The Great Conundrum


There is something about matter
that keeps me spellbound,
enamored to its most exquisite blooms,
oceans, forests and mountain streams.
It holds who I am, gives me shape
and form, a home, a place in which
this awareness within me 
can live out a life and from which
I have grown.

I am in awe of its compositions,
in love with its colors, perfumes
and sounds, the touch of warm skin
and the sweet taste of freshly 
harvested fruit. All is matter. 
It is a source of pleasure and joy 
and yet inflicts equal measure 
of suffering through loss and pain.

But what is matter 
when scaled down
to its essence….mere particles 
that can be smashed apart
to decay into ghostly spirals. 
Is this all I am, a quantum
equation at my core. Or is it
a Creator's gift, the stuff
born out of the act
of a conscious mind, eternal 
in some mysterious way.

And so it is with me,
beside the beloved river taking in
the last light of the day. 
Full of hope and doubt
I see this lovely world slowly
slipping away and wonder 
whether if this is all there is 
and nothing more
or will I awake from this dream
as I may have done so many
lifetimes before.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2024

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Scott Avatar
December 29, 2024 at 12:53 AM
So great to see this in the list of top 100 new poems. Well deserved, Paul. Blessings Sx :)
Wolf Avatar
December 4, 2024 at 12:09 AM
The last stanza awakens me to the dreamlike trance I walk through life in... Who knows? 'I may have done so many lifetimes before,' as you wrote -- or perhaps they are all separate streams flowing into one river of life. Thanks, Paul!
George Avatar
November 17, 2024 at 8:31 PM
A lovely poem that hurls many profound questions. We know everything is made up of matter. When extricated, this matter dissolves into particles. What next? It is still a mystery. One who can find joy in all created forms of matter is indeed lucky. Congratulations Paul on your well deserved POTD
Willason Avatar
November 18, 2024 at 1:18 AM
Hi Valsa, Some very thoughtful observations, so very much appreciated. Good to receive such feedback and to learn that in some way the words connected...valued my friend. Take care, Paul
Nicole Avatar
November 17, 2024 at 4:56 PM
Dear Paul, your thoughts always leave me in complete ' awe.' This is so beautiful and tender. While particles float and form in this world, it truly amazes me how everything falls into place. Congratulations my dear friend, on Poem of the Day. My best to you. :) Hugs, Brandy
Willason Avatar
November 18, 2024 at 1:11 AM
Hi Brandy...sincere thanks for offering such generous and thoughtful comments. Pleased that the poem spoke and that you gave it your time, an honor. Value you words dear friend, take care, Paul
M  Avatar
November 17, 2024 at 4:07 PM
Couldn't be happier to see your amazing thought provoking poem up here Paul... so deserving of POTD! Another incredible ' Paul Poem' my lovely friend!! Congrats and enjoy! Debx
Willason Avatar
November 18, 2024 at 1:06 AM
Hi Deb, Can't help myself from getting into these mind mazes...thought provoking scenarios...so pleased you jumped in and value your kind comments my dear friend. Take care, Paul
Parker Avatar
November 17, 2024 at 3:51 PM
POTD well deserved indeed. Evocative and poignant.
Willason Avatar
November 18, 2024 at 1:01 AM
Appreciate your kind words Arlo...thankyou for reading the poem... regards, Paul
La France Avatar
November 17, 2024 at 2:06 PM
Paul, wonderful writing and congratulations on receiving the POEM OF THE DAY honor, blessings, Constance
Willason Avatar
November 18, 2024 at 12:59 AM
so good to hear from you Constance, thankyou for your comments and taking the time to wade through this poem. Return blessings...take care, Paul
Kavanagh  Avatar
November 17, 2024 at 12:54 PM
Back with congratulations on a more than deserving POTD Paul, you have a remarkable talent for paring back reality into its basic constituents, a true poet! Cheers David
Willason Avatar
November 18, 2024 at 12:57 AM
A double helping of your generosity David...I'm afraid I fell into the sin of gluttony feasting on such comments my dear friend. Sincere thanks, Paul
Rodgers Avatar
November 17, 2024 at 12:01 PM
Hello Paul, congratulations on POTD for this beauty for I artistically captures the intricate dance of existence, blending awe and introspection. I loved the reflections on matter and consciousness. I always see a Creator at work. Enjoy your special Day!! - Autumn Blessings, My Dear Friend, Daniel
Willason Avatar
November 18, 2024 at 12:54 AM
Thanks Daniel for your thoughtful comments...always a pleasure to receive such insights, a keen mind surveying the ground covered by the poem. Valued my friend, regards, Paul
Goldsmith Avatar
November 17, 2024 at 9:12 AM
