Best Sorryheart Poems
Girl, I'm gonna miss you when you're gone,
Everything right done went so wrong,
I guess it's over now, so...so long,
and it's time to be movin' on,
Yes, I'm gonna miss you when you're gone,
I'm really sorry things went wrong,
I wasn't where my heart belonged,
I quess it's over..now..I'll be movin' on,
We all hear the same ol' song,
Boose 'n' beer and things go wrong,
I held her near where you belonged,
Oh my dear!...I done did you wrong!
And I'm gonna miss you when you're gone,
I wasn't where my heart belonged,
Everything right done went so wrong,
and I'm gonna miss you when you're gone,
Yea, I'm gonna miss you when you're gone.
I've relinquished thee,
Set thee alight with torture,
For thee know not my decree,
And I left thee to the rodents of nature.
I fancied a dream once;
I had thee sprung in winter,
Had thee fruit in abundance,
And sought life with love so richer.
My heart went grey of love,
I nested a heart of a nomad,
I left thee with no roof above,
Winter, summer reign in command.
I have returned again,
I will prune and water thee,
Rebuild and better all the pain,
For I had relinquished thee.
I Miss You.
There you go again crying in the rain.
You pour your heart out and your tears
fall like raindrops from heaven.
You turn away from this world and
contented yourself with isolation.
The rain became your refuge,
your only friend.
If only you have looked back.
I was there crying with you in the rain,
the sole witness of the tears you have shed.
The one who's dying to reach you within
those walls you have built around you.
There I go again running in the rain.
For this heart constantly cries and goes to
the past that was us,
And memories became my only friend in isolation.
The rain hid my tears,
And I pretended to enjoy the droplets hitting my face.
If only you have reached for my hand.
I was just there patiently waiting,
For you to see, to feel
that I'm crying for us.
But then,
the rain may have been too loud,
for you to hear the sound of my tears
falling in the ground.
What’s the point
in living
When death awaits
What’s the point
in breathing
When you can not
feel the
swelling of your
lungs
What’s the point
in love
When you heart
only aches
What’s the point
of being in a
state of
awareness
When you are not
really alive
What’s the point
in doing your
best
When it is
rarely
acknowledged
What’s the point
in making all
happy
When you are sad
What’s the point
in smiling
When your heart
bleeds
And that colgate
smile
never touches
your eyes
What’s the point
in anything?
It’s the same pattern all over, the same way.
The same story all night again and again.
Her song went on and looped but never strays,
nothing ever changed and she kept singing in vain.
Strummed the notes, through her fears and pain,
smiles and tears, a languished memory they’d bring.
Sorrows were hidden, happiness she’d feign
and the incomplete melody played with no more but a broken string.
He stabbed her heart once again, after that day
life was taken away and so was her sane.
Begged for mercy one last time, she stopped and prayed.
Filled one single glass with a whole bottle of champagne
the familiar moans through days she’d maintain.
Attempts she took trying to mend the wedding ring
but all that were left were pieces she disdained
and the incomplete melody played with no more but a broken string.
Other songs joined in along but faded away.
Alone again the cries had once been restrained.
Solid tears, trapped in her eyes will soon decay.
It’s this same song to him she’d once entertain,
and this damaged guitar she threw but detained.
As the blood trickled down her lips but her heart that sting.
She endured the pain, in hope that something will break the chain
and the incomplete melody played with no more but a broken string.
Strumming the notes, through her fears and pain
smiles and tears, a languishing memory they brings
Sorrows are hidden, happiness she feigns
and the incomplete melody plays with no more but a broken string.
I had this feeling
that nobody else could feel
and then I ask my girl
if what I was feeling was real.
She broke my heart
and then she tore it all apart.
So if my love wasn't made for you
then why'd you break it in two??
I had this feeling
that I would die alone
and if it was ought to happen
it would happen at my home.
It would happen very slow
my heart would cry for you
then die for you
no one could ever love you
exactly how i do.
If you can feel my pain
then you should know its getting hard to explain
and my heart doesnt play no games
so im going insane.
I had this feeling.
I had this feeling
in my heart
telling me to walk away
to a better a day.
I had this feeling
that love would come my way
but it wouldn't be today.
I gave her my heart and she forced it away
on Valentines Day
I only had this feeling
because she left me with a pain
in my heart.
Im just sorry it had to be that way
over the past 60 days.
