A Suicide Confession

Cut my wrist once, cut my wrist twice Now my blood is flowing, so its time to Say what’s on my mind, I know you wont miss me, there’s No reason why you should But just hear my final confessions If you would….. I lost a good friend who meant a lot to Me, over a stupid misunderstanding And a possible lie thought was brought To me. Everyone tried to sway me this Way and that, but I still lost my friend This is fact I also lost my hear to which made me Feel like a fool because I also lost my Friend whom I lost my heart too. If Only I could do it all again…wait what Am I talking about!?! See I told you I’m A fool I wouldn’t change a thing this much Is so true I hurt these guys feelings and I cant take it Back. I’m sorry but I don’t like you like that My friends advised me to give one of them a Chance but I couldn’t do it so I hurt them all In the end My family has been there right by my side Drying my tears whenever I cried. But Sometimes they don’t realize the reason Behind my tears, because I became an expert Of hiding the pain and all of the hurt due to Recent years My biological father and his mother is a prick, Believe me, spreading lies which causes pain To my heart because somehow I feel its all My fault. My birth separated my parents to this very day . So I feel very ashamed. Everyday When I think of my biological dad I feel like If it wasn’t for me, he would be with my Mother living happily So now as I lay in the tub full of my blood And tears, I say “Good-Bye” and “Thank You” For listening to My Suicide Confessions…