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Well I've been cheated And stabbed in the back But, see, I've cheated Never even tried to care All 'cause I let you get to me It was dumb; 4 years ago I recall And all those lines I faked "It's cool, I'm fine, let's go" Just never meant a thing 'til today Since I've realized I let it all get to me This is it, this is, it is We promised we'd be fine and move on But now I'm stuck again, not making a sound I don't care who finds me And I don't care if I'm all alone You've been so patient I've been so gritty Coming from me, that's a different story I've gotta get ready So I can leave this state of mind already