Best Sorryme Poems
WHY she doesn’t understand?
I want to speak something,
Unfortunately she gets something.
Why is there a gap,
between our thoughts?
I went for a nap,
Hoping everything will be fine afterwards
But…nothing has changed
As if I am cursed,
I am back to hell.
Why I am like that?
Why can't I make anyone happy?
Why my life has become so sad?
Where are those joyful berries?
I am so scared
From all the directions
I am so dumb
That I can't believe on my own self
When will the light of glory,
Come to my life
For which I have always thrived.
When will I be able to convey my feelings
Of love & care for her?
When will I be able to share?
She behaves as if I don't exist
Like I am out of her life.
This makes me feel ,
As if my heart is cut with a knife.
Talking is far...
She doesn’t even give a glance
How can everything be alright?
I can't even see a trace of chance.
My eyes are swollen because of tears.
They have become red
But I don't think she cares
Which makes me tremble with fear..
I never wanted to hurt you
I am sorry if I did
I know it was my mistake to some extent
I am sorry.... I am rude
But I don't pretend
I will try to be polite
As per your delight
Please please please don't walk away
I am ignorant
Instead help me to find a way
Help me to rise,
Take me to paradise!!!
~~~~~@!
Kindheartedness to me is when someone puts their
own emotions and well being aside to help someone else.
It takes a very strong person to do so.I myself recently
had someone do so for me and I abused it.They put their
family and emotional well being aside and opened their
heart to a stranger and it backfired on them.My heart
hurts for not excepting the help that person tried to give
me and I am sorry.If I knew what to do to fix it I would
no matter what it would take.I hope I didn't take any of
the kindheartedness out of this special person.
It was a lesson well learned.
I'm wishing I could keep you.
Hidden, to be mine, away.
To keep the truth covered,
That I want... you to have me.
But I can't let you,
Because I am taken.
Secretly, I am.
Taken by someone you hate.
Don't make me leave.
You can't make me leave.
What I call love, is attachment.
To hold me up in comfort.
I crave what I wish,
To give you all you want.
Don't leave, I wish you knowledge...
Understand.
Please see my thoughts.
I want you in my head.
I think I care enough to admit a first...
And if you try to leave,
I'll say I love you.
~Written in late-2004 (June-November) when I was fifteen/sixteen.
*Original copy had no title.
Bury me breathing.
With my heart still beating.
Dig a hole into the sand.
This was something I didn't plan.
Forgive me.
My time is done here.
This is my final good-bye.
I've written you a letter to explain myself.
My confession to you.
I want you to be able to understand why it's my time to go.
I'll always love you, that's something I want you to know.
Just bury me alive, I'm broken and tried.
There's nothing left for me.
I've given myself completely.
I found what I'd been searching for all along.
My time has come and gone.
Just promise me that you'll stay strong.
I'm sorry that it had to end this way.
I'll never forget the day.
The first time we locked eyes.
I heard God whisper, "Love her."
So I gave you my heart and my soul to keep.
You kept it all along, so whenever you feel weak and feel like you can't press on.
Remember that I held you close to my heart all along.
Stay strong.
So just bury me breathing.
My time has come to leave.
Please don't grieve.
Just remember the precious memories we shared and that I always cared for you.
When you feel like falling allow the memories to be backbone that gets you through.
Don't cry.
Not a single tear.
The moment we shared are something I'll never forget.
I'll miss you surely.
But one day soon you'll again come faec to face with me.
And when that time comes forever will be in front of us and we can continue to grow
together like I always swore to you.
I'll give you everything that you need.
So baby just breathe.
It's my time to leave.
MY heart still beats for you and it'll never stop.
I wish you could come with me, but it's not your time to leave.
You ahve so much ahead of you.
I just hope you'll always remember and dream of what we could be.
You were the one for me.
I'm sorry I have to leave so prematurely.
I'll you kiss you one last time as you bury me alive.
Good-bye my bride.
