Best Feel Alive Again Poems
Over and over again
I’m trying to run from your memory and when you appear in my dreams.
You whispered to me in a sweet dream.
“Over and over my dearest,
we can run but we cannot hide.
Even love afar,
make the heart wish to be serenade by true love caress.
The tapestry of life, is never fair.
You and I, soulmates in some distance place and today.
We are captured by the turmoil of life.
I know, as you do.
If I had you near,
I would drink of your lips, your skin and fall into your into your warmth of serene breasts. I would never release you and I would pray.
Please hold me close and caress my face and hair till we cannot no-more,
please make me feel alive again.
I would want you to whisper to me, sweet words of love into the midnight hours.
You are capture my heart and you are my love alone.
Over and over again, we go.
Please forgive me,
for finding you when my sedated life was accepted.
You are sugar and spice, everything nice.
My wish is for you never to cry, for you to laugh and to know joy.
My endearing hope is,
is you to know only joy and happiness,
every day of your life.
Sweet words, gentle voice made me wish for places where life is simple.
Long walks, long talks.
Drinking coffee and tea,
watching the morning arise and be content with any place we can be.
and love remembered
.
Love be sweet, love be kind.
Love alive is never forgotten.
Johnnie/Coyote
As the days turned to night we would find ourselves pondering our futures
The sky was red in the west as the sun set upon our dreams
We would drop the sails and let her drift
The current our only salvation
Take us where you will and damn the rest
For we had nowhere to be and no one to see
Sometimes we would drift for days and lollygag about the decks
Swimming in the sea or fishing for tuna
Ah what a fight if we managed to hook one
The men would soon become restless and we would once again be under way
Heading north into the teeth of a storm
And pushing her as hard as we could
The work seemed to keep the men hard and clean
And gave them a reason to live
Tales to tell when we reached port
But we never did
We would take what we needed from the sea
And drink rainwater to quench our thirst
And if the rations became low we would pirate what was needed
Nothing like a good fight to get the juices flowing and feel alive again
The wolf of the north was always at our call
Port of duty: anywhere but here
~In The Mood For Love~
With a candle light & a glass of champagne after a year
of our marriage we came back to the same garden where
we met and fell in love a promise we will keep
each anniversary.
Today still in the mood for love sitting listening to sounds
of music while our lips met kissing to cool our hunger for
making love at the end of this unforgettable evening
He was so much in this mood of repeating what he told me
the day we met.
When I am with you,the sun will wake up the sky will welcome
you,look out the window and see the sea a pale blue under a blue sky.
God I`m happy to be with you my brain is my own,I feel vibrant,
I feel alive,thank you world.
When I am with you, I love every grain of sand, every drop of water,
every bit of air I breath, I love every image that my eyes are blessed
to watch, every bird that flies across the sky, I feel alive again.
I feel in the mood of living endlessly,I feel softness back in my heart,
I feel I can be generous to give,give,because I am so full of happiness,
I feel in the mood of loving you more & more.
When I am with you,every hour has beauty and meaning,one after
the other they form a day,a night,another day,another night,
and it all has a purpose,It all means consistency .
Do you remember?Yes my darling,I do.
When I am here with you,I feel if I listen, I will hear answers,If I look,
I will see truth,I am so happy to share my feelings with you because
I know you will understand,I want so much for you to experience the
power of my feelings towards you.
We never pass through lifeless moments when we are together,
we both stay awake, alive,moments that wouldn't ever be wiped out,
they remain engraved in our heart.
Here,your approach was a blessing to both of us. We were sitting in a
crowded area,yet we were alone, we could both hear only the muteness
that surrounded our encounter.Oh the beauty when your lips are wet,
you purposely put me in the mood for love eternally.
