Patience

I sit unaware in silence completley bare without an ounce of care waiting for peace impatiently the peace never comes I sit there drenched in pain and dissapointment how long must I wait I'm becoming irrate betrayed since birth, no self worth I sit feeling no joy I tremble and cower in complete distrust, still waiting for my peice wanting to scream, is this life or just a dream not varing for once whos ear it hurts my cries always unanswered leaving me mute no longer any words I carry them on my face place to place feeling like such a discrace always shamed always shunned that is where the guilt begun I stuff it deeper and deeper making me uglier as it creeps up begining to kill me silent rage feeling as if I'm locked in a cage my soul is confussed and wanting to use my hate hides my hope and steals my truth I sit here and wait silently and patiently all alone