Fight

Fight First I lost my way, then I lied to all, I list my life, as I lost my goal..!! The more I tried to fix, the more I got got stuck, Even my good deeds in the past could not change my luck..!! People I stood by when they were down, Stabbed me in the back, and left me in the deep waters to drown..!! First I lost my way, then I lied to all, I list my life, as I lost my goal..!! Everyone blamed me, and treated me like a convict, But Noone truly understood why I did what I did..!! Though no excuse can justify the evil I did, And that's black spot I'll have to live with..!! First I lost my way, then I lied to all, I list my life, as I lost my goal..!! I tried running away from this life, not once but multiple times, But no matter what I did I just didn't die..!! Everyone said it was because God has some other plans, But where was he when I begged, and was drawn to Satan..!! First I lost my way, then I lied to all, I list my life, as I lost my goal..!! But now I'll try my best to fight, not because I regained my faith in God, As now I know that no matter what good deeds I do, I'll never go to the heavenly abode..!! First I lost my way, then I lied to all, I list my life, as I lost my goal..!! I'll fight for my life and my only ray of light, I'll fight till my last breath for son and my wife..!! Doesn't matter what the world thinks of me, Though I love my God, but even his love matters less to me..!! All I want is my family to walk with head held high, and with a smile, That would be day that I would relax and can happily die..!! First I lost my way, then I lied to all, I list my life, as I lost my goal..!! The more I tried to fix, the more I got got stuck, Even my good deeds in the past could not change my luck..!! People I stood by when they were down, Stabbed me in the back, and left me in the deep waters to drown..!!