Broken Hearted

Where do i start,how can i make you understand,my love for you is real,but my life is miserable cause of how you makr me feel. Yo new to me this is all new to me,yo diffrent in so many ways if only youd see. I wish it was the way it was at the start,but now im just lonely with a hole in my heart. I feel betrayed in so many ways,maybe im jealouse all the time you make it like that everyday. I just cant do it anymore,im done being played like before.you a lie like every otha dude,just so disrespectful and rude.its killing me inside deep down inside,im just done with all the hurtful lies. I need you in my life you spose to be my only friend ,but hon i cant do it all ova again. So im just gonna b the one to let it go no matter how hard this is,but yove been playing me all along,so if you c this just no yove always been in the wrong.