Poetry soup changed me
I look for poets not poems
On me I place blame
please forgive me for I have sinned
they've stolen from me and I'm taking revenge
my suffering,my pain, my iniquity
my salvation is drained from my body
if only life could stop, for me I'd cry
for me I'd shed only one drop of a tear
my heart would shatter like a piece of glass
my body would break down like melting ice
only at this time
please forgive me, for I know not what I do
please forgive me, for the broken commitment I made unto you
a single moment, a breaths taken away
and your gone
still how could I have been so wrong
I look up into the sky, as if itself were my savior
my punisher and my deliverer
punish me for it is deserved and forgive me for the words i served
forgive me, for I know not what I speak
take for granted my mind, my body and soul
deliver me from the cores of destruction
to a path of a story untold
so cold, so unreal
so unspeakable
temptation leads to desire, desire leads to sin
imagine yourself falling in and not being able to swim
my mind was free , my heart was stolen,my body was found,
my soul became a token of creed and evil upon the ground
my senses remain, as i disappear
please forgive me, for I know not how to talk
and forgive me for the bitterness in my silence
as my soul begins to walk
to a place of everlasting
to a kind of unknown
to a time of never begins
Please forgive me for I have sinned!
Everytime I look in ur eyes
I could see a sad litte boy
I don't know why
That boy is so sad
Everytime I tried to figure out
He won't tell me
Everyday as the day and night go pass
He keep taking darker, sader, and quieter
And
Everyday I sit next to him to figure out what is wrong I got nothing
from
All I could get a kiss and a hug back nothing more than that
One day
This little boy didn't wake up in the moring
To come out to play with me
He had to go to the hospital all day
The doctor said that he was understand too much stress
He has heart disease but the stress it killing him more
I had to ruch in the room
To see him and tell him that ' I love u with all of my heart. You need
to world to me. Without u I am nobody I won't be could to live. I don't
want any other guys because all of them sick they suck. They are a pimp.
I want u because u understand me. U want me for me. That is all I need.
I don't need sex to live on. I don't need money to live. I don't care if
people think that u are a loser and a failiure. I don't believe them. I
don't see u as a loser and a failure. I see u as a handsome loney smart
and the best guy that ever meet. I want to just love u for u. Please
take my hand and tell me that u promise me not to leave me and promise
me that u will talk to me like I am ur best friend.'
At the moment that the boy heard him crying
He woke up
He turn to his left clean the tears off the little face and said ' don't
cry. I am going to be fine. I love for who u are. I will not leave. I
can't live without u. That why everytime a dude hug u I get jealous
because I am afaird that they will take u away from men'
The girl said ' no sweetheart. U are mine. Everything that I wanna I
find it in u. I love u for life.
They kissed.
We’re all made of water
but mine constantly rains
constantly causes pains
that don’t run away
And the window to the soul
my clear blue eyes
only serve to hide
the tortured, scarred leftovers
Where a decade of hurt
never lets me rest
never lets me stop the infest-
ation going on forever
And the physical body
that shrink wraps my dreams
straining to burst the seams
covers deep red blood
Hides all it could
the only me that’s normal
it looks so formal
but I’m still under there
And the clothes I wear
rest on scars escaped
from the shrink wrap draped
on my ugly life
Last night wasn't the same
Last night I made you cry, instead of laugh
For that you slammed the door on me
I wished that you'll come back
I wished that you'll forgive me
But you never came... you left me alone
I sat down on my knees, regretting, thinking of what I have said
I wish that I had followed you
I wish that I had followed you on my knees begging
Because my pride is you, your happiness
I have lost my pride the moment you left me alone in the dark
I should be left in the dark.. alone, I made my angel, my starlight cry
My heart is now missing, because I gave it to you to hold
I'll walk around the world kneeling, begging for your forgiveness
And if you give it to me, come back to me
I will hold you to me, to me closer than my heart and soul
Because you are the reason for me to live, to love
I hope for forgiveness, because I will never forgive myself..
Sorry, yesterday was a bore
That wasn’t me on a roll
It was the other me – John Winston – who wrote it all
But now I feel convinced I’m back
‘Wise-the-Prins-Wins’ in white and black
So please just sit back
And wait for more than just another rap
From this Kenyan dude on this part of the map
So what if there I sat
Butt flat on the dirt
Near the boulevard of broken dreams
Bleeding within from the wounds inflicted unto me
...while in pursuit of impossible dreams
Still I insist there is nothing impossible to me
I gotta heal quick and get back to the ring of dreams
I gotta fight for what I believe in with all that’s invested in me
Defeat is a word unacceptable to me
Lord, please forgive the wrong I do,
Don't let it take me far from you,
Teach me to live, and learn, and pray,
As you wish, dear Lord, today.
