Angst Endurance Poems

Who am I,
but a woman with atlas's burdens on her shoulders.

Who am I,
but a little girl trying her best in life's arena.

Who am I, 
but...

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Building up terrible turbulence in my brain
Resurrecting rain in my lonely lane, driving me insane
Going down below, low, low, low
The darkest night has glow, oh,...

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THE STENCH OF INSOMNIA

   narcoleptic deities in charge of the world
   are tangled and detangled in the threads of time 
...

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What a blessing it is to be alive
Driven insane until tortured further and I felt my sins so impure
But, I told them I will surely...

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You don’t know how it feels
To be misunderstood and jaded
You won’t ever know till it kills you inside
To you, I speak words of wisdom
And it...

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Deliberately recognizing the sun against the moonbeams
I see your eyes gleam and your happiness screams
Into my eager ears over the years and I’m tension-whelmed with...

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Driven insane by sorrow, there’s no tomorrow to cure it…
Honestly, I’m in vain and so guilty…feeling way less than legit…
I’m holding you close in my...

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Forever wondering when I won’t be left behind and upset
Pondering if you’ll ever save me from burying me alive
Wandering in the woods of my spiralling...

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I’m a ridiculous fool for loving you 
Go ahead and please run away like you always do
All I say is true — what I go...

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I don’t trust the angels 
They must have stolen my sun 
I have worked so hard , done so much
I am so tired I am...

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My mind is bewildered with strife
All my life, it cuts me like a knife
I'm sorry that I've given in to grief
These desires within never gave...

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nirvana in reverse 
My mind is filled with doubt
Guess I chose a different route
Found a cure to the ache
I'm about to break for your sake
Alone

My...

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I don’t want you to go
I want to be free from woe
Know I care for you though
Reap what you sow
Reap what you sow…

Sowing what I...

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Sorry —

I don’t
Want to live…

Love you —

Sadness
I recall

My bad —

I won’t
Forget yet

I’m sad

I don’t
Know why though

Free me —

I can’t
Forgive you

Undo

Guilt pain,
The past rue

Renew

Pleasure
Inner pride

Tell me

This...

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Written: December 30, 2023
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Embrace the oxymoron, if you will.
Shall...

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