Congratulations on your POTD win. Enjoy your day/week with your wonderful win.............
Willason Avatar
November 18, 2024 at 12:46 AM
Thanks Paula for taking the time to read the poem and your note...appreciated. Regards, Paul
Peck Avatar
November 17, 2024 at 9:06 AM
I like your last choice best! Your poem is very thought-provoking and deserving of POTD! It's not an easy task to write about one's self. Congratulations!
Willason Avatar
November 18, 2024 at 12:45 AM
Yeah...my preference too. Many thanks for wading through this Poem Ann, value your time and comments. Take care, Paul
Romios Avatar
November 17, 2024 at 9:00 AM
Cingratulations, Pangie
Willason Avatar
November 18, 2024 at 12:43 AM
Thankyou Pangie for your congratulatory note....valued. Regards, Paul
Read Avatar
November 17, 2024 at 7:58 AM
Could be we are living a dream, maybe one day we will know, a well deserved POTD Paul.
Willason Avatar
November 18, 2024 at 12:42 AM
Thanks John for your comments....quite happy at the moment to keep inside the borders of the dream...not a bad place to be. Again, appreciate giving the poem your time John, regards, Paul
Kitchin Avatar
November 17, 2024 at 6:29 AM
Paul, a magnificent poem, nature can be "spellbound" with all it's sensory gifts we can enjoy. It's a shame that we are under leadership who don't care about our environment or protecting it for future generations. Congratulations on POTD.
Willason Avatar
November 18, 2024 at 12:39 AM
Hi Tania, true comments, we live in a beautiful but fragile world showing signs of our neglect and lack of reverence. I guess all we can do is to keep banging the drum. Thankyou for reading the poem and offering yr kind words....Take care, Paul
Andresen Avatar
November 17, 2024 at 6:26 AM
- Congratulations on your wise p.o.t.d. Paul :) -
Willason Avatar
November 18, 2024 at 12:35 AM
So pleased to receive your note dear Anne-Lise...thankyou...I shall wear the badge of wisdom with pride. Regards, Paul
Greenhough Avatar
November 17, 2024 at 1:19 AM
Congratulations on POTD. I also ponder.
Willason Avatar
November 18, 2024 at 12:31 AM
Do hope the pondering is not too painful...my poetry can be a bit chewy even for me. Thankyou so much Hilda for reading and commenting. Regards Paul
Cunningham Avatar
November 17, 2024 at 1:06 AM
Thought provoking read Paul, plenty to ponder in your well composed verse. Congratulations to you on your well deserved honour of POTD. Tom
Willason Avatar
November 18, 2024 at 12:28 AM
Good to hear from you Tom...sincerely appreciate your kind words. Take care, Paul
Jones Avatar
November 17, 2024 at 1:00 AM
Thoughtful and deep! Congratulations on your potd honor!
Willason Avatar
November 18, 2024 at 12:27 AM
Thankyou Karen for reading the poem and your congratulatory note...so kind. Cheers, Paul
Lane Avatar
November 15, 2024 at 6:10 AM
Paul, you always dig a well deep enough for a reader to drown in when you write. I contemplate what shovel you use to excavate such thoughts in your mind and then simply give up that question and just enjoy where you take me. Shapes and forms, shadows and light forever changing in our lives, literally and figuratively. I'd sit at that river, hoping it's not a dream, but doubt I could tear myself away at the twilight hour. To me, that's one of two magical hours of change... dawn is the other.
Willason Avatar
November 18, 2024 at 12:24 AM
Ah but you do me a great honor my dear Lin for jumping in and trusting me...makes you special...I don't know myself sometimes where the exit is in my own mind maze. Agree with your feelings and love affair with dawn and sunset...so many of my poems use these magical times as the backdrop. Cheers dear friend...thanks for free falling into this poem. Paul
Kavanagh  Avatar
November 15, 2024 at 4:15 AM
There it is in a nutshell Paul, what it means to be alive and conscious, we cannot really delve much further without diving into the spiritual realm, and other possibilities that they may or may not offer, (I tend to keep an open mind) my doubts somehow do act as hope, only by knowing everything will we ever be sure, but that would possibly make us the eternal creator, this is a beautifully crafted piece with imagery to match, all culminating with a nod towards Nietzsche’’s Eternal recurrence, a Fave from me too, will read many times (possibly already have) an infinite amount of times lol! cheers David
Willason Avatar
November 18, 2024 at 12:18 AM
Having the poem so accurately mirrored back in your comments adds to my own understanding...often my poems come out of a thick cloud somewhere in the subconscious. Indeed value your insights and interpretation David, as always good stuff to chew on. The subject matter has the draw of a black hole for me...Cheers.
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