ghostly possession
welcomed by writer poet
who was out of words
Ill call you my muse
you are full of ideas
wish youd come sooner
Categories:
youd, spiritual,
Form: Senryu
I'm not worth a lot
But you are
Your more then the moon and stars
You hold the key to my deeply broken heart
Your more then everything and I tear myself apart
You love me but I'm dead
Mentally I'm gone
But you don't care
Youd love me till the sun runs out
Till the end
I'm not worth a lot
But you are
Your special and wonderful
And I'm not
I'm bruised and never enough
I'm sorry if you think my writing is sad
But the truth is so am I
im not worth a lot
But you...
Your worth everything and more
Categories:
youd, 9th grade, heartbreak, love,
Form: Free verse
i once looked up to you
a child only seees things through
inocent eyes
i looked up to you even afer what you did to the woman i was a reflection of
i looked up to you even after the bars closed where youd rest your head
i looked up to you when for some reason i had to walk past you pretending i didnt know you
I looked up to you even when youd pass me that joint
i looked up to you even when i would through up from the bottle you passed me and told me to have fun
but i stopped looking up to you when the white line you so graciously passed me filled my nose
and the pipe would pass from you to your friend who caressed my breast and you didnt flinch
i stopped looking up to you when your knees whould hit the ground so you could find that invisible rock that Definitely did not hit the ground
i stopped looking up to you when my life was no longer existing to you and i had to care for my sister.
you turned on me when i fought so hard to never turn on you.
i stopped looking up to you when you became a grandpa and we were sent out in the cold because the rock on the ground gave you more love then you wanted
Categories:
youd, addiction, fathers day, goodbye,
Form: Free verse
Where do you go
Someone asked me so
if the people you love
See you as a curse from above
And they
Or so they say
don't want you to succeed
Youd be there in word and deed
Where do you go
if your are no longer
a fillment to a need
But a problem, in the way
Or on rocky turf the seed do'th lay
What is left if the space you fill
is overkill
What's the meaning
if you no longer a purpose fulfill
Categories:
youd, death,
Form: Rhyme
The Old me went,
Just disappeared ,
For a time I found it weird ,
But 3 years on,
And now I see,
This bi7c4 will stay .
She killed old me .
And she dont care, and rarely cries ,
I now see through this b@#hes eyes.
I see most people are dumb or rude ,
Or nasty , crass and very crude .
I see I don't really like much folk ,
I find them twats or just a joke .
I see id rather be alone,
No one to complain no one to moan ,
I see the world through open eyes ,
And most people I now despise ,
But judge me not ,youd sympathise , if you saw through this bi7c4es eyes
Categories:
youd, emotions,
Form: Rhyme
04/24/2020 Today is your due date my little BABY
Today was the day the dr's said youd arrive
A lot of emotions surface , because we
Already said hello and had to say goodbye
When they told me the date It was fine by me
One thing that I now see
Is that its GODS plans that we must abide
I do wish that today you were here with me
With more days ahead of you , to thrive
Somedays are sad , some days I'm angry
I'm just hurt because your not alive
Im blessed tho, because an angel is what GOD gave me
When he sent you into my life
I just cant help but to think how we
Could be meeting today for the very first time
It hurts my heart when I sit here and think
You couldve been alive inside me
this entire time
Just 4 months ago you were here with me
Since you've been gone ,
I feel a way no words can describe
I believe one day you'll be back with me
Until that day I'll patiently wait and see
Today we could've said hello but we've already had to say goodbye
Categories:
youd, baby, hurt, meaningful, remember,
Form: Rhyme
Where do i start,how can i make you understand,my love for you is real,but my life is miserable cause of how you makr me feel. Yo new to me this is all new to me,yo diffrent in so many ways if only youd see. I wish it was the way it was at the start,but now im just lonely with a hole in my heart. I feel betrayed in so many ways,maybe im jealouse all the time you make it like that everyday. I just cant do it anymore,im done being played like before.you a lie like every otha dude,just so disrespectful and rude.its killing me inside deep down inside,im just done with all the hurtful lies. I need you in my life you spose to be my only friend ,but hon i cant do it all ova again. So im just gonna b the one to let it go no matter how hard this is,but yove been playing me all along,so if you c this just no yove always been in the wrong.
Categories:
youd, confusion,
Form: ABC
If I wear my heart on my sleeve
You unravel the thread
No need to grieve
For I am already dead
You should have listened
To the words that I said
Instead you were trapped
By the thoughts in your head
If I pull the knife out of my back
You sharpen the blade
If trump is hearts
I have a handful of spades
If I light a match
You pour gas on the flame
If I served you a meal on a silver plate
Youd ask why it's not gold
And told me dinner was late
If I told you to leave
Youd glue yourself to the floor
If I gave you everything
You'd always want more.
