Phase:1
I found myself in a market..,
Market of human cattles.,
Trying to get through the situation.,
My wrists were tied with metals..
It was half past seven.,
Neglecting all my requests and prayers.,
Weighing my proper count.,
I was announced for a demon.,
I screamed 'No'..,
And kicked hard over ground.,
But only an injection.,
And my sleep was sound..,
Phase:2
A big giant face against mine.,
I got the intension..,
Yelled 'No., please don't...'
But no mercy or its sign..,
I lost all my rhymes of life .,
Colors were smashed that night.,
Scratches yielded screams.,
Force gave me fatality.,
Bites turned to bellows..
And his pleasure putted sobs..,
Voice was choked and..
My tears were alloyed with sweat.,
The delicate places I reserved for someone special..,
All were now messed and unset..,
My tall neck I dreamt
to be loved by my future husband.
Was now scratched savagely.,
By his rough rigid and ruthless hand.,
Each time I afforded some courage..,
But hands were caught and mouth tied with bandage.,
Lost all my senses.,
But felt each jerk..,
He was pride at..,
each stain he created dark..
Phase:3
My service was over..,
No scream,nomore shriek,or shout..,
Jammed muscles were relaxed now.,
I was plugged out..,
All my world..,
World full of dreams.,
I embroided earlier with my own gilt.,
Was now transformed to this.,
Dirty, filthy and quilty quilt.,
Tears were dried., breath was back.,almost correct now..,but I know ...,
I was turned from a girl to a women in a single go..,
Never I will eye myself again..,
Never will be able to.,
Never I will return to my family..,
Neve will be able to.,
Never I will find that someone special..,
Never will be able to.,
Never I will get healed.,
Never will be able to.,
Never I will dream at night .,
Never will be able to.,
This nightmare digged deep in me.,
And a lifelong terror created by that unknown he.
Why not we all protest?...and get a full stop ...why?. Always LET IT BE.
Trusting your instincts relying on your initiative
If you have to make that split second decision
Though mixed messages at time's not intuitive
Can quit often leave one in an awkward position
Is wisdom strength, guess depends on intension
Being a doa rather than a thinker, less attentive
Perhaps its though down to a particular situation
Acting on impulse or naturally, being aggressive
Or perhaps it's being choose, being a bit selective
It's easy giving advice but also it's choosing to listen
If you want to take it on board, it's showing incentive
Swallowing your pride, shedding your every inhibition
Though I've never been someone who's uninquisitive
I'm always questioning things I guess looking for reason
But going against my better judgment, not so instinctive
If only I could trust my instincts and just follow my intuition
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NOTE TO READERS JUST TWEEKED A LITTLE LAST COUPLE OF LINES
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AGAIN INSPERATION CAME FROM ALL THE SUPER COOL SOUP POETS THANKYOU XXXXXXX
THIS TOOK QUIT A WHILE TO PUT TOGEATHER I STARTED THE BACK END OF LAST YEAR
SO MUCH GOING ON AT TIME I WANTED TO GIVE MENING AN A BIT OF DEPH BUT
STILL KEEP IT SIMPLE MY MESAGE HERE IS I SUPOSE NOT ALWAYS LISTENING TO OTHERS
STILL IF YOU KNOW YOUR RIGHT LEARNING TO BITE YOUR TOUGE
THIS IB DONE IN THE SAME CONTEXT AS FATE AND COURIOSITY WHCH I CONCIDER
TO BE MORE STRUCTURE AND OF GREATER IMPORTANCE I ALSO
FEEL I WROTE THIS NOT JUST ON MY EXSPERANECS BUT ALSO Wanted to be
FOR EVERYONE OUT THERE INSPIERD BYOTHER SOUP MEMBERS AND SELF
WRITTEN BY MY SELF DAVIDSCOTT BETWEEN SEPT 2012 AND MARCH 2013,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
note help me if you can with fith line the word aspiration dose it fit dont know??
probably make no sense