Memory Numb Poems

I'm still here, count the seconds, now I know
Not for long though
"How long?"
Your guess is as good as mine
Time to dive deep
How I miss that
Not...

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Sitting under the old willow tree,
shedding a few memory tears,
wondering when time will heal,
my poor heartbrokenness,
you're gone forever.
Now I'll see you 
no more.  Numb;
death,...

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There is nothing I am hoping for. 

There is not even anything I am waiting for. 

I no longer care about who I can trust....

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(His Version of Somber)

Even in the light of day no light can penetrate me, the darkness seeps out of my soul and it consumes me
I...

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It’s 10:30 on a Wednesday night and I am sitting on my floor.
Been staring at a blank space on the wall and I’ve lost track...

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Our breath falling short
I look up to the cloudless, starry sky
The tiles are lit
Glowing white
The city never sleeps
The lights glittering like stars
Our heads were held...

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more alcohol has passed these lips
than waters fill the seas
more tears have rained upon this face
than storms could ever dream

so numb is just a daily...

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And left without realizing I understood nothing 
I shrugged it off with a lump in my throat 
I tripped and stumbled over to the countertop...

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5/28/2018
What am I doing in a place like this? 

So distant yet right at my fingertips…only a few know it exists.

A coat of Pacific blue...

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When the mind became numb I didn’t have to feel the rest.
Feelings they say, I laugh, I never felt the blame.

When the mind became numb...

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