When racism met suicideScars fade but trauma doesn't
She wished it was the the other way round
At least then she wouldn't be haunted by the memories
Maybe the cuts wouldn't hurt as much
Maybe she wouldn't have done it at all
Each tear was another cut
Each cut made her numb
She didn't want people to see her cry she thought Her...
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Categories:
suicide, bullying, prejudice, race, racism,
Form: Free verse
YouMany years have slipped beneath the tide of time, yet still I remember.
I was just a youth, standing high above the world from Ocean Towers in Downtown Kingston, gazing out toward the pier, when my eyes caught sight of her. A woman, moving with eerie calm, made her way down Duke Street. There was something...
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Categories:
suicide, betrayal, blessing, celebration, confidence,
Form: Free verse
The Poisoning of My MindThere are days the sun drags itself across the sky like a wounded thing,
and I follow behind it,
meek as a shadow no one asked for.
My feet walk the same road to the mailbox, rocky and too long,
and still I walk it.
Beside me, the hemlock grows.
Tall and soft, almost beautiful.
It does not beckon.
It does not need...
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Categories:
suicide, deep, depression, growth, heartbreak,
Form: Free verse
The case of lynching vs suicideThe case of lynching vs suicide
A black man
Hangs
Lifeless
Silent
Eerie
The only sound
Is the wind thrashing around
As it surrounds
The black man
Screaming loud
Trying to get the man to make a sound
The wind howled
In pain
In agony
Watching as the whole town
Laughing like he was some kind of clown
The police never showed
In the...
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Categories:
suicide, political, prejudice, race, racism,
Form: Free verse
One MonthToday is one month since my son left the earth
How can life just move on like nothing happened?
I am still reeling and trying to accept this as reality
while the days keep marching on and it feels WRONG
It takes so much energy to just function, some things
that mean a lot to me have been lost in...
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Categories:
grief, suicide,
Form: Free verse
A message to the fallenStop.
Turn around.
You forgot something.
Take a step back.
away from the edge.
Come back to me.
We can stay like this.
On the floor of the roof.
You just stay in my arms.
Stop apologising.
It's not your fault.
It's okay, you're still here.
That's what i would've said.
I would've held you in my arms.
If you'd only listened when i said:
Take a step back.
Away from...
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Categories:
i miss you, suicide,
Form: Free verse
Black SwanLonely, naked, in the corn fields,
a stranger to this new awakening,
stitching upon new found flesh,
upon the recently perished dead.
A bloody vessel cannot sail,
and the pull-ness from the tide,
and the fields whip the wind gale,
and this leaves the shape open blind
the blind-ness sees with open shut eyes
spinning sweet, saliva,
to our child-hood waifa
innocence turns to antics,
bronze bleeding...
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Categories:
sorrow, suicide,
Form: Rhyme
It's better this waySometimes I miss you more than ever
Seeing sunsets or paperclips
Seeing things you wouldve loved and not being able to tell you about it
I know you weren't the best
But at least you tried
Tried your best untill you died
Ive missed you every day since then
Not sure I'll ever stop
Might miss you till the day i die
But maybe...
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Categories:
suicide, death, deep, depression, grief,
Form: Rhyme
Suicides not selfishMaybe I'm not sorry
That I left you all behind
Maybe this is what I need
And iv made up my mind
Suicide is selfish
Thats what you all will say
But your the ones who make me
Live like this each day
Every second hurts
More painful than the last
And i will forever hate myself
As I relive my past
So I hate you all...
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Categories:
suicide, anger, anxiety, death, depression,
Form: Rhyme
Combustion
I’ve always dreamed of painting
with fire—
lash the canvas with embers,
watch the smoldering orange spread,
chasing white into flame—
before my chaos dies into silence.
It feels natural, this
need to see my art burn—
they’re not complete, not before
the charred ink is bathed in heat.
I paint with alcohol then
ignite—
so my work is no longer
just raven lines on pale...
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Categories:
art, fire, life, suicide,
Form: Free verse
Weary SoulYes ,yes I was a precious soul
Turned to a flower that's slowly decaying
My roots are dead and gone
Can only draw waters when I'm praying
The stars allign enough to keep me breathing
but never enough to keep me away from grieving
I'm a question mark in motion when it comes to
the act of living
Sometimes wishing to...
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Categories:
suicide, deep, depression, grief, hope,
Form: Rhyme
Here right nowYou don't need to be, anybody else but you
Because only you can see, what the world is to you
You take all you know, and apply it life
Because what you're looking for, is a way to survive.
My mother said son, why do you worry so young?
For you don't need to think, about the earth so deep.
Though...
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Categories:
age, deep, mother, suicide,
Form: Romanticism
that night“can we see your arms?”
how does one sentence effect me so deeply?
when the police asked that question
my heart plummeted in my chest
my eyes got watery
my hands got shakey
and suddenly i regretted everything that i had done
i didn’t want my grandma to see
how much i hated myself
how much i hated the body that...
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Categories:
suicide, angst, depression, mental health,
Form: Free verse
The Price I'd PaySometimes I’m angry you left. That you gave up. That you weren’t strong enough to stay. The bitterness creeps in quietly, like a shadow I didn’t invite. But then I stop—because who am I to measure a pain I never lived? I never stood at the edge of whatever storm made jumping feel safer than...
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Categories:
suicide, anxiety, longing, loss, relationship,
Form: Prose Poetry
The ballad of the last black girl in schoolThe last one standing
Would usually be a victory
But in this black girls story
It was the opposite
For her this was a loss
Being the only black girl in the school
And for this She felt it deeply
Knowing for the next few years She would be lonely
Most of the other black parents
Wanted their children
To escape from...
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Categories:
suicide, bullying, discrimination, race, racism,
Form: Free verse
Specific Types of Suicide Poems
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