I wish you love my valentine
I wish once more that you were mine
Gone are the days when you did care
Gone is the love that we once shared
For you I pine sweet Valentine...
Sadness that returns again and again
When will the sadness end
From feelings of loneliness and pain
To thoughts of regret and shame
Will I ever be the same
From love that's been tossed
To a friend that was lost
Hopes of finding friends till the end
And dreams of finding love again
When will this sadness end
One year ago
To this very day
Both of my parents
Were taken away
On the interstate
A car hit them from the side
And there at the scene
Is where they both died
Many nights I cried
Clear tears from my eyes
Like the seas or the oceans
The water never drys
Emotions running high
My sorrows I still drown
I try to stop the pain
But the rain keeps falling down
One week later the sadness
I would carry
As I placed two sets of roses
At the cemetary
A picture of us all
made my feelings run wild
Taken by my mom
It read "I love my only child"
I know your in Gods' arms
And he will love you so
But what I'd give to hug you
And never let you go
Still every night and day
No matter where the place is
If it's looking at the sun or the moon
I see your faces
I'm still trying to cope
But when I stare up from the ground
I see a glimpse of hope now that
the sun is shining down
If time could stand still, I'd freeze it here,
So you'd always hold me, close and near.
In your arms, where I am meant to be,
Filled with the perfect love you've given me.
A bond so strong, a hold so tight,
To know you're the one, my "Mr. Right".
A blessing sent from up above,
In you I've found my one true love.
Our lives intertwined to be as one,
Upon this journey, we've just begun.
Where you and I will find no less,
than eternal love and happiness.
What are you supposed to do?
When it all breaks apart?
That love isn’t there.
The one that existed,
When you were sparkly-eyed teenagers.
The kindness and small gestures,
That made your heart skip a beat or even two.
But it’s faded,
Years wore it down.
In one’s eyes, the other’s wrong.
In the other’s eyes, they’re wrong.
But what’s real?
Break,
You’re gone.
Break,
It’s done.
Break,
Please leave.
Break,
I need to breathe.
Who we were,
Isn’t who we are.
Turmoil is blowing it up.
Maybe we need space.
We just need the distance.
We don’t need each other like before.
Break,
This is the end.
Break,
There’s nothing to mend.
Break,
Please leave.
Break,
I need to breathe.
The love is still there.
But it’s not quite enough.
There’s more to life then that.
It’s too rough.
So we need a break.
Just please leave.
I need to breathe.
because of the breeze
because of the trees
because love has been filtered in the air
i wonder dearly my love why are you standing there
what did i do to muster up that face
it scared away my anger but left shame in its place
should i walk away from you today
my love should i leave you lonely and go astray
my love do you hear my cries
do you see the tears in my eyes
don't ignore the face
i just want to embrace you and all that you're worth
even though i have became like gum on the bottom of your shoe
like scum
unknown have i wandered now i am gone forever
like i could have never existed disappeared
nobody to dream about
now that your gone
no happy thoughts to set
my dreams on
no waiting spirit
to give my love to
no future plans
of what we would do
my hope was murdered
by fate and cause
my wishes denighed
by one simple clause
EVERYTHING i wanted
i wanted because of you
things i could'nt have
but wanted them for you
there went my striving
my will to live on
waking for another day
without you in my arms
my fairy tale ended
as shakepeare's tragities
everyday wondering
what will become of me
i write these words
with tears in my eyes
my deepest emotions
i give with pride
the truest love
there will ever be
is a love that
will mourn for thee
I lay still,feeling futile
Is this really how Love should be?
Somehow you appear as a phantom
As if i do not know you at all,
Is this a true space?
Where you are so grand
And i am so small.
'Ere I sleep
I contemplate for awhile,
Unsure whether to return to my own world
Or wait for the change.
This hold that you possess
I somehow am unable to bear
And yet i remain beside you,
Keeper of my destiny
But it is as if i am not there.
I close my eyes,fearing to dream
Lost and slowly fading
You always approach me.
Without wanting to let you in
I already know you hold the key
You must tell if this is how Love should be.
