Trauma has wrapped me in its slimy tentacles
Tightening, till my depression becomes clinical
Man with yellow pad listens obligingly
Then into my happy place he is guiding me
I imagine my beautiful tropical island home
All is serene and I am finally alone
Turquoise waters pet the shores sand
Oh so ready to rest from life in this land
With long hypnotic strokes, newness is washed away
Carried into the Icy depths of ancient days
I sit, contented for once, on the hot white grains
Coconut in hand yet taste of... oatmeal remains
I cannot tell the time, nor anything truly measure
In my island retreat, alone, I will stay forever.
*the nurse continues spooning oatmeal into the patients open maw
Wiping his chin after each bite and closing his jaws.
Categories:
obligingly, beach, crazy, mental illness,
Form: Couplet
Observe, deep laugh lines run
Obligingly around
Obedient to years
Of smiles upon her face.
Overlook her awful
Obviously painful
Ongoing constant throe
Date: 04/04/2021
Contest: Pleiades O
Sponsor: Kim Merryman
Categories:
obligingly, age, character, pain,
Form: Free verse
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The Ocean's Flip Cycle
An abandoned luna relinquished its stardust sky, occasion aroused a climbing star, amidst its heaving rolls of honey-buttered spills, cresting o'er shape-shifting creams, bobbing athwart a cerulean ether, whilst a turbulent ocean, steep with envy, weighing well-meant expressions gifted beyond horizon's rim. A magnanimous sun obligingly soothes, in-kind, blanketing the last vestige of roughness, embracing a collaborated welcoming of quietude. The placating spectacle is performed during Spring's season, synergy affects nutritious trading as cold turns warm.
throughout springtime
heavy water bottoms
hearty warmth lift
2021 April 03
Categories:
obligingly, earth day, ocean, spring,
Form: Haibun
OUR OAK
I shall always think of it as our oak;
Yours and mine.
Majestic in that green haven from urban cacophony,
It sheltered us in those precious moments:
Discreetly deaf to our small talk,
Obligingly blind to the fool I was making of myself.
Did I babble?
Memory has erased my every word.
Yet yours are indelible;
Every word, every inflection, every lilt
Oh, that lilt, invading my sleepless nights.
Did you feel it…the chemistry?
Have you any idea what happens to your eyes when you laugh?
Every cliché by every poet throughout the ages
Bubbles up from a sea of startling, sparkling blue
You laughed
And a thousand Sunday steeples burst into song.
You laughed
And I knew I would love you to the grave.
And then the rain stopped and I lost you forever.
I stood, rooted to the spot as you walked away.
The sun struggled through a threadbare patch in the cloud
To light up your hair for a last, fleeting second
And you were gone.
How could I let you go with so much unsaid
So many questions?
The rain stopped….and I hadn’t even asked your name.
5th July 2020
The One That Got Away contest
Sponsor - Silent One
Categories:
obligingly, love, tree,
Form: Free verse
halloween in
i mean in
western
pennsylvania
before there
was non
existent climate
change where
before now
my eyes
yes suddenly
predictably on
my grandson stopped
about how hot
it was under
his costume so
i continued to
pull off his
face mask so
he could
relax
catch his breath
before his next
trick but they
always obligingly
went for the
treat of
some sticky stuff
or as what was
that was it
moving in my bag
this took me
back when
on an obviously
October night
i simply
dressed as a ghost
and like most
sheets with
poked out eyes
felt the cold
and so
wore
on top of my
disguise
a winter
coat
Categories:
obligingly, muse, , western,
Form: I do not know?
The record plays -
sounds of love; words that touch the heart.
I reach for you with all my being
and, finding I still cannot touch you
I sit down to cover paper with my song to you.
A piece of paper - starchy white with tiny, symmetrical
blue veins running across.
An impersonal piece of paper that obligingly holds my
ink-blotched words so that I may gaze at them
and wonder at their lack of saying
what I mean to say.
I run my hand across the page and wish it were you I was touching.
I wish each quiet scratch of the pen on parchment was
the sound of your voice.
And, because not the page nor the words nor the sound is you -
I cross out everything I've written, crumple the page and
throw it away.
The room is silent now. The record has quit turning.
The needle is in its cradle.
And I find that tonight I have no song. Not on paper.
Only within me.
And, tomorrow, I'll again reach out to touch you.
Categories:
obligingly, heart, how i feel,
Form: Free verse
The morning sun just rising, glaring;
a damp, colder, workaday street ...
fallen leaves scattered,
Halloween mere days away:
Suddenly: Startled by the workman:
A stray, jet-black cat
frightenedly slinking into utter darkness
under a nearby porch.
In the gloom, the cat all but disappears,
save for its wide, pained, wild eyes
staring back threateningly into the daylight:
Disembodied eyes illumined,
like molten gold blazing,
dancing and hovering in gloom;
eyes winking on and off,
twin, sinister lamps,
the brightest, most moribund yellow:
The cat glancing aside, this way, that.
And irridescence
hanging in the hushed air
about all and sundry,
an apparition,
fog slowly vanishes.
