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When my eyes met his,
Met his, for the first time
I could discern a ray of
incensed passion and love
intense, so I thought, piercing
gently my heart and filling it
with true love, so I thought;
so thinking, I surrendered
myself to him, like a fool
only to allow him to have
all liberties with me and freely
play the game of love, for I
thought without doubting
even a wee bit that he would
remain, my man of love, and
ever so till we live ..............
Love's true devotee to one another
But oh ! how will I, say that now
he chided me today, for no reason or rhyme
and in a fit of anger, said he loved me no more
and left me, deserting me all at once;
I remained in great shock thereafter
God knows for how long, till
I came to my sense to, realize
that I was cheated by the very man
whom I thought was Eros and me his Venus,
All these thoughts suddenly vanished
vanished into thin air
And I lie here, under the tree I met him
for the first time, writhing in pain inconsolable
And now see the very ray of hope that he shot
at me when our eyes first met, piercing my
heart, shattering it, emptying it of the nectar of love
I thought it poured in first.
And I now remain emancipated from this love false
realizing at last the meaning of true love
from this experience so bitter
bitten by pangs of false love and deceit
of a man whom I reckoned wrongly
was going to be my Eros in life.
oh women harping love
please beware of men
who wander for lust
wandering as foxes
in the robe of deer.
Oh! Why didn’t I know earlier?
That I was being trodden into pain,
The pain that could leave my heart in unamendable pieces,
Pieces that are so difficult to forget the past,
The past that is now the painful present.
I believed and I believed and I believed,
Until my heart was in obsession of belief,
I believed and let my thoughts follow,
Follow as I digested each word that came from your mouth,
Whispering into my ears how ‘truly’ you loved me.
I believed when you shouted the word ‘affection,’
Into my ears, that were always there to listen to your lovely voice,
I believed when you whispered into my ears, “I love you,”
Yes I believed those words which made me crazy,
And slave to your false love.
I believed you when you promised to be with me “forever,”
I believed you the way Adam believed Eve,
And blindly he became, only to be driven out of Eden,
Because of the taste of the forbidden fruit,
I believed you too, and now I am out of that “paradise”
I believed you with all my soul,
Devoted myself to you as a slavery who seeks freedom from his master,
Only to be betrayed by the wrong perceptions of his master,
I believed you as a sinner, who partakes Holy Sacrament for redemption,
Only to find himself still entangled by the pains of his unforgiven sins.
I believed you with the whole of myself,
I believed you when you kissed me with your soft sweet lips,
Not knowing that it was Judas kiss that betrayed the Son of Man,
And that kiss also subjected me to unending pain,
That kiss… I wish I couldn’t feel your lips,
Yes, I believed you…
Followed you like a lost sheep that needed guidance and acceptance,
Decided to follow your path, because I saw love in you,
Love that blinded my heart,
And let me head to a destination of sorrow and long suffering.
I believed you my Love,
Nights never passed without a dream of your love evolving in my mind,
A day never passed without an image of your perfection streaming in my thoughts,
Every minute I loved you, cherished you, adored you,
But you have betrayed all my beliefs…
Left me to nurse the wounds of my dumb beliefs.
If only I would have known,
Known that my beliefs were bloody lies,
Lies that encrypted my heart to your slavery,
Slavery of “discipleship” in the name of love,
Love that only was infatuation,
I wouldn’t have said “YES.”
Just a belief?
I wish…
A Troubled Soul
They use these three words for countless endeavors, a face with no soul and a body with no mind
Impaled by my inside thoughts, my heart and mind dueling each other for control, a civil war
My heart yearns for the smile of my past while the mind shoves me towards a future devoid of a soul
My future smile disgusts me; a place filled with the stout stench of dying souls and haunted cries
I yearn for peace within me; I yearn to soothe the cries of my weeping heart
I search for an escape; I yearn solitude, a place where the actions that stem from my thoughts offer no consequence
They call it the greater good, yet the good from such actions is hard to decipher
As I sacrifice my virtues to settle with someone beneath me, to avoid mewling over a lost love
I tell myself if you keep me distracted then my thoughts are diverted from her
I convince myself to fight on, yet the warrior within me has long been laid to rest
Heaven has shunned my romantic soul, cupid`s aim is a distant memory of what it once was
As my heart drowns in a love that betrays me, a cruel sick twisted gut-wrenching deceitful love, a false love
Stuck in limbo my essence remains fragmented and my dreams still remain tormented
Left behind to pick up the pieces of a shattered heart, left behind to reminisce the past
Dead inside my dreams are in black and white; my dreams are to leave this world behind
My lungs choked as they struggle to breathe the breath of life
Like a fishing line my soul has been reeled in and cast out into the open repeatedly
And like a game of football, my love has been kicked around far too many times
Left to meander aimlessly like the soulless creature of darkness that I am
Left to ponder on the inevitability of a demise yet to be told, yet to be unfolded
I am stuck and my emotions betray my secrets to the wind, betraying my cause of life
No love within the depths of my heart, no compassion to embrace the cold wilderness within me
I walk the path alone and see what you`ve become without me, I sink further towards the gallows
You *****, at least now I`ll see you in the misery and the hate of what you`ve become
To a child with no direction
I have found no place that I can call mine, in these thing call life
For all that I wanted, didn’t find me,
And all that finds me, I did not want.