I see you as my personal fiction
And my darkest night,
I long to be a soul of Freedom
No longer desiring to be seated in the palm of your hand.
'Ere I sleep
I often do wonder what it is that i am to become,
Whether life here is worth living
Or would it be better to have me run.
The state of my sanity
Solely depends on you
And the image i see before me
Is no longer of profound quality
But a somehow vile and wounded memory.
When the bullet hits the bone and you're left all alone...born to ramble and bound to roam
when nowhere is your home...under the radar and over the rainbow
Like a thought in a galaxy i'm gone...like spiders and snakes all fight for twisted thrones
Rabid with rabies...Dog eat Dog
Beautiful babies grow up to be ugly murderous monsters...truth told with hate in toxic dumpsters
Spinning like hamsters running in wheels...going round in circles like funnel cloud fear
Dry the tears and spill bad blood...no peace no joy no love
false prophets and pimps call themselves God
Rabid with rabies...Dog eat Dog
O how the mighty have fallen and the weapons of war perish
It's gold and greed that the foolish ones cherish
Lions taking lambs with force...far from the divine they stay divorced
Chaos runs its course...mindless minions blown to peices in mental minefields
Devils and demons know the deal...with lunatic lies and lead sleeping pills
The insane and the ill love to kill kill kill
Brother against brother and father against son
Lives of love turn into hearts of stone
Rabid with rabies...Dog eat Dog
If, when the hours of night have closed upon your head,
you feel silent and alone
Remember me.
Because , I would cross mountains ,
run through fire and rain
give up all that i owned ,
just to have you love me as much as i love you.
for since the heart was lifted with such joy
but then a thorn has pricked my brain
to love is not for me, this early kind of age
and blood within my soul has drained
the sorrows I cant imagine were lift beneath my smile
cause then I notice its hard to let go for a while
the true feeling I'm dying to keep in my young arms
are int he peak of my adventures mile
I came in this world to feel the power of such glee
and I will accept under going suffering to me
for now i can say such hidden ecstasy
waiting and dying for all us to see
after all I've gone through I realized the point
I have loved many times but till now I'm still disappointed
for tomorrow will come and welcome me in her hands
a true women that will surly be for me who understands
patience is my key to such hard confusion
life begins when you're able to face all the illusions
even for now i cant agree with things that should be
i have no one to say i love you for its early for me
I once held your hand
for you I always made a stand
My heart full of love for you
Years of toil much labored too
We together stood the mile
and too occasionally a smile.
I once touched your firm face
for God upon us gave his grace
Now my friend you are gone
No more this world to roam
I still miss you my love today
but still feel guilty to stray.
Years I've been alone
living on memories gone
When will I feel brave again
to further love but not in vain
I yearn for company dear
Alone I will die I fear.
So will I ever love again
why do I still feel it's a sin.
Till death us do part
why Lord, in my heart
can I not make a new start?
Agony
Empty
Violent me see
Ugly shadow
You’re mad
You EXPLODE
I scream
Mad together
You always worry me
When did you stop loving me
Is there a someone, something
Is “she” taking you from me
Does “she” love your hair like I do
Do you love her or am I wrong
Why do you make me cry
Why does it not hurt you
Can’t you see the pain in my eyes
My head forever hangs low
Agony
darkness runs beneth the skin
all unill life comes to an end
no one knows where this darkness hides
untill the fear comes to your eyes
light beems through the open glass
but that thought of him using you for just piece of ass
comes in, in just one blast
happiness will never last
trying to put on an act
to hide a simple fact
to hide the pride you lack
the sadness has you on the floor laying on your back
everything just seems so dead
like nothing can live
breathing in the coldness from the shadows of the night
hoping you will see some kind of light
only love can set you free
but that will never be
cause you will never love me
and that i can truly see
i feel down
unloved and heartbroken
false hoped and lied to
not purposfully
but none the less lied to
suicid may have crossed my mind
a few times
but never will i take actions on this
at the moment i would rather have never been
loved at all
then to love someone who will never love you
i feel sick
sick of the way i'm being treated
i've been pushed off the edge
shoved to the egde of the street
all because i've been unloved
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