Silent Whispers

Stuck in this hole Depression hits My heart beats so slow Is time even moving I have thirty-five more days to go I feel so isolated I could be with millions and still feel so alone As I sit in this cubical The cold cruelty takes hold In the form of silent whispers in my mind Reminding me of everything I have already known Guilt starts to spread within The results of my most dark and recent sins Whispers refuse to stop My strength starts to thin Asking myself how could I let this happen Knowing it is my fault like everything else has been "It is your fault she is moving away She is ashamed to have dated you" "It is your fault she cannot stay Because her parents hate and don't trust you" "You deserve this torture in every way Karma has finally caught up with you" I know my name is ruined But more importantly I've lost she whom I love She was and is the queen of my heart and my world And of all the stars above I had thought my return would mean the return of her love But now I have nothing worth returning to I am so emotionally messed up "Why should you return at all They kicked you out of your home to watch you fall" "Yeah the whole school is ashamed of you Not to mention your name is now the biggest joke in the halls" These silent whispers are destroying my soul No one to run to Nowhere to go So day after day I sit in this hole Silent whispers making me feel Hurt depressed and alone