Best Hatered Poems
Coming out of your dark
It is no place for me
Filled with anger and hatered
With me as your mark
How sad of a soul you turned out to be
With all the gifts that you had
The equation ended with a pompous cad
It isn't to late to trust in the Lord
Let him be the might in your sword
God Bless
Roll me up smoke me am i a drug now
because i see it differently in my eyes is that a flagrent foul
seeeing life pass you by as it is always surperior do i bow
I am who i am and that is
this obessesion with this life aminow of the world
hatered embetted in the roots
jealousy giving birth to envy
everything came yet from darkness first
so is it blackdarkness pumpin thy vine
am i a living breathing walking curse
so light came and put thingdin the visible
is this law is this law is this tatical
graphic messures in the deep
tails in tribulations travel with tragedy in black
a different persance felt in the steep where the light leads me
a new obessesion to know more of this new covering
no more enving to bring about its friend jelousy
no more walking with tragedy in black
(based on Indian wedding system)
Once i known a girl who used to walk with glee
Now i suddenly remembered that how was she
Elegance perfection reflects her face
Now i interrogates that everything was wrong with her new pace
U cant believe that the girl was once recieved so much love
But later her near ones let her burnt into cinders
At once they filled her heart with love and bliss
But in her second journey they filled her heart with poignance
They said don't talk to strangers
But they let me marry one
She thought they will not to do to her what others did to their daughters
So she used to believe each and every word they utters
She too called herself betrayed
Her life was going to be dwindled
She was going to suffer from eternal agony and pain.
But the patriarchal and the law will not feel shame
She had a trepidation for agreeing for marriage
So she couldn't denied and so she can't be embarrassed
Her parents also suffered to raise money for dowry
They refused but the groom's kin got all frowny
And they said goodbye to her
The outcome is very catastrophic
Her condition was worse than pathetic
All she gathered and got were miseries and regrets
Earlier she used to think she was perfect
Even she used to afraid of her own shadow
She felt miserable who once smelled like a meadow
She was gullible and so she trusted her parents
All she knew is to have courage and patience
She was kind to her second family
But her parents were proved as her own enemy
It's not too late
Something could be done
She suffered , she whined , she lived
So the time came to take the step
Her parents helped her and gave her the zeal
So she realesed herself from the captivation
From every threat her parents conjured
She came out of it but as injured
She remained in agony for months
Later she smiled and said to her parents to begin a new life
And she said I can't be somebody's wife
Now she was a successful and rich
And forgot all the hatered she enriched
Now I completely forgot that girl
Unless
Oh alas! That girl was me
My brain is pounding
My head is aching
Thoughts exploding
Pulse beating
Heart racing
Anger steering
Jesus are you hearing.
Tears are flowing
Pain growing
No one's listening
Fear calling
Death knocking
Salvation are you waiting.
Satan's laughing
No one's watching
War approaching
Hatered escalating
Jesus are you whispering.
I am listening
Faith deteriorating
Eyes wondering
Soul depleting
Jesus are you descending.
I am anticipating
Nothing changing
Bitterness consuming
Love dying
Greed and lust rising
Children suffering
Jesus are you crying.
Parties assembling
Crowds observing
Respect disappearing
Judge concluding
Jesus are you surrendering.
Why aern't you fighting
Covenants broken
Separation dividing
Nation disbelieving
People dying
Jesus are you observing.
I have been sighing
My hearts hurting
I am praying
Have you been listening
Why aernt you helping.
I have been calling
Enemies gathering
Vows changing
Spirit empty
Feet weary
Heart faint
Jesus why aernt you comforting.
Broken words
Tearful voice
Gatekeeper stirring
Darkness approaching
Disbelief setting in
Emotion got her hands on me.
Jesus send mercy to deliver me
Pride got a hold on me
Self is controlling me
Lord forgive me
I believe Satan's after me
Jesus you got to save me.
These thoughts are torturing me
Self depart from me
Hell is not my home
Satan is not my friend
Jesus come sit with me.
I am in need
Sin nibbles at my bones
Shame tries to control me
Jesus come take a walk with me
Guide me, embrace me.
Abba release me
Let not my soul wither on this wasteful land
Use me
Take my feet unto greener pastures
Teach my spirit to serve thee
Jesus do not desert me.