In-between these rubbles, I came across time
They told me to go forward, that I shall find some permanent joy
From thunderstorm to thunderstorm,
Hurdles yet again to cross hurdles……
I am the wanderer with no direction
The lone ranger in-between rubies of life, yet I still breathe
Those who sold love here, have gone bankrupt
Life and people had pushed me forward, tied me a mile away.
Our people say, if you want to walk on soft spots, wet the ground
I had washed the soil beneath my feet
Fill the bellies of men, and serve kings, some treat me like a slave,
Better a slave, than false love, for these my people has a lot
And so again I walk through the lights that oneday I shall find
Those who do not sell love for lesser price
I have no place that I can call my own,
For all the place I taught permanent were all made with rods of temporary
The beds I sludge my head
Where leaves rotten in the abyss of time
I came to the imported home of a religion my people are fond of
Yet iniequality lives here.
They say it isn’t the creed, but the practicers of these creed,
What good is a way of life that changes not all, but a few
For my heart remains insatiable
I have come these far, not to settle for the hypocrisy of men
The hypocrisy in the eyes of the ones I call my own, and in the eyes of the ones who taught me how to lie and love again.
So I ask, where then can I find satisfaction from the bottomless whims of men
They told me to go forward,
There they pointed, and forward I roam,
Into the dark and endless pit men call life
Into the oceans of blues and hatred
Into the thunderstorm of little relief
For the doors where truly dim, and logically pleasing.
Right there I found life, life eternal.
Kareem Itunu Azeez
Anthology of the waiver bird
2022
There was a lady in Yellowknife town,
..Blow the winds and burn the fire—
For many years she lived alone.
..Blow the winds high-low.
She met a young man one fine day
..Blow the winds and burn the fire—
His silver tongue her heart did sway.
..Blow the winds high-low.
With sweet kind words he plied his charm—
..Blow the winds and burn the fire—
He vowed he'd never do her harm.
..Blow the winds high-low.
He courted her the long summer through;
..Blow the winds and burn the fire—
She never doubted his love was true.
..Blow the winds high-low.
But they have quarreled on a day
..Blow the winds and burn the fire—
He swore to her that he'd have his way.
..Blow the winds high-low.
A blinding rage o'erwhelmed his heart
..Blow the winds and burn the fire—
And from her love she was forced to part.
..Blow the winds high-low.
Because she'd never be his wife
..Blow the winds and burn the fire—
He formed a plan to take her life.
..Blow the winds high-low.
He straightway to her home did fly;
..Blow the winds and burn the fire—
All in despair her name did cry.
..Blow the winds high-low.
But to his cries no answer came
..Blow the winds and burn the fire—
So in despair he sparked the flame.
..Blow the winds high-low.
In rage he dared this deadly sin
..Blow the winds and burn the fire—
Thinking his love she was within.
..Blow the winds high-low.
When she returned in the dark of night
..Blow the winds and burn the fire—
Her heart turned cold at the fiery sight.
..Blow the winds high-low.
For now her home in embers lay
..Blow the winds and burn the fire—
In grief and anguish she did say, ...
..Blow the winds high-low.
"By the lights that dance in the skies above,
..Blow the winds and burn the fire—
A curse be on my own false love! "
..Blow the winds high-low.
"Come all young woman who hear my song
..Blow the winds and burn the fire—
Beware those men with the silvery tongue."
..Blow the winds high-low.
A story to tell
my own
single but dialectical
listen, will you?
Me alone! (This is the title)
When I am I
What I can say, what different would I be?
For example,
( I would be - alone, deranged, restless within myself)
But
When I am not I
(Meaning, something related to heart stuffs)
Here, I would become somebody else.
