Best Unfortunately Poems
you are a very fast car headed for a brick wall
and i want to ride
you are a beautiful hell-bent guilty
feeling i have inside
you are a fistful of strange pills in my pocket
that i finger constantly
you are a bottle full of dark red wine
i want to drink compulsively
you i could never save
but i'm done playing superman
i never knew how to fly, anyway
i only ran
i'd like to see
what messes we could get into
and watch how we get out of them
i'd like to stick around for just a little while
then run away again
you are the badly written poem
that's been hidden deep for years
you are the bad friend i could never count on
yet you held me and wiped my tears
you are the ominous storm clouds
slowly blocking out the sun
you are the horrible wreck
i just can't turn my head away from
i see the worst of me in you
and the worst of you in me
we mirror each other tragically
coping just for a purpose
rusting revealing the truth
a new coat of paint never helps
however i become emotionally addicted
i remember when smiles on four walls was the art we chose
when the foundation of the paint weakened with time, so did the symbolism of our love
we became antiheroes in the form of thematic failure
we allowed that to be our smiling front and our welcoming back
we never asked forgiveness for we knew not the particular definition
we were liars without admittance to admitting
as a result, we aged at a more rapid pace
genetics defied us, but we too were defiant by unified choice
God has a way of structuring by way of emphatic emphasis
nevertheless we let the devil break through....therefore becoming unfortunate pockmarked examples
Unfortunately, I can not dance.
I want this badly, but no chance
There is three major obstacles,
My age, my weight, my testicles!
Unfortunately
With you I feel safe.
how can I describe that?
What are you to me?
How can I describe my feeling?
Unfortunately,
we will go away..
I have nothing to say,now
But I feel confident in my feeling
Also , in your heart.
we will meet soon.
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USA
2012
I can’t be an angel
As you requested
The feather I had been saving for the past year
From the slaughtered ducks
The dead chickens
Chopped birds
Boiled doves
Stray storks
The lost flamingos
The slain bluebells
Poisoned peacocks
Imprisoned ostriches
The blind owls
The hanging crows
The drowned seagulls
The storm blew them a way
Even
The innocent face of the gazelle
I stole from the careless hunters
It is gone
Right now
You have to accept me
As I am
A human being
Fill off law .
All day
I say
what may
delay
my wisdom bloom. All day I say, "Yuk".
an attitude that may delay luck.
2/9/16
I’m in love and I can’t shake him,
The fight to resist him is becoming dim,
And occasionally, I just hate the existence of men.
I’m in love and I’m scared,
I’m in love and I’m so unprepared.
Unprepared for what will come next,
Still praying to God that he won’t run back to his ex,
And I’m not one who says they know best,
But with being in love you’ll constantly second guess.
I’m in love and I crave him desperately.
I'm in love with my best friend,
And honestly the love I have for him will never descend,
And no matter what I'll always see him in the end,
And though he'll never make amends,
I'm still unfortunately in love with my best friend.
I’m in love and I don’t regret it,
I’m in love, I can admit it,
There’s just still something he doesn’t get.
Unfortunately Twisted
Woe to those who call evil, good
And good, they call "evil"
Twisted Justice, have misunderstood
The Ten Commandments at will.
Woe to those who defend the wicked
Who present lies as truth sworn
Before the Word of God unvalued, said
Reap eternal judgment and scorn.
Such waste of excellent education!
Such mockery of their fellowmen's rights!
Injustice is hailed as good, that's Deception-
Hollow's the heart and corrupted the sight!
Truth can be twisted unfortunately
Lawyers and judges can be blind;
Victims can be made out to be "guilty"
But in the end, God deals with their kind.
All rights reserved~~~Cynthia Buhain-Baello~~02.08.14
Unfortunately, I was
born with sin.
From womb I've
been a dustbin.
Sadly, my society is
sinful
and I joined to be
playful.
Truly, sins
germinated in my life
and grew up as my
wife.
Certainly,I can't be
called a saint
even as I put on
paint.
Hopefully, my dept
had been paid by
Christ's death.
I now can take new
breath.
Sincerely, I am
walking toward
righteousness.
Developing an act of
humility and holiness.
Fortunately, I shall
meet the Father
and equally see my
Blessed Mother.
They thought would never end
but was counted breaths
sun receded
lost shadows
it colors the eye were hawthorn
it was destined to fade
we know most remote
unfortunately the nearest
Days go by
Silence wares
You walked away
I don’t know who you are
Lie your breath
Fingers through your hair
Songs you knew you’d sing
Only I truly know what you mean
Growing up they held your hopes
Hid your dreams
Loved you such
You wrote them all away
No one knows it’s us
Smiles are tattoos your mirror hides
I held you cure from saddened eyes
I took a wishful truth
And wiped away your cries
You change your status
Ruminants of what happened
Ain’t it funny
How those you love disappear
They held you close
You kept your church
I’m lost in you
And now you’re hurt
No one knows we’re us
"I wonder where you are
I don’t know what else to do
I worry that you love me still
I feel the same
But I don’t need to sing"
A comedy of errors
like the keystone cops
as their message blares
the madness will never stop....
Each of ordinary people
is a little rain-drop
that gathers together
and creates huge humanity seas
However,
never are great majority
aware of this
Lies were througout the journey.
Walking, I had so much passion.
Walking, I was interested in that.
Walking, I had no sight for that.
The curve was sudden, in the middle.
Longing, my flesh burned angrily.
Longing, my hair knew the white.
Longing, my heart had enough.
Life started in the short existence.
Dust, all I could view.
Nonsenses, all my former dreams.
Something, assuredly I didn't view.
The curse could laugh, before me.
Reign, so obvious was hers.
Shamelessness, I hated how she showed it!
Queen, this name was unfortunately hers...
Evolution too often makes mistakes,
that’s why there are too many fools
however, very few of them feel
that they are not useful tools,
on the other hand, most of them believe,
in life, they have great missions
coz they call themselves politicians