Me Alone

A story to tell my own single but dialectical listen, will you? Me alone! (This is the title) When I am I What I can say, what different would I be? For example, ( I would be - alone, deranged, restless within myself) But When I am not I (Meaning, something related to heart stuffs) Here, I would become somebody else. It's alright I would be something different: ( Empty, Joyful, Mad. I would smile, dance, talk, be happy, be kidding,) I would be Just like a man. Now I can say, It is the heart that can become me. My god and, It is the heart itself, that takes me away from myself. He is also my god Mind; Myself, grows in my mind, destroys me arbitarily, pulls me with strings of false love affair, breaks me in half slices me in half still - I am , I remain a shape, with body and heart but, selfish abundantly- I want to reveal something here my things of those right moments That hints of arrival in (my heart), wakes up as it wants (heart), and walks far away from me, In an different environment, In an special circumstances In memory! Imagination! Tightly together! Together! Amazing! Its all soft Its all love Its all flowers Its all water Its all you Its all rosy Its all me Shook me oops! I am here! I am the same ! My own I. The same, staring alone! What happened here or there? or her!... and where... What is not here?...Disappeared... Where did it go?.. What heppened? What have my eyes seen? My mind in every possible corner! and my heart! Or in my eyes! someone.. Or in the air? Nothing, empty This is zero! What is this? Sweat without any work! In my forehead? Fatigue without any struggle! In my body? Racing heart beat! Reaction without any action! The struggle between me and me within myself --- I am astonished!! 12/05/2020