Short Disconnection Poems

Forget and go back
Feeling at a loss without
Fear of disconnect...

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Hollow souls wander

Void of purposeful direction

Housed in empty vessels

Lost in disconnection...

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xi.

i must not pity those(including
the raw of me) when asking god
forgiveness as i am now grown
and remember the svelte drifting
sexual touches of your shall i
say body?Disconnection follows
by truly mind over matter dripping
a moan of sadness.

:: 05-28-2016 ::...

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When we finally define ourselves will we truly be happy? Will all else fall into place?  Or will the act of defining who we are, apart from the surroundings brings us to disquietness?  Be the harbinger to the unraveling of our very nature, rather than connection or reconnection. Do we then find disconnection?...

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Drifting away from myself
Is like breaking of the chord
Division inside me
Disconnection of inner me from reality
Loosing my identity
Don't care whose watching
But heart sobbing silently
Arms crossed over my head
Eyes blurred with tears
Like a lost child wondering around
Its an unbearable nightmare
Is like sinking in a pool of schizophrenia....

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NEGATIVITY STARTED IN THE GARDEN
WITH TRICKERY FROM THE ADVERSARY
TWISTED WORDS HEARD WHILE STANDING
AT THE TREE
WICKED CONVERSATION DRESSED UP
POSING QUESTIONS ,MAKING ACCUSATIONS,
PLANTING SEEDS OF CANCER .....
MISUNDERSTANDING CAUSE THE DISCONNECTION
WITH SPIRITUAL INNOCENCE......
ADAM AND EVE ASHAME OF THEIR NAKEDNESS....
NO LONGER SINLESS PERVERTED THROUGH THE USAGE 
OF WORDS.............

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Heavy is the wind
    That carries human anguish
O’er fields of death
     To settle a score

Gentle is the wind
     That cradles a love song
And comforts young mothers  
     Widowed by war   

Laughing is the wind
     At human disconnection
And failure to hold
     Onto lessons of yore

Crying is the wind
     As it mourns forever
Those we have lost
     To touch nevermore
     


8/22/17...

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This feeling of disconnection-

Is a part of the aftermath that I cannot explain. 

It is as if I am being haunted by a part of me that is still innocent. 

It is as if I am being chased by guilt that belongs to someone else. 

Promises that I never said out loud.

That I eventually forgot in the haze. 

I wonder how many times one person can be revived. 

Before there is nothing left of them to undo....

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In my mind, my body moves
Involuntary images appear.
Orientation becomes distorted
 Deceptive imagery adheres.

I run, I hop, Sometimes I fly
Unreachable - too complex to;
Impossible Illusions
Bizarre delusions.

Elation, fear, and colors appear
Activities bestow my movement. 
No loss of awareness
Conversations preparedness.

I wake with misplaced thoughts 
Subconscious disconnection 
Deep sleep dreamin' 
Immediately forgotten....

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Cry with flustered eyes.
Land on powdered faces.
Struck where beauty lies.
Misery is what she embraces.

Walking upon inanimate ash.
God hears her yearning.
Where right and wrong clash.
Trouble at every turning.

Drop a few holy coins.
In her incessant depression.
Her never-ending disconnection;
and with her morose expression,
Our feeling is mutual.

She washes away,
With the night's aftermath.
Where human trash lay.
She leads a different path....

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I got a hair pin trigger
Got a holster on my hip
Put a nickel on my needle
So my record don't skip 

My attitude is ugly
There's no beauty in my beast
My attention span is faulty
And my anger has increased

I got a nasty disposition 
Got a thirst I cannot quench
It smells like broken spirit
I can hardly stand the stench

I got a sudden disconnection
Lug the load that's on my mind
I am NOT your great sensation
I'm the son that never shined

~Billy Hitz~...

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Even though,
We do fall short
We do come' to Mass
         - Fore -
 We are God's People
He is the beginning
Thus ly, He is' the Past
      -------
  We Honor Him
        - But -
It always' come back to 
       ......The Cross
How much He did sacrifice
         How much He had lost
Yes, their is such a disconnection
                To this very day
    The Devil still continue
                  To do EVIL
 We only need to but,
     Continue to Pray

                  GF...

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