the untouched ones
You Cantankerous bullheaded moron .
Your beastly charm woos me so much
So that I completely asphyxiate myself
Bent on obeying all errands .
You cry rupturing my passion loaded heart
Guess what ?I buy that ****
Turn myself into an ATM machine .
Touring every sale at Macy's
Stock some more of your wardrobe
Abercrombie, Guess ,Calvin Klein,Chanel it is .
Next day frenzy switches off to other things
Now we want new apartment ,new vicinity
Then follows my makeover , hair and teeth
Transforming myself to suit your beliefs
I Plump your spirit soaring high in the sky
I realised I have become a slave you reign on .
Hell I am erasing all blues and grays
At last giving way to the gyre of dilemma
That so long had tossed my thoughts into fray
Now no more ,let me start up my liberation
Shackled by menaces of turmoil and dejection
I wonder ,after a decade or so when your head greys
Someday you may trail backwards to my dynamism
Swearing for sure to yourself, if not alone
Flinching a bit,forcing a smile as the wind blows by the
Ocean side , where we used to lie for hours
And a Teardrop would come out of your eye .
Walls all closed in
leaving windows to shatter .
fragments strewn below bare feet
cutting, impaling soft flesh unforgiving.
confined in halls narrowing
as I run to a place, a point
devoid of escape
The beast draws closer now
gnashed teeth froth venoumous kill lust
as talons trace along the walls
etching all my secrets in oak for all to see
for here and evermore
My precipice of horror force feeds
all wrongs suggestively, digestively
to purge karma pits placed
dormant inside and residing
as my only hopes of righteousness
are cast aside by regretted meals.
beast draws closer clawing
skin of back now flayed
exposed and bleediing completely
lungs gasp defiant punctured
yet survivng drawing gasping breath
If the exposure is your weapon, beast
you may never defeat me
bleeding I will claw back and kill
any idea that aims to asphyxiate
ambition--my self doubt beast will never defeat me
Deep inhalation and exhalation
breaths initially activate
relaxation, attributed to stress,
tension, unconscious vectors
woefully agglomerate
ache'n to gangrenous jackknifing noggin
dichotomy to alleviate
cognitive clog analogous
to emotional obstruction
that doth constipate
in an effort to allocate
opportune psychological uplifting
state of emergent euphoria amalgamate
ting in tandem with prescription
medication to leverage mental
quiescence holistically ameliorate
counterproductive suicidal waves
riding roughshod, which repeatedly
pulsate, oscillate, and nurse qua mantra
generate breakers animate
ting my state of consciousness
incessantly inundated with said
stormy sea re: brawl mailer
daemons intent to annihilate
stealthily, jarringly,
and devastatingly annunciate
without warning a tsunami
drowning spirited lifesource,
an undesirable nihilistic thought,
I unwittingly, hatefully,
and accurately anticipate
emotional tug of war
as better angels arbitrate
struggling successfully to arrogate,
and establish erstwhile equilibrium
lest body electric will self asphyxiate
such deep seated
respiration aims to attenuate
ninety nine point nine nine nine...percent
effortlessly injecting willpower,
and survival overpowering
strength modus operandi to dominate
self destructive negative feedback loop
constantly (i.e. daily)
vying to authenticate
practiced discipline, sans shut eye
transcendent mindset to calibrate
and stymie passivity to capitulate,
where resignation writ large checkmate
ting ability to experience and consummate
spiritual ecstasy, wherefore I contemplate
the simple practice the
benefits to coordinate
setting aside absolute
value able quiet time to cultivate
blockbuster, regarding crushing
beast within that doth debilitate!
As the golden rays of sunlight creep into my bedroom window,
I hold my tears back, yearning for just a few more hours to hold you.
Time has grown to be my nemesis, my curse,
For I realize that when the sun ascends into the heavens, I descend into the pits of hell.
As I give in to your embrace and caress your tender caramel skin,
I dream of time coming to a standstill, where eternity is our safe haven.
For now though I must press my lips against yours and say my farewells,
Slowly walking away, gazing back as you depart, I begin to call out to you.
Don’t abandon me, let us travel the world, and discover things
We never dreamed of, and grow old together.
However you can’t hear me say these absurd things, and I begin to asphyxiate,
I lust for the sensation of your touch, and I yearn for the echo of your voice.
Patience, I tell myself, in due time we will be as we should,
And when that time comes we shall watch the sun rise every morning and I will breathe
effortlessly.
Now that I think of it; what do I live for? No eternal love for a beloved. No ever-lasting friends to count on; what do I fight for then? What do I long everyday to see? I’m just a person, who once had something and now lays here with nothing.
I remember the days, and the years, I so joyfully laughed, so beautifully lived; those were the things that made me, and raised me.
Now and what’s worst than ever? Is the present that haunts me, concurs to strip me, of all the things that made me? Who am I? What have I done? And what will I ever be?
Nothing... As the fatal silence kills me, I just lay here, with an empty heart, stripped from ambitions, from goals, from friends and family, I lay here with a heart that continues to pump blood to smother and deceive me. Convincing me once I had everything, convincing me I had everything I needed to live, to grow stronger, and to survive this brutal process called living.
Again and again, over and over, I have thought, I have prayed, I have begged. But how could I have not have known? How could I not see? All this laughter, these days, these false friends I thought I trusted, these disguised lies, were to asphyxiate me once I uncovered them.
What was I to become, if each day slays me deeper? Each heartbeat smothers me tighter? How could I breathe again? How could I be? How could I be the person I once was? That living, loving, life-praising person?
This is just too much… I close my eyes, would I not be spared?
Throw all your roses in the air,
For there is no need of love in this lair
Corpses laugh and spin
Spirits run and play,
Under silver ash shadow
Magical sparks fill you here,
Luring into Sitra Achra
Crypt of the Ancient Rosalinean,
Majlis al Jinn
Lilith’s dance seducing your inner core
Nehema’s whispers throwing yourself off the shore,
You hope this is only folklore,
But you must not fear the dark
The Nightmare of the Lost Ark
Silents winds whisper
Untold truths of revelation
to Give you new Trust In Adoration
Asphyxiate with Fear
As Angelique's eyes Lear
Silently you’ll the feel the spirits
Of The Howling growing near
The Draconian Aeon is here
All foul humans beware
Samael will always be Near
You don't catch someone's love,
and then asphyxiate it
No, you let it go free
You don't smother another's love for you,
with pillows of bipolarity:
Obsession and neglect
No, show some respect,
and release their love
Your tightened grip around their heart,
unclench it
Let your hand be loosened, fingers spread openly
Let the dove that cry for you again fly free
Catch and release,
a way of life for any tender-hearted soul
Pure empathy
When you have affections for someone,
and another person has like affections for you ---
don't be cruel,
don't be coy
don't hurt their feelings
Their love for you don't destroy
You've caught someone's heart,
but you're in love with someone else
Release their heart,
let it swim free,
to go search for another,
hopefully as loving as thee
There are few foods in this world that I hate
But there is one gnarly and nasty invertebrate
Against which I most assiduously discriminate
And I absolutely can not in any way tolerate
If forced to eat it I would surely asphyxiate
If compelled to consume, I would first self-immolate
Let me be clear for I don't want to obfuscate
If told to ingest it I would violently retaliate
The oyster is something that won't grace my plate
That bilious bivalve should be banished as bait
That odious oyster is fetid incarnate
I can honestly say it's the worst thing I've ate