Categories:
obligingly, celebration, halloween, imagery, nature,
Form: Prose Poetry
Darkness and I have become allies,
affinity by association's shadowed prayer
spoken of the same kindred language,
consanguinity in our devout appeal
of blackening night's smoky exposure,
like a coke whore I obligingly snort it
doomed to partake in a dreadful flight
upon an impeding raven's blighted sojourn
midway extravagances of destructive somber ruins,
obscurity's sulphurous gloom of unsung melodies
surrendered in silence 'midst dusky moonlit spirits
Categories:
obligingly, allegory, dark, emotions, introspection,
Form: Free verse
Forever faithful, fragile hearts,
Reach for eternal love.
Adoration for each other.
Gentle kisses so sublime.
Inspired when this feeling brings,
Loves lasting joy, that tugs heartstrings.
Ensuring two hearts stay entwined,
Heartbeats obligingly as one.
Empirical no understanding,
Always and ever loves demanding,
Realizing dreams of days gone by.
Together intrepid, not faint hearted,
Saying goodbye to lonely times.
10/ 19/ 2016.
Categories:
obligingly, heart,
Form: Acrostic
Oranges are always lovely
Nestling unknowable dreams
But they never come to you obligingly
You need to have a heart genuine
The evening clouds in the sky
Have raised colours of hushed height
I perceive some salted stimuli
Of possible oranges in sight
But what actually comes
Is a splash of orange light
Asking me how are my lungs
The cranes in their homeward flight
Are then the orange seasons gone
Those tickling smells of paradise
A flock of fireflies in the lawn
One by one the stars arise
____________________________________________
2/1/2016
Not for contest
Categories:
obligingly, hope, image, metaphor, paradise,
Form: Rhyme
agony of expectations never to be met,
duties to obligingly tend, without end
love's vessel silently sailing, ever empty
nothing to be shared but the pangs of regret,
missing a lover, a confidante, a friend
needing a match to spark heat aplenty
trouble and pain does not make one forget,
hearts may not break, but can certainly bend
desire never stops, not at fifty or twenty
life's grit irks the soul like an unpaid debt
as the oyster seeks solace from a grain of sand
the heart tries to cushion our pain, so intently
so we open our shells, as if sails being set
a glimpse of the pearl and the message is sent
to be held ever close, ever near, ever gently
Categories:
obligingly, love, metaphor,
Form: Free verse
Yours is a horrendous bother
I decode one side, you obfuscate another!
I twist and turn, twist and turn again
fingers engrossed around your parts, another twist
extirpates the other side! My enthusiasm refuses to wane.
I warp your shifting visage, weave the obliterated wrist
only to dislodge several faces
I obligingly deface your six surfaces…
In my neurotic endeavors to unwind
the unfathomable thoughts on your wavering mind,
I take manifold cyclical turns in your opaque fog
Your stupor and anonymity declines to unclog!
My flirtatious advances don’t inveigle your obstinate resolve
Chances to demystify you haplessly dissolve,
In your complacent maze
and overwrought gaze!
Still in downright disarray
My fortitude, haunted by dismay!
You’re unfazed, you obliviously recline
Whilst my inquest continues to wriggle and whine!
I scrupulously ingest your manual again
and brace for another futile try,
Why am I so smitten, when I am already certain
You’ll still remain awry!
Categories:
obligingly, imagination,
Form: Rhyme
"If in the first act you have hung a pistol on the wall, then in the following one it should be fired." -- Anton Chekhov
Chekhov declared that it's clearly imperative
That a gun given billing must duly be fired.
The bullet obligingly cinches the narrative,
Sating the thirst that the gun first inspired.
Yet the world is awash in objects inutile,
Which clog our disorderly narrative streams.
So why should a playwright adhere to so futile
A diktat pertaining to props in a scene?
Myself for example, habitually arming
The darkness that swaddles me, inkily deep,
My mind so occulted its doubly alarming
To grasp the black Kimber, now sprung from its keep.
The prop having found its way on to the stage,
My untethered demons start chorally keening,
Quite certain they know what the gun must presage:
That this is the moment that holds all the meaning.
Categories:
obligingly, depression,
Form: Verse
The steady cadence of your soul does quell
a passioned spirit, aching to unfold.
Your rhythmic heart emits a luring spell,
forbidding independence to take hold.
Obligingly I dance your metered waltz,
though yearning, from within, new melodies.
As stifled feet twine love both true and false,
veils of deception swirl in scented breeze.
A smile that mourns a freedom not yet held;
soft, gentle laughs entangle with a sigh.
Disguises; sweetness with frustrations meld,
a masquerade to drown a heartfelt cry…
must dreams be tethered for eternity?
or will a life in free verse beckon me?
Categories:
obligingly, introspection, love
Form: Sonnet
If possession is nine-tenths of the law
entirely, you're mine
though cosmically, empirically
we lack the ties that bind
For naught these thoughts
escape me through the river of the day
while every beryl and burst of you
contain me as they stay
And while the very air we breathe
is cycled through our distance
I know that even air succumbs
to love in sweet resistance
If possession is nine-tenths of the law
then what am I to do?
for obligingly, surprisingly
I now belong to you.
Categories:
obligingly, life, love, passion, people,
Form: Rhyme
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