Stuck in this hole
Depression hits
My heart beats so slow
Is time even moving
I have thirty-five more days to go
I feel so isolated
I could be with millions and still feel so alone
As I sit in this cubical
The cold cruelty takes hold
In the form of silent whispers in my mind
Reminding me of everything I have already known
Guilt starts to spread within
The results of my most dark and recent sins
Whispers refuse to stop
My strength starts to thin
Asking myself how could I let this happen
Knowing it is my fault like everything else has been
"It is your fault she is moving away
She is ashamed to have dated you"
"It is your fault she cannot stay
Because her parents hate and don't trust you"
"You deserve this torture in every way
Karma has finally caught up with you"
I know my name is ruined
But more importantly I've lost she whom I love
She was and is the queen of my heart and my world
And of all the stars above
I had thought my return would mean the return of her love
But now I have nothing worth returning to
I am so emotionally messed up
"Why should you return at all
They kicked you out of your home to watch you fall"
"Yeah the whole school is ashamed of you
Not to mention your name is now the biggest joke in the halls"
These silent whispers are destroying my soul
No one to run to
Nowhere to go
So day after day
I sit in this hole
Silent whispers making me feel
Hurt depressed and alone
It’s all come back around again
From friends to lovers and back to friends
And though we may try to pretend
We both know this game has to end
Though my heart is wrapped in yours so tight
And I think of you constantly day and night,
Try and try with all our might
Truth and reality must shed its light
Our responsibility outweighs our desire
Even while we play with fire
But my heart is balancing on this wire
And to me the circumstances are dire
We can’t go on pretending its okay
And I know we both want to stay
But it will never work this way
I am weak, please be strong and walk away.
Be dignified and say you’re free
Enjoy the peace and sanity
Find someone that lets you be who you want to be
But please don’t forget to think of me
Just know that in my heart you'll always be mine
And although life has given us bad time
I’ll always love you and I won’t ever mind
Forever yours, forever thine
07-21-2009
What’s the point
in living
When death awaits
What’s the point
in breathing
When you can not
feel the
swelling of your
lungs
What’s the point
in love
When you heart
only aches
What’s the point
of being in a
state of
awareness
When you are not
really alive
What’s the point
in doing your
best
When it is
rarely
acknowledged
What’s the point
in making all
happy
When you are sad
What’s the point
in smiling
When your heart
bleeds
And that colgate
smile
never touches
your eyes
What’s the point
in anything?
Cut my wrist once, cut my wrist twice
Now my blood is flowing, so its time to
Say what’s on my mind,
I know you wont miss me, there’s
No reason why you should
But just hear my final confessions
If you would…..
I lost a good friend who meant a lot to
Me, over a stupid misunderstanding
And a possible lie thought was brought
To me. Everyone tried to sway me this
Way and that, but I still lost my friend
This is fact
I also lost my hear to which made me
Feel like a fool because I also lost my
Friend whom I lost my heart too. If
Only I could do it all again…wait what
Am I talking about!?! See I told you I’m
A fool I wouldn’t change a thing this much
Is so true
I hurt these guys feelings and I cant take it
Back. I’m sorry but I don’t like you like that
My friends advised me to give one of them a
Chance but I couldn’t do it so I hurt them all
In the end
My family has been there right by my side
Drying my tears whenever I cried. But
Sometimes they don’t realize the reason
Behind my tears, because I became an expert
Of hiding the pain and all of the hurt due to
Recent years
My biological father and his mother is a prick,
Believe me, spreading lies which causes pain
To my heart because somehow I feel its all
My fault. My birth separated my parents to
this very day . So I feel very ashamed. Everyday
When I think of my biological dad I feel like
If it wasn’t for me, he would be with my
Mother living happily
So now as I lay in the tub full of my blood
And tears, I say “Good-Bye” and “Thank You”
For listening to My Suicide Confessions…
When you offer up your heart and soul
and pour yourself into a relationship
only to have it spat back into your face
and your heart ripped out and trampled under foot
right before your own eyes
and when you attempt any kind of damage limitation
to be laughed at almost hysterically
leaving you to hide in a dark corner
with the tears streaming down your face
feeling every raw nerve being scraped again and again
and yet you go on hoping for better
optimistically hoping for sunrise
when in reality there is only the night and darkness
the darkness of her nasty mouth and wicked laugh
in it all there is one glimmer of light,
the children you made are beautiful and bright
and young as they are they can see the truth
as you retreat further you feel it stir
deep inside it fights back
your spirit, that wonderful human thing
it’ still there unbroken, just a little bent
so you escape into your art
and pour into it your heart
but art has a dark side too
and it can bite you opening up the wounds
making you raw once again
facing the darkness from within your light
and so yet again you retreat into the night
...............deeper and DEEPER into Darkness
Living cursed
For the light that was suppose to enter my eyes to allow me to see; faded
For the air that should have entered my lungs, betrayed me
Suppressed my heart squeezing it tightly
For the heart that a must he had pumped to guide me
Gave up on me, giving me feelings to surrender
Soulless I have became condemned to live without it
Results of the so-called murderous crime:-
I arrive home, no one to greet
I go to sleep, no one to kiss
I wonder questionably
What did I do?
