Best Confussed Poems

Another tear drops from my eyes
Why do I seem so suprised
Did i expect laughter instead of pain
My head not held high but hangs with shame
How many times am I gonna believe his lies
He ropes me in, time after time
I just want to be more important...

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Alone, lost, confussed, broken, lost hope.
That is everything i feel.
i cant help it, its like watching a movie, but watching myself fall apart
it is like torcher, 
i am always alone, but that is my choice,
i am broken, ive been broken a couple of times,
i honestly...

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After the smoke clears from this room.
Will question why.
As you push me into  the depths.
As I lifted you from your self appointed gloom.

So take his hand cause happiness has another 
name.
You can close your eye's.
but it's never the same.

Can we ever forget that which...

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I know who I am, because I talk to myself
I listen to me - I understand what I say
No I am not confussed
I reach down into the depth of my soul
what I fined is what I put there
No I'm not delussional
When I speak its not...

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A brain that seems to analyze  it all...
Confussed with thoughts that soon free fall...

When I shake my head I'm not saying no...
It's just a nod that can't find it's go...

I'm trying a new fresh start where I can walk...
A table set for poets who...

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Confussed by your actions
Needing your passion
Dreaming of forever
Knowing we will never

Together is not in our future
But you don't see the big picture
I am holding on to what I can
The memory of you holding my hand

I know what we had is nomore
And I know I am...

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I feel crowded and lost

trapped in this space.

So far to run

yet no time to race

Confussed mind cluttered

with empty fullfillments

Goals far away in the distance

Everything jumps in the way

To reach them, I strech....(sigh)

I can't..... not this day

Crowded yet empty

my mind fights to produce

I try and I...

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He came back to me again, only to blind me,
Sweeping my peace away in a hurricane
When it took so long to let myself free,
Only to have it all return; a familiar pain.
It was the day we took our wedding vows,
He was the first to say,...

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Long I lain on the 
couch
of my mind
Battling with left and
right paths
that leads to journey
eternal
Away from the
physical-earth but to
spiritual realms
I'm confussed either 
to
run the left
Or to make the right
stand-still
Just to fetch me 
out of
eternal trouble
The right for the 
Jews
And the left for the
gentiles
I don't know...

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Put your best foot forward, turn the other check, be the bigger person, do to 
others, for get the past,
 You do what is right, step away from what is wrong, you live in peace, humble 
your self hard times will pass,
  The seven...

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yet it was something else
something we never knew
we'd hear or understand
conceptions with the sorting's
conceived thru togetherness
her beleifs were that dividing hers from mine
would create a togetherness
from her need of mine and hers
rituals without conception
concepts without realism
confussed from the lies
she alows herself to beleive
concepts of being...

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I sit unaware in silence completley bare without an ounce of care
waiting for peace impatiently
the peace never comes
I sit there drenched in pain and dissapointment
how long must I wait I'm becoming irrate
betrayed since birth, no self worth
I sit feeling no joy
I tremble and cower in...

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I'M YELLING 

I'M YELLING, 
OUT FOR YOUR HELP 

I'M YELLING ,
FOR SOMEONE TO COME RUNNING 

I'M YELLING ,
FOR SOMEONE TO RELIZE I NEED HELP 

I'M YELLING ,
BECOUSE I HAVE RELIZE I DO NEED HELP

I'M YELLING , 
FOR MY LIFE BACK 

I'M YELLING , 
BECOUSE I...

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Let me go

release me from your grasp pain.

This hurt you create

attempt to drive me insane.

Free me from reminders obsticles

to difficult to overturn.

Allow freedom and peace

to overpower with stern,

Right now I release all confussed

thoughts to the father above.

Thoughts of your harsh, painful, verble blows

I no longer...

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Desprite for the one I need,
I would die for him I would bleed,
Looking into his eyes as i walk by,
trying not to stumble because i know i will cry,
I was used and confussed by his need,
He didn't care and made me Bleed,
My blood driped all...

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