Best Not Even Poems

A musical throng of 400,000 strong invaded a dairy farm in New York in 1969,
 which set fire to the 70’s; but there was no chance of me being there; 
I was a good girl, 17 years young; sheltered, not knowing about the real world.
Working...

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TPS..... PLEASE HELP ME GET BACK ALL MY POEMS....

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I look through old pictures
Just to see a person 
I genuinely used to be
Before everyone changed me

I'm not even me anymore
I turned into someone else
Somebody as fake as can be

I tried to do what society told me to
And it's not making me happy
I tried to...

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Some people suffer a lot and some people suffer hardly at all
Some appreciate what they got some wanting what they saw
Why then the difference, and how fair could that possibly be
The answer being too immense for us to even be able to see

Some will never...

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These broken, shattered pieces of me are aching
My selfish heart cracking and breaking
Can the healing of the rain
Ease your undying pain

Like a brat I helplessly cling to you
Unaware of just what my venom does to you
Until it is too late to take back the sting
To...

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All the pain of missing you... 
Not a memory, when I am kissing you....

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My cats have decided on this blustery cold morn,
To hide under the covers and stay oh so warm.

The wind keeps howling, making them shake,
While under the covers cozy it does make.

Moving may not be an option for me
For as I stretch the closer they be.

I...

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I stayed up all night writing a ditty
One I really thought was quite witty
When the results came in
Yep, no placement, no win
My rhyme and meter were shown no pity…


For the Contest contest.....

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Not even an "Amen"


Babies cried, children bled
mother's fell, families splintered,
hymns ended, bibles held

Nightmares became 
not something to wake up from,
but something to wake up to

Sunday morning wept dark 
neath a bright November sun
as doors burst open
and repetitive noise silenced everything

No time for prayers,
no time to...

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Living to love?
Stab me swiftly
In the heart. Where
He watches as its
Red empties
Itself.

The meat tastes like pity.
So he smiles at me with pity,
Holds my hand with pity.
I am his,
In pity.

Enough.

A past perpetuating pity
Has no future for a love.
Remove His scythe.
And the fool, one day, will restore
Until...

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i let the silence speak on my behalf
i dont blame your interpretation
this mode was my way of giving you a chance
that you knew me well enough

i desire connection
a touch's satisfaction is  empty without intention

i roll along the waves, staring into blue
i can smell the...

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My dear woman, I regret how you’ve been kept, 
beaten, held back, silenced and oppressed.
My woman, I confess I am upset,
how they made you bite your tongue when you express.
My dear woman, it makes my world feel blue,
when I think of all the things man’s...

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 Nothing lasts forever,
    not even November rain.
Not even the tired old bodies
      we are given to hold.

I remember how we spoke 
        to one another,
way back, a long time ago.
Pontificating like priests
    delivering our sermons.
We were boys, though
      we thought ourselves men.
Ready to challenge and embrace
    everything we had been...

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It’s not even evil
It’s just illegal...

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Not even an answer

Not even an Answer,
Just one single hard lesson.
One that must have been watching me all day long. 
Waiting, there in the shadows
While I picked up rocks in the corrals,
or maybe when I was clearing the sinuses of troughs,
with compressed air and trowel...

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