nirvAnA in rEvErsE

nirvana in reverse My mind is filled with doubt Guess I chose a different route Found a cure to the ache I'm about to break for your sake Alone My mind is full with angst Anxiety and dilemmas, no thanks Got a feeling I have gone astray Not today, not today, today Ooh, caught in a dangerous d-d-dilemma Ecstasy is far out at sea I am stuck in a rut... I am stricken by this enigma Can't replace this anxiety Inside me... Inside me... Inside me... Alone Caught in a dangerous d-d-d-dilemma Saw you shine Wish you mine Tonight, night Must fight this fight With my might Alone My mind is thrilled with hope Suppose I chose a way out And I cannot stand to cope Another day out there in despair, so I shout Alone My mind is full with angst Anxiety and dilemmas, no thanks Got a feeling I have gone astray Not today, not today, today Ooh, caught in a dangerous d-d-dilemma Ecstasy is far out at sea I am stuck in a rut... I am stricken by this enigma Can't replace this anxiety Inside me... Inside me... Inside me... Alone Caught in a dangerous d-d-d-dilemma Saw you shine Wish you mine Tonight, night Must fight this fight With my might Alone I can handle your stress and distress Settle down your saddle upon my back I lack sunshine in dismal hopelessness Got to get a grip and get on track, track Alone Tonight, night Must fight this fight With my might I will make this plight By taking flight Alone My mind is full with angst Anxiety and dilemmas, no thanks Got a feeling I have gone astray Not today, not today, today Ooh, caught in a dangerous d-d-dilemma Ecstasy is far out at sea I am stuck in a rut... I am stricken by this enigma Without you, I'm lost and never found I'm bound to be in chains, chaotic with sound Without you I am without a clue Alone Can't replace this anxiety Inside me... Inside me... Inside me... Caught in a dangerous d-d-d-dilemma A lot has to do with my inner engima I'm a flawful, awful man to lose you I'm an uncanny, ugly man to hurt you too All I say is true, true that I feel blue, blue with rue Alone My mind is full with angst Anxiety and dilemmas, no thanks Got a feeling I have gone astray Not today, not today, today Ooh, caught in a dangerous d-d-dilemma I gnaw at my captivity chains in stricken awe Wish you mine My sunlit divine Can't replace this anxiety Inside me... Inside me... Inside me... Alone But you can free me forevermore With wings to soar and a love to adore You're the shining shore to my ship Again, I'd like to say thanks for your forever friendship My mind is filled with doubt Guess I chose a different route Got a feeling I have gone astray Not today, not today, today Felt this dilemma inside Your fearless, tearful tide I cried and cried and cried Till I lie awake with pride Alone Knowing that tomorrow Will bring no more sorrow Something in me has died Someone deep inside... Now, I want to hide... Your hello has been goodbyed Alone For your sake, I had to leave I am about to break You, alone, grieve Faithless and doubtfulness Are two peas in a pod, downtrod Distress and anguishness Turns to joy, thank You, oh God Alone You gave us nirvana in reverse This life is a gift or a CURSE My mind was filled with doubt Until I chose His narrow route Alone Abide by my side Subside, doubts inside Free me, but inside me, I am a lost soul of envy Alone Forbidden fear drowns me so Wish you knew I love you though Reaping what I sow, what I sow Endure, then let your light show I'm free without pain in my heart Doubt tries to tear me apart Please don't leave me in the deathcart You're my abstract art from the start A masterpiece in the making A masterpiece not worth breaking The ache inside subsides now I love you but you don't somehow All alone... It's shown In your nirvana eyes Of unstoppable lies