It's alright
I would be something different:
( Empty, Joyful, Mad. I would smile, dance, talk, be happy, be kidding,)
I would be
Just like a man.
Now I can say,
It is the heart
that can become me.
My god
and,
It is the heart itself, that takes me
away from myself.
He is also my god
Mind;
Myself, grows in my mind,
destroys me arbitarily,
pulls me with strings of false love affair,
breaks me in half
slices me in half
still - I am , I remain
a shape, with body and heart
but, selfish abundantly-
I want to reveal something here
my things
of those right moments
That hints of arrival in (my heart), wakes up as it wants (heart), and walks far away from me,
In an different environment,
In an special circumstances
In memory! Imagination! Tightly together! Together!
Amazing!
Its all soft
Its all love
Its all flowers
Its all water
Its all you
Its all rosy
Its all me
Shook me oops!
I am here! I am the same ! My own I.
The same, staring alone!
What happened here or there?
or her!... and where... What is not here?...Disappeared... Where did it go?.. What heppened?
What have my eyes seen?
My mind in every possible corner! and my heart!
Or in my eyes! someone..
Or in the air? Nothing, empty This is zero!
What is this?
Sweat without any work! In my forehead?
Fatigue without any struggle! In my body?
Racing heart beat!
Reaction without any action!
The struggle between me and me within myself ---
I am astonished!! 12/05/2020
You say you love me
Like a ticket to get what you want
You use your lips like a key
To enter me and get all that you please
Then leave me
And don’t return till you feel it’s necessary
I am you gas station
You seem to think I am cheap gas
But I am wroth so much more then that
But my insecurities kept me from moving on
They kept me from finding someone new
Because I wanted your false love
It didn’t matter to me that you only came when you were in need
You called me you girl just to keep me slightly happy
And it was working
I believed in your games and lies
I ignored all the signs
Hoping one day
My body might make you truly love me
Truly want me
But it didn’t work
I was always just your lost puppy
Looking for scraps you were willing to give me
I gave 100%
While you only gave 20
But I didn’t care
All I wanted was to hear the words
You so easily said
I let you play with my emotions
I let my heart get broken
And I stood there in pain waiting for the day you could finally say you loved me
I mean truly love me
Was that too much to ask for?
I just wanted you to give me half of what I offered you
And yet you were incapable of doing that
I died inside
But that was the only way I could break free
From the prison you trapped me in
I no longer what you hand-me downs
Relationships are a give and take process
But you took so much it was no longer even a relationship
I was your store
And you got everything for free
But I’m taking it all back
I was foolish for ever loving you
For ever thinking you cared
But now you have to find another store to steal from
Another gas station
Because mine are closed down
I’m through
With loving someone who refuses to love me back
Because they’re to busy loving others
I’m through with you
And you conditional love
I thought that you…
Would be the one that would be different
But I’ve come to see…
That you’re no different from the rest
I see that once again I made the same mistake
And I will continue until I finally see the truth!
Why must you take my heart
And use it, abuse it, to your liking?
Must you grind it up into tiny pieces?
However, I’m tired of being your
Toy used merely for your pleasure
Because I now see right through you
So leave me be darling
As you may know…
I will not shed a single tear for you
Just go away…
For all you do now is plague my mind
I should’ve known that you didn’t ever love me
Instead, you just merely led me along
My love for you still remains
But what is the use if all you do
Is just use it like an object?
If you never loved me in the first place
Then you shouldn’t have pulled me by a leash
For I’m not an animal that you can control!
Why must you lie?
Why did you lie?
Why lie to me and say you love me?
I have to know
I must know
I got to know why I…
Was tricked again!
The darkness is peoples’ hearts…
Seem to get even darker…
Is there no way to change it…?
Tell me why, I have to know…
Why must you take my heart
And use it, abuse it, to your liking?
Must you grind it up into tiny pieces?
However, I’m tired of being your
Toy used merely for your pleasure
Because I now see right through you
So leave me be darling
My love for you still remains
But what is the use if all you do
Is just use it like an object?
If you never loved me in the first place
Then you shouldn’t have pulled me by a leash
For I’m not an animal that you can control!
Why must you lie?
Why did you lie?
Why lie to me and say you love me?
I now know
I now know
I now know that you…
Never really loved me!
