I'M Sorry

You used to call me by my nickname, now you don't call at all. I know I made the first move, but it was the only move. In my mind I told you I'd be back in three seconds...guess I counted wrong. It's been three months since our fight, can you please just talk to me? My life's gone through too many tunnels to count. How did I break your heart, how am I to blame, why am I not ashamed? You're one of a kind and yet you changed because of what I did? I'm sorry for the trillionth time! Just forgive me already! My past doesn't want to come back, so stop trying to make me feel like a jerk. I didn't dump you, it was all a little argument! I miss you. The old you! I'll never get to see her again! Thanks a lot inner demons of John Monteblanco.