The Truth
Words cut deep
deeper than any blade,
Yet I smile,
laughing at the things you say.
You do not see,
never knowing the real me,
I see the truth,
that which is better left hidden.
Just one question to ask,
why are we friends?
The reason that you tell,
because you care for me.
But that is a lie,
you care for the picture I present,
the false smiles,
and hollow laughs,
but this is the truth I keep.
Waking up I saw you.
The person you have become.
Someone who is selfish.
Living as the only one.
Watching out for your own.
Not a care in the world.
Did anyone ever say to you
This simply cannot be done?
Pushing away the well meaning hand.
Giving others a piece of your mind.
Thinking really nobody cares.
Living in blindness of your own skin.
You ask for the advice
Then twist what others say
Doing exactly what you please.
Laughing in the face of others pain.
Life can be a friend if you take the helping hand.
Do not think that you have become so pious.
Listen to the wise people who are true.
Ones who care whether or not you succeed.
I have news for you that may shock you.
The world is full of other people.
You are not the only one who exsists.
Nor do you have power to orbit the sun.
How can you break my heart into little pieces
slowly crushing my spirit
you understand that we are one and the same
our styles and mannerisms regarding others
yet when it comes to one another I allow you in
you only act like I'm just another one of your friends
Its hard to want to be with you when I keep getting shut out
I’m easily replaced by other girls
the pain has my stomach in knots
you injure my once capable capacity to love and become vulnerable
it seems like you don’t care at all
deep down I know you understand
but regardless of how I act, dress, look, or how much money I could ever have,
you will never care for me as I do for you.
which slowly breaks my heart into little pieces
Well I've been cheated
And stabbed in the back
But, see, I've cheated
Never even tried to care
All 'cause I let you get to me
It was dumb; 4 years ago I recall
And all those lines I faked
"It's cool, I'm fine, let's go"
Just never meant a thing 'til today
Since I've realized I let it all get to me
This is it, this is, it is
We promised we'd be fine and move on
But now I'm stuck again, not making a sound
I don't care who finds me
And I don't care if I'm all alone
You've been so patient
I've been so gritty
Coming from me, that's a different story
I've gotta get ready
So I can leave this state of mind already
I don’t care about ‘I do’
About your vows
What they mean to you
I don’t care about your life
Your family woes,
Your kids, your wife
I don’t care to be your shrink
To inspire your dreams
To help you think
I don’t care what’s inside
That draws me near
Then makes me hide
I don’t care what you see
Those fierce blue eyes
They cut through me
I don’t care to let it show
All I care
You’ll never know
As the song by: Apocalyptica, says:
I try to make it through my life, in my way, there's you
I try to make it through these lies, that's all I do
Just don't deny it
Just don't deny it and deal with it, yeah
Just deal with it
You try to break me,
You wanna break me...bit by bit,
That's just part of it
If you were or still alive
I don't care, I don't care
And all the things you left behind
I don't care, I don't care
I try to make you see my side
Always trying to stay in line
But your eyes see right through
That's all they do
I'm getting tired of
I've got no room when it's like this
What you want of me just deal with it
SO!
If you were or still alive
I don't care, I don't care
And all the things you left behind
I don't care, I don't care
(nothing can care about, nothing can care about)
(you won't be there for me, you won't be there for me)
If you were or still alive
I don't care, I don't care
And all the things you left behind
I don't care, I don't care
This song reminds me of the voices, depression, and my HORRIBLE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!