HE'S SO DARK, iN HiS HEART,HiS THOUGHTS
NO ONE REALLY kNOWS THEE REAL HiM
NO ONE...EXCEPT ME
HiS THOUGHTS ARE THAT OF PURE EViL AT TiMES
WHY HE CAME TO BE THiS WAY i MAY NEVER TRUELY KNOW
BUT i kNOW AND UNDERSTAND HiS THOUGHTS AS iF THEY WERE MY OWN
TWO DiFFERENT LiVES,TWO DiFFERENT PEOPLE iN MANY WAYS
YET WE SHARE THE SAME PAiN, THE SAME HURT
ONE HEART,ONE SOUL
WHEN HE SMiLES i KNOW THEE REASON FOR EVERY SMiRK,EVERY SOUND OF LAUGHTER
THAT HE RELEASES i kNOW THE TRUTH DEEP WiTHiN HiM THAT NO ONE KNOWS,NOT EVEN
HiMSELF
AT TiMES HE WONT KNOW HiMSELF BECAUSE HE'S SPENT HiS WHOLE LiFE BEiNG SOME ONE
ELSE HE TENDS TO LOSE TO THE TRANSiTiON OF WHO HE THiNKS THEY WANT HiM TO BE
THEY THE WORLD THAT HE SO DESPERATELY WANTS TO LOVE HiM
ALL HiS EFFORTS ARE iN VAiN FOR THEY WiLL NEVER TRUELY LOVE HiM,THE REAL HiM
THEY FAiL TO SEE HiS BEAUTY AND WHAT HE TRUELY HAS TO OFFER
ALL THEY SEE WHEN THEY LOOK AT HiM iS THE MONSTER HE'S CAPABLE OF BEiNG
BUT HE iS THE MASTER OF DECEPTiON, HE WiLL LURE THEM iN WiTH HiS LiES
THAN WHEN HE GROWS TiRED OF THEM HE WiLL MAKE THEM DEVOUR THEiR VERY OWN
POiSiON,SHAME ON THEM 4 BETRAYiNG HiM
GiViNG HiM THEiR FALSE LOVE, ONLY LOViNG HiM AS LONG AS HE KEEPS HiS TRUE SELF
HiDDEN
NO ONE BUT i WiLL LOVE HiM FOR WHAT HE TRUELY iS
iVE SEEN THEE EViL THAT LURKS BENEATH THE SURFACE ,THE iNNER DEMON AWAiTiNG MY
DEMiSE
YET iVE ALSO SEEN THEE LiGHT HE HOSTS FURTHER iN HiS BEiNG FAR AWAY FROM THOSE
WHO PRETEND TO LOVE HiM
i HOLD HiS TRUE LOVES CURSE AS HE HOLDS MiNE
THOUGH i SHOULD TURN AWAY FROM HiS FACE i CANNOT
CAN NEVER AND HE KNOWS iT
i KiSS HiM PASSiONATELY EVEN THOUGH HE BURNS ME
MY HEART FOREVER BEATS BESiDE HiS iN LiFE AND iN DEATH HE WiLL ALWAYS
REMAiN ........MY FALLEN ANGEL
Form:
Young, yes...Stupid, no.
I've been through a lot.
It's like a movie I couldn't bear to show... you.
Fighting every day in the war of the po'.
Got hopes set high; although society has my future set way past low.
I have the heart of a ghetto soldier.
See, there is no other person like me.
It's getting wild, Everything's going crazy.
Trying my best to keep my sanity.
But deep down is the mentality "damn you, Pay me!"
I have the heart of a hustler.
Smiling outside, and screaming within.
Asking myself constantly, "boy, where have you been?"
Setting free the poetic slave with this paper and pen.
Not discrimminating opposition. Who can get it?
Even the highest of women.
I have the heart of one unique.
Growling to let you know danger is near.
I might have a light voice, but I know Heaven can hear... me
Giggling for the world tries to make me tear.
Cut deep, but striding through people as they sneer... at me.
I have the heart of a lion.
Grooving through life's tests.... As R&B.
Natural high. Yeah, that's the best... Like Reggae.
Hype for the future. Just can't rest... Crunk as Hip Hop.
Calmly dealing with everyday's pests... Smoothe like Jazz.
I have the heart of an unknown music genre.
As an orange, haters wish to peel me.
Life from this busy body, they wish to kill me.
Hope for the lost, I see them steal the... peace.
Tricks of false love. Tried to seal the... deal.
I have the heart of a wounded soul.
Don't like what I say? Deal with it.
Feeling froggy? Son, just sit it.
Got beef? Made you grill it. Now you bit it.
In the dark? The candle, I just lit it.
I am the heart of the lost generations...
Iron determination!!!