Amen.
As the night sets in, it's as black as it's ever been.
My soul is in ruin, and my heart is like a back pack carrying a load of sin.
In the closet my skeletons scream, and constantly torment me.
The rage in my blood stream causes me to blaspheme religiously!
I am doomed because I'm so consumed by that very rage;
Engulfs me like burning fire, wraps me like barbed wire that causes a rampage!
The malice in my heart craves the blood from a helpless foe.
I feel I'm being ripped apart like some dark work of Edgar Allen Poe!
So many sins to atone for, and I get on my knees to repent.
Again with my face on the floor, I pray I receive a love that's heaven sent.
The evil is eating me alive from the inside out.
I can't survive when I feel like I'm fighting a 12 round bout!
My greed has come between me and my family.
I just wanted to succeed, but I admit I did it selfishly!
I seduced Lisa knowing she was married to another man, I just didn't care.
As Lisa fell in love, I became her number one fan, and then I ended our love affair!
My conscience wouldn't let me continue on the path of destruction.
I think of the consequence of losing you and laugh because now I'm unable to function.
I now see literally that it is better to lose an eye than your soul.
As I write my sin and poetry, I cry knowing my heart is as black as coal!
My new form written strictly for Constance's contest "Create your own form maybe" ? is called Stanlets because it consists of couplets and stanzas that rhyme and is a dark subject.
Jimmy Anderson
Priorities
I Know that I've hurt you
Let me tell you, "I apologize."
I know I messed up, and told you madd lies.
Our lack of understanding has brought us to this break.
but with better communication, this break we can escape.
I feel like I'm losing you; you're slipping away.
No, I can't lose you; When it comes down to it I really want you to stay.
No one could ever bring me these feelings that you bring to me
Your hugs, your kisses, and how I love your touch...
Things have been difficult for the both of us.
If you really want to leave, I have to let you go.
I'll wait to see if you come back to me, but only God knows.
So I'll keep "us" in my prayer; I'll keep you close to my heart.
I'll be loving you forever more; I'm just scared for you to part.
The feeling of missing you has overcome me so quickly.
Sometimes I feel as if I'm sitting in the dark as you move by me so swiftly.
Here and then gone? I'm not sure that I can cope.
but I can tell you one thing, I keep my faith and hope.
I say all of that to let you know this...
You're the one that I love and the one I'll truly miss.
By: Aleasha A. Martin
You used to call me by my nickname, now you don't call at all.
I know I made the first move, but it was the only move.
In my mind I told you I'd be back in three seconds...guess I counted wrong.
It's been three months since our fight, can you please just talk to me?
My life's gone through too many tunnels to count.
How did I break your heart, how am I to blame, why am I not ashamed?
You're one of a kind and yet you changed because of what I did?
I'm sorry for the trillionth time!
Just forgive me already!
My past doesn't want to come back, so stop trying to make me feel like a jerk.
I didn't dump you, it was all a little argument!
I miss you. The old you!
I'll never get to see her again!
Thanks a lot inner demons of John Monteblanco.
life....
it seems to be some where
between heaven and hell...
love and hate....
living and dying...
who knows what to expect out of life
to some people everyday is a smile....
to others its a cry
me?
s@#t..
i don't give a f@#k anymore...
i really don't..
go ahead and yell and scream!
get in my face and curse!
tell me s@#t that may or may not be true!
send me away!
because i don't give a f@#k anymore!
i really don't
wether you love me..
or simply hate me...
doesn't matter to me anymore
i used to cry a bucketfull of tears at night
when daddy left...
i cried when i told you i hated you...
when we fuss and fight....
argue
but now?
now im empty...
i just don't give a f@#k anymore
i have no more tears to shed....
no more smiles to give
....
....
if i ever did something wrong to make you hate me like this...
im sorry...
wether you believe me
or not....
im sorry...
im sorry
for everything i've done
today
yesterday
a month ago...
maybe years ago...
im sorry...
.....
....
...i count the days till i leave...
leave here...
leave life...
just leave...