Mould me, advise me
Teach me how to start afresh
Make me whole again
Let peace consume me
Jesus put my pass behind me.
You cant imagine what you've done to me,
The girl who once loved to love
Now doesnt love at all.
All my beliefs and dreams you've shattered
Fairy tales and love? They dont even matter.
You dont know how it feels,
When the person you've idolised turns out to be a myth.
You've emptied me of all my hatered,
for you 'nothing' is the only feeling i feel.
I dont know how you even look at yourself,
Dont you see all the decieve and lies ?
The sins you committed under the blue skies?
'You love her ' you told me..
Where was that love when beneath you i was writhing?
You never promised me the world ,
But you could have atleast given me the truth.
Had you been half of the man i thought you to be,
I would have fought for you nail and tooth.
But now i lie broken and hurt ,
Not your fault i was just too easy to dessert.
I wish i could gather all that wasted love
And give it to the one who deserves ,
But because of you that wont be the case.
Because the girl who once loved too much
Now doesnt feel at all
Nothing at all.
Sorry I lied to you yet its just to late.I thought you would hate me and i was wrong.
So just walk away with out me just throw me away waisted place yet waisted
place sorry for your waisted time.just kill me today while you walk away stop the
tears from falling and put me out of the pain and hatered of this broken soul kill
me take me away from this reached place this horrible ways of life just get me
gone toss me out this is not something i should tell you about.I lied to you to
many times like you can ever trust me again sorry for the tears and pain and little
tiny kid games.I tryed to tell you but i couldn't i just wouldn't i make your life a
living ---- now its pay back for me yohan im so sorry.
The roam the Earth,
Killing one by other.
They are demons,
They show no Love and Mercy.
And Faith herself could never save us.
For Hatered, Violence and Anger have become too strong.
The war that God is fighting,
The war that I ignore,
Is ended upon the final battle,
The final cold war,
It will soon be over.
And it will kill the world.
Who do you feel like today?
Do you even remember my name?
It's been 8 years since then,
Has the willow tree we sat under gone dead?
I wonder if you've changed,
if you regret your biggest mistake.
Do you feel the sorrow i feel?
Is this pain the only thing that feels real?
I feel no sorrow now,
I only feel hatered for the world somehow,
How could you rape your granddaughters?
And Forget your own son, My father?!
How could you do this to me?
The only way how i feel now is to bleed.
I put no effort, no feeling, no thought,
In the war,
This battle in my heart
How do you feel like today?
Is it easier to know that your safe?
Outta jail they let you out,
Why so you can pay your road to hell?
So i plant me a willow tree,
right above the grass,
below the leaves.
I lay here below this willow tree,
My only friend beside of me,
The memories still remain,
Alone,
But it's better off this way
I am happy when the sun shines when we walk the path of love when we relieve
hatered
I am happy when there is no more war when men and women boy and girl are
free
I am happy when our earth is healed from polution and poverty
I am happy when there are no more diseases throughout the land and sea
I am happy when there is more time to love
I am happy when there is no more dying in our nation
I am happy when babies are born healthy
I am happy when people care for and about one another
I am happy when husbands and wives stay together
I am happy when everyone lends a hand to help our fellow man
to end this cycle of dispare when everyone care's I want everyone
to be happy I think god would want that to so let's be happy.
Copyright@March2006
child hood prayer
i cry to u JAH
see tear on the eyes of the poor
see the inocent dead body on d street
see the cry of our beloved mothers
see the porverty in every side
see the lack of food, house, clothing not to talk of shelter,
see darkness every where, no electricity,
see the christian brother and sister dieing cos of religion and hatered
see the acidents cos of bad road,
see the men on black and black in d name of police killing the inocent,
see my people in every jail in every part of the wold,
see my black beautiful african sister turning prostitution to a normal daily job,
see my brother becomeing arm robbers every day by day,
oh jah i can not ask where are u, becos i know u are watching, am a poor ghetto naija boy,but i belive in ur power oh JAH,
please hear the cry of the poor, nigeria belive in u, safe my people from this calamity, remenber u said in ur word( ROM 10 VS 13,) that for whosoever calleth upon the name of the lord shall be safe, i richard nnoli call upon ur name oh JAH safe my beloved contry NIGERIA,IN JESUS NAME AMEN.