Therese Bacha
2/5/2013 ( Win No.9)
Like a gentle poem, he whispers against my skin
Loving, warming thoughts of hopeful expressions
Making me feel alive again, filled up within
The yearnings for his touch actually chastens
Touching me with scents of jasmines
Piercing my skin with a sense of pure affections
Awakening the joy inside that always destines
I’m a 7
Birthday: 11-20-1965
When you left me,My new world began
I started to feel alive again
That was when you left me
you were waiting me to collapse
You thought I will beg you to come back
But baby I'm done with that
I wonder what you would feel
When you left me not knowing that the smile was on my face
I wanted to see that look in your eyes
I wanted to haha in your face and turn around
I wanted to enjoy the flavor of your angry looks
I wanted to make sure that you knew forever you lost
I wanted to see when the lion inside you turns to a cat
I wanted to feel that I'm winning this bloody fight
I wonder how you felt when it hit you in the head
that you made a mistake in leaving me this time
When you knew I would let you go fast
Oh poor you, you are not used to that
I know I'm fine and okay
as long as you are far away
Dejavu
The strumming of my guitar fills the space
The same guitar I played years ago
Our old high school T-Shirts cover our bodies
As the hot liquid touches our lips onces again.
You taste of tea and chocolate,
You feel like sweet memories and screams of joy.
Our skin is not as soft as it use to be
But much more resistant to life itself
And the others intoxicating touch
Cause we have longed for the other for so long
It almost feels wrong to give in
But how can I not when you look like my lost innocents
And feel like the lost time.
Dejavu clouds everything
Because we have done this so many times
In and out of my dreams
I have never forgotten what the small touches felt like
I have never forgotten you
I have forgotten something though, what it feels like to feel,
What it feels like to be alive.
I think that is why I give in to you after resisting running back so many times
Because right now I need to feel alive again
And if someone can do that its you.
It is your small touches and your smile when hearing that strumming of my guitar,
It is the sweet taste of your lips
And the clouds of dejavu
It is everything we did and everything I long to do again
It is my lost innocents and the memories we made
Those have brought me back so many times before
So they are going to again now
Because they have to
Because they are my last hope
Because I truly believe those can make me feel something
That you and our shared dejavu can make me feel alive again.
Sun light touches cheek... reliving the zest to feel alive again
What if I take a hiatus
From all this madness, filth& dirt
Filled inside me
would you give me
A second chance, a third chance, one very last chance,
To purify my soul, bring me back
From the dark, from the black
I don't want to write like this
I don't want the chances to miss
I want to feel alive again
I want your love
Warmth
Give me heaven
In your earth
Stepping outside the sandbox,
Is what we all need.
I do it to escape the madness,
And from going crazy.
I need silence.
I need to feel alive again.
I need to feel strong, positive and secure.
I just need to be alone,
So I can think...
Someone has destroyed my life.
They have taken everything from me.
I'm furious because trust is broken.
Integrity is gone.
Their morality and decency is,
Non-existent in this world.
There is a remedy,
They will be judged, not by me,
But by the higher power.
Once again I feel love and warmth,
In my soul and I am strong to carry on.
I smile as I step back into the sandbox.
i have always wondered how you were
since first we met... you've been on my mind
imagining the moments
that we would spend ahead of time.
i was scared, fearful of what could be
knowing that the state am in is uneasy
that my head wandering circles
i didnt think i was ready.
suffering from anxiety...
running from the depression that could end me
following this path so obscure
i was afraid of the harsh reality
i have always pushed people away
thought it would be same for you
it was scary.. because i care about you
and for the first time i was sure of what i should do
you lit me up, showed me a way
although rocky i knew we would get there
and for only a moment i felt safe
controlled my anxiety and overcame the fear.
i may sometimes come off as distant
some could say even a little cold
i dont mean to be
i just wish sometimes, to be bold.
i think of you everyday
even though i dont say it daily
i wish to lay by your side every night
but am just holding on, just barely
to the sanity of which i run from
the common sense of being selfless
know that you are as perfect as they come..
and i...i... i am a complete mess
even though you say i am not
i just cant keep the words you've told me
you've said a million times, i dont listen
you said that i can be whatever i want to be
you've told me am amazing
told me am beautiful and mesmerizing
your sweet to say such incredible things
but sometimes you come off as patronizing.
why cant i believe the words you say
i want to... but inside i cant see what you see
all the beauty and splendor you gaze upon
its... its just not me.
i love you dearly and wish only the best for us
but deep inside the fear controls my heart
and in time the anxiety will hurt us
if not then depression will drive us apart.
i felt so whole around you
my heart warm to the touch
you made me feel alive again
and i have never been the person to ask for much
and although its settled now
i am still fearful for each outcome
am hoping that you keep showing me the way
i no longer wish to run!
here is where i want to be
in your heart and mind i wish to stay
and even though my words arent like yours
sometimes i find just what to say.
i love you deeply from since first we met
and have thought of nothing else but you
i can only hope that in time my love
both our feelings remain as true.