Though I can’t explain it
It feels so rough
Though I can’t quite say it
It fits in no words
What did I do...?
I ask again
Claiming my innocence, I rest in sorrow
Speaking of sun, with none to light up my day
Saying I’m sorry
But there’s no answer in forgiveness
So I rest, I rest again, with no hopes, with no light
With tears to dry on my pillow
With a kiss of goodnight
Not to be given
So as for me..., I remain in silent sorrow
Before I left I turned and told her
I didn't care anymore, this was just a blurr
All she did was take me as I was
But I guess that just wasn't enough
So I walked into the great unknown
This forgotten place, this forbidden zone
I flew all day and dreamed all night
Everyday I was numb, it was alright
I'd dream of the past, but never the upcoming
My head never thought and was always humming
This lala land was made just for me
Even though I did alright, I was never free
One day the past really felt like the past
And I realized my chance had passed
I gave up my love for this life of illusion?
Gave her up for delusion and confusion?
My dreams turned cold and my days turned dark
I had lost a piece of my puzzle, my life's spark
I spiraled down, down into the deep
All I wanted was that eternal sleep
I learned, however, that life is a trip
Sometimes it's good, and sometimes it dips
My dip lasted forever, or so it seemed
All I wanted to do was live in the past, so I dreamed
I dreamed of days with my baby, my baby and me
Back when I was happy and truly free
I messed it all up, but all I could do was ramble on
I waited for my sunrise, my soothing dawn
It came too late for me to realize
That I'd never gaze into my baby's eyes
I'd never hear her laugh, or hear her cry
I don't know why, but I said goodbye
I'd never see her smile or feel her heart beat
All I'd see were her shadows on every single street
My heart was broken but I was to blame
I finally realized it'd never be the same
I'm back on top, but I still think about her
I still think about her love, and what we were
I know it's long gone, and now I'm just a name
But baby, I loved you, and I know I'm to blame
I always make the wrong choices
Listen to the devil and his evil voices
I can't count the battles I've lost
But the war is what I try to win
Most mistakes I can't take back
Or right the wrong back on track
But I have to try my best
And then to you I leave the rest
I miss how it was before
Even though I kicked down the door
That you lovingly held open for me
The good thing I had I just couldn't see
All the things I should've said and meant
And a million apologies couldn't dent
The pain I know I left with you
There's no excuse for the things I do
No way to take it all away
No Magic words I can say
It was so hard to tell I even cared
I didn't deserve what was shared
You held out your heart to me
As I now wear my heart on my sleeve
Love and trust forever are broken
And all I'm left with is this token
A permanent reminder of my own stupidity
The memories of how it could be
I'm sure you hate me with all your might
And detest the thought, the very sight
I can't now look you in the eye
For my guilt burns like a brutal lie
Every ounce of my soul is bleeding
While my heart to you is pleading
To erase my mistakes before I die
From the regret of not being man enough to try
I don't expect you to ever forgive me
I just hope you believe me,
I'm sorry for not being true
For starting and not following through
Please believe if I could do it again
Beside you still, I would've been
Holding your hand everywhere we'd go
That's just a dream of mine now I know
Still, I'm sorry to your heart from mine
And I still love you; I have the entire time
If you want your heart back, just let me know.
Ill put it back in it s place and I'll just let you go.
I'll turn my back and I'll leave you alone.
I promise you that forever I'll be gone.
But what if you start missing me?
And feel like talking to me daily,
but you'd have no idea where i could be,
and you start talking to the wind like if my presence was ghostly.
What if you end up missig a kiss?
how about if you'd want my touch again?
If my hugs is the only thing that you'd miss,
if I ever saw you, I would give you one as a friend.
If you really want your heart back,
take it and take your life back.
I'm sorry that I made this love hurt so bad,
I'm sorry that this love was all I had.