Suicide Abc Poems

 
 the day you left me ,I stood right there.
an empty soul ,tearing inside my head 
those dark bold eyes ,...

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Poem: It Took Over Me 
By: Ashley Eureeka Jones 
True Events 


I’m in the dark place
Up can’t sleep
To many thoughts going through my head 
Feeling...

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What is it about me? Is it, I'm not the beauty, you think I ought to be? Is it, the bags under my eyes, my...

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I wake up from 2 1/2 days in coma ?  I’m trying to remember my name or make a sound but I’m speechless soundless......

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Black hearts 
Hearts decaying in plain sight, I know that you would never notice that I stopped breathing. Internally screaming just waiting to find a...

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I'm  sorry for lying  but  there was no  other way. 
I'm sorry  for  living.  What  more can...

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Death isn’t the end
It can’t be
It’s not that I feel you here
I wish that I could so badly
I look for signs that you’re near

Death isn’t...

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When I was thirteen years young, I filleted my upper right thigh.
47 times.
In one night.
In one hour.
I wrote suicide notes,
Every night. 
I folded them up...

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what's a thorn without a rose 
what's a bleeding without feelings 
real darkness is where no light can shine 
intact to keep the light in...

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i write stories
about my pain
using that as a
way to escape
my low in order
to reach my highest point,
everyday i was
hungry for success
but procrastination was
added on with...

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If there is no sickness
If no accident occur
If no one murders anybody
If one doesn't commit suicide
How long a man lives
I ask

If one goes to church...

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A moment away from losing it
Being strong isn't easy
Crazy thoughts running through my head
Death is a regular one
Enough pain has been had
For now, I'm suffering
Going...

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Broken bones, arthritis, going under the knife
I been through a lot of pain on my life
But physical pain I can handle it’s almost something I...

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Surrounded by people but feeling alone
Wearing a smile not really my own
Not caring if I live or I die
Wake up each morning ad wondering why
Thinking...

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Dash dot dot (D)
my heart pours out into a puddle of sludge
its been overused 
overly abused
everything gone

dot (E)
the last thing I remember is you all...

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My body, my possession have be violated and stripped away from me,
A story that I kept locked inside, in the deepest part of me,
Men and...

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My darkened memories plague inside my head
Scratching and tearing to awake my dread
I cower and cry in fear of death
Only to realize I waste my...

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I dreamt of running around the meadows,
Full of glee my heart is chanting
As  I rest my head above my elbow
Shit memories that are haunting

Those...

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I lay awake at night 
Staring at my wrists 
Thinking with a blade that they must be kissed.
I reach for my phone to tell my...

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This is a moment of truth
A time to be set free 
From the thoughts that resides in me
Am tired of crying myself to sleep 
For...

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