I wish I didn't stop to think,
about the man who cherished me.
My childhood so fun and fair,
I remember your cologne drifting in the air.
The days we went to the Space museums,
showing me pictures of your trips to new Zealand.
The greatness achieved when in the service,
giving lives a better purpose.
Just thinking of your voice is hard enough,
I wish that I could be more tough.
It hurts to think that now your gone,
Grandpa I just can't be strong.
That day in the rest home I hit my peak,
the fear so bad I couldn't speak.
I had to leave because I just cried,
and cried, and lost my chance to say goodbye.
I wish I could have let it out,
and now I have to live without.
I know your looking down and see,
this pathetic thing I've grown to be.
I just want to be like you,
but I could never amount to you.
Please help me through this pain I'm in,
and help me to feel alive again.
I miss you so much I just want to scream,
I hope you visit me in my dreams.
I love you Grandpa with all I have left,
there is not much there but shame and stress.
I want to honor you and become better,
find my peace, if I can ever.
I hope on day again I will see,
the man who truly cherished me.
I love you so much Grandpa and I am so so sorry.
To forget about yesterdays and tomorrows,
any fear, worries, or obligations.
Nothing beyond the here and now.
So when close free,
to feel alive again.
You have to take time to give thanks for life
because you never know when it will be taken
so many families have been left heart broken and moved
so many good households have been left shaken
it’s hard to come to reality with death of someone you love
its even worst when they hold a vital space in your heart
you will never be able to erase the memories of that person
because they were always there with you from the start
my heart cries out for my fallen but not forgotten friends
you will always walk along life journeys with me
i will never forget a true friend like you
you helped to pick me up when I was down on one knee
It hurts sometimes when i realize that you are not here
hurts even more to know that i can never bring you back
and there is no one here to help mend the pieces
you were the only one that always helped to keep me intact
whenever i was down and felt like crying my eyes out
you were always there to wipe my tears and lend a shoulder
when we were kids it was tough growing up
but you promised we would make things better when we were older
Losing you out of my life is like losing life itself
i don’t know when i will ever feel alive again
but i know where ever you are god is with you
and i just want to say Rest In Peace my dear friend
Dedicated to all who have lost a family or friend..............
BY: Marlon A Malcolm
This soul was dying and crashing,
But she gave me a breath of life.
She whispered beautiful words of life,
That rejuvenated the strength within.
I started to feel the life within me rise,
And made me feel alive again.
With the breath of life I rose again,
And the petals of my life blossomed.
Once more I felt the warmth of love,
Melting down my once cold heart,
Into a warm heart that can hold love.
It is a good feeling of happiness,
That makes this heart make a beat.
In the shadow of my own loneliness,
Life was as dark as a dark night is.
The sun in my life had never set,
And the moonlight was never bright,
To light up the world around me,
Until she gave me a breath of life,
That filled my heart with love.
She is coming from the far horizon,
But I can smell the smell of her perfume.
With her majestic move I hear her steps,
And my heart is beating in expectancy,
With every step she makes closer.
My hands are widening up for her,
Ready to hold her in my arms of love.
Does love hurt this much?
When life opened its arms to give me a hug and I embraced it,
Life made me feel alive and I lived my life,
Living with you and feeling your arms around me each time,
Living like two big shadows in the dark together, we seemed inseparable,
Together alive like the blight moon, together forever,
Shining in each other hearts,
Does love hurt this much?
You came into my life when it was empty,
Emptiness that made me feel incomplete,
Hunted by the thoughts that I could be alone,
Now we seem to be together like two shinning coins,
Shining like the bright stars always reflecting our lives,
Does love hurt this much?
While I swim in the sea of life,
Love so pure like the blue sea,
Does love seem to hurt this much?
Emptiness now hunts me again
Emptiness seems to call out my name
Looking at this last possession I hold
Her possession I feel possess me
Painting my old life
So much pain, so much baggage,
Pain that chews and eats me alive,
There you go again chasing your dreams and hopes,
Hopes to find another lover,
Hopes to feel alive again,
I look at this chapter of my life,
A chapter full of joy and sorrow,
Sorrowful tears, I have sprayed
During this cold winter,
Does love hurt this way I feel so much pain and cold in my soul