She Won'T Know

What's all this fuss about Haven't I furnished all your dreams Wildest and the untouched ones You Cantankerous bullheaded moron . Your beastly charm woos me so much So that I completely asphyxiate myself Bent on obeying all errands . You cry rupturing my passion loaded heart Guess what ?I buy that **** Turn myself into an ATM machine . Touring every sale at Macy's Stock some more of your wardrobe Abercrombie, Guess ,Calvin Klein,Chanel it is . Next day frenzy switches off to other things Now we want new apartment ,new vicinity Then follows my makeover , hair and teeth Transforming myself to suit your beliefs I Plump your spirit soaring high in the sky I realised I have become a slave you reign on . Hell I am erasing all blues and grays At last giving way to the gyre of dilemma That so long had tossed my thoughts into fray Now no more ,let me start up my liberation Shackled by menaces of turmoil and dejection I wonder ,after a decade or so when your head greys Someday you may trail backwards to my dynamism Swearing for sure to yourself, if not alone Flinching a bit,forcing a smile as the wind blows by the Ocean side , where we used to lie for hours And a Teardrop would come out of your eye .