Wrote this poem
When I was 17years
RAINBOW COALITION
As part of the darkness
All melentolin
what's all the drama
why do we allow predudice
For when we all die we become dirt and dust
Our souls has no color
Our soul is the true, you...
As part of the darkness
God has created ALL OF US
We're all Negros
All part of the carcus
When the darkness spun
This ill be where we belong together
God has made us forever
In heaven there no separation of color
We'll be to busy lovin God and each other
Whlile the lion will be grazing with the lamb
There's no hatered in heaven
So come on over here
All you variations of skins
Let's embrace
What are the spawns of the rainbow coalition
I can see the vision
Stop hating the browns, tan, browns and blacks
I can see the vision
Us all living together without hatered and sin
Our souls has no color
Our soul is the true, you...
As part of the darkness
God has created ALL OF US
We're all Negros
All part of the carcus
When the darkness spun
This ill be where we belong together
God has made us forever
Let us embrace ouur sins take off our skins
Let's be as friends and not flines
We're all part of God realm
we're just different color beings sinners saved by grace
Come unto theFather no matter what your place
Your His child no matter
We're all molded by the same creator
Part of the rainbow coalition
2/27/18
written by James Edward Lee Sr. 2018©
the pain is real
my vains run cold
i slid across the gravel road
it hurt so bad
tears blured my eyes
people sat down to watch me cry
i burned my leg that fatefull day
the scars ramain till this day
i feel the hatered boiling in me
i want to explode
i want to scream
i dont remember mutch of my past
all i know is i never laughed
when i would id wait to see
what would then happen to me
i cry at night remebering this
the pain i felt without a kiss
Depression sucks so bad i know,
It effects me deep to the core and bones.
'Tis abusive therefore it treats me wrong,
mine feels as deep and wide, from here to Hong Kong.
It feels as though it lasts as long, as the length of the Great Wall.
Drastically effects emotions it does, You cant help but be pissy and cry,
And for no reason at all, you just want to die.
you breakdown and fall apart,
Ripped to pieces, and belonging to the dark.
Depression sucks so bad i know,
It effects me deep to the core and bones.
Finally at peace i shall be, as i kiss my hatered and my pain goodbye,
Im at peace now that it's time to die.
So i say this with my last breath for one,
good night my love, I'll be with you forever... Even when i am gone.
So at peace i shall be as i kiss my pain and my sorrows goodbye,
I am finally at peace and it is now time for that part of me to die.
22.12.2007
BEWARE
I am so deeply lost
In your hazy embrace
A maze of foggy half - truths
And misty quarter - lies
I am so disrespectful!
Spit angels in the face
I make stormy love to you
In courtrooms of the skies
I give promisses easily
Fearless of Judgement's Day
I follow the prophecies
I see in your blue eyes
But if you should betray me
I will teach you a lesson
About revenge and hatered
Of devils in disguise...
Im not a champion in a ring
Some days I wonder if I belong in there.
I dont have medals hanging around my neck..
I will be honest, not sure what I want.
Standing there thinking to myself
what did I get into now?
How bad will this hurt?
crossed my mind a time or two.
How else do I get prepared?
For the world I live in?
I have never had the hatered to hurt someone else.
Nor do I want to fight anyone now
I need to know my skills will protect me against,
more than, a heavy bag, in a gym.
I know how it feels to get punched in the head.
Need to keep my hands up more than I did.
Maybe I should have listened instead.
I may not be ready for this,
I need to know I can protect myself with my own two fists.
Standing there eye to eye.
Proving to yourself you won’t run and hide.
Do I have it in me?
To stand and fight?
The feelings that have been holding you captive all this time.
No one understands how you feel inside.
Never will you tell a soul, the real mess that hides within.
I understand the fear that holds you paralyzed.
I have fought similar demons at night.
Different roads same results.
Full of self doubt and anxiety.
I know how scary it is to let someone in.
Don’t trust, shut them all out.
Don’t let anyone see the tears
As they pour down and smash off the ground.
Holidays are hard when you’re alone.
but never forget where you came from.
You’re no longer a prisoner to the war you fight inside.
Plant your feet and stand your ground
Wait to throw the winning punch
You’re a warrior and thats enough!