Categories:
youd, abuse, addiction, anger, confusion,
Form: I do not know?
B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L
B.Blissful my beloved
E.Extravagant
A.Amazing beyond Imagining
U.Unique in every-way
T.Tender and Compassionate
I. Immortal In my heart
F.Forever Pledged to your Majesty
U.Unforgettable
L.Limitless My Loyalty
Queen of the Goddesses i kneel before your royalty
(Baby Your Beautiful)
I swear you got me in my feelings so let me say this formally...
Cupid caught me slipping and that wouldnt happen normally ..
Emotions are disorderly wish you could mean more to me ...
One day to have the courage to follow my heart accordingly...
Passion may it pour from me if youd only be my Mi Armor...
My love so everlasting every breath you take my soul adores....
Teach you how to levitate your feet shall never touch the floor...
I'd sweep you off them anyway like grains of dust through open doors....
Looking in your eyes its like I've never seen the stars before ...
The only wish I have is that my hand should never part from yours...
i will be your soldier at attention let my love deploy ....
There is no competition I just wanna be your lover boy...
Categories:
youd, deep, desire, education, feelings,
Form: Free verse
this is for the girls who feel mistreated
heart broken and defeated
hold your head up everything will be alright
its your own refelection that you fear
everytime you look into the mirror
because society blinds you from your own beauty
who cares what other people got to say
its your own opinion that matters anyway
if you could only see what the people that matters sees
youd realize your own beauty
your amazing in more ways than you can tell
learning from everything thats put you through hell
so pull your eyes up off the ground
cuz you might be missing what would have never been found
dont look back and wonder why
look forward smile and through a kiss to the sky
because people that mind dont matter
and people who matter dont mind
each and everyone of you are beautiful in your own way
so when you wake up put a smile on and face the day
Categories:
youd, love,
Form: Rhyme
you cant stop me
i was born to be a
beauty of a monster
feed me your hearts
just for fun
not sustaining life
feelings besides my own
get me high
i am the terror
something youd not expect
a helpless delusion
i prey upon the power drunk
dabble in my web
seduction something dangerous
use it in kind
in this
every blade double sided
i slake upon the doubting lord
quill a dagger disguised
feel my wrath for both of us
i already feel ill
the black widow
compost for my garden
i smell the blossoms
harvest from telling moons
darkness a sulky solace
crowns are for fools
Categories:
youd, dark, desire, introspection, psychological,
Form: Free verse
your stone cold hands hold me tightly as i cling to you and shut my eyes
we claim our passion for each other but you know nothing of me as do i of you
you keep confusing me everyday wondering if you want me today or not
or you act as if im nonexistant
but i still catch your eyes following my direction
and then youll text me
taunting me with your tongue
like im an angel and youre a demon guiding me to hell
im a fool to give in but i do everytime
i just wish youd come up to heaven once in a while too
you say we shouldnt be so sensual but we speak words far past those boundries
god you are so manipulative whywhywhywhywhywhwy
do i give in
i still love you
- kh
Categories:
youd, emotions, hurt, love, youth,
Form: Free verse
cats in my neighborhood agree
there is something youd like to see
if you stay out all night
and meow until light
a man with a club climbs a tree.
Categories:
youd, giggle, humor, night, old,
Form: Limerick
A moment that takes you by surprise
Before you even realize
One that takes your breath away
You thought youd never see that day.
Heart broken apart before
Pieces that fit together once more
A day like when an angel sings
Never felt any such thing
So scared to take a breath for it may quickly pass
Moments like this never last.
Categories:
youd, meaningful, time,
Form: Prose
He comes again this year
With him my buried relatives
I welcome them with warm feelings
All day everyday for a month or more
Uncertain confusing it will be pretty bemusing
I see it everyday now
Video Game Consoles
Dress ups for parties
Christmas amusement parks
first love
Easily calling today
Nostalgia gnawing
Im choked up in tears
Non stop cold rain
On top of the Christmas weather
My Papa's love
Enveloping me
Santa making it cheery
Lola and lolo visiting
Daddy and Mommy chiming in
Youd think it would be a boy
I thought it could have been him
Cruelly mistaken
Can never shake this feeling
Dead family never lost but painful so it seems
Noche Buena on the 24th
Media Noche on New Year
Parol lit all month
Simbang gabi
All hope and peace
Without these we are lost
We must need these
It comes every year
Dousing it wont work
We must need it because we live through it
But then wait, for sweetness
I hold dear to the living
Only solution to shake gloom away
More resplendent than sleeping it off with kerosene
I know that now, sobered, I see it much better
Categories:
youd, christmas, first love, god